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Suicide Discussion

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failedatdying
Discussion killing myself seems to be the logical thing to do- thoughts?
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4
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608
A_Spartan_Dead
A_Spartan_Dead
squillykilly
Venting I fully believe everyone hates me
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2
Views
410
squillykilly
squillykilly
Obliviate
Help How do I go back to feeling the depressive darkness?
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10
Views
1K
Obliviate
Obliviate
kitty.iceFS
emotional pain presenting as physical pain
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1
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248
spiders.in.my.head
spiders.in.my.head
renold
Why is shooting thru the mouth so popular?
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4
Views
559
looking4partner
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ScorpiusDragon
If I shoot myself, where is the best place to shoot?
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40
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12K
looking4partner
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U
Is anyone from New Jersey or New York
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5
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524
urgent
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dying_kwik2000
Story The world's strongest gag reflex??
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1
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397
JassieDusk
JassieDusk
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Get ready
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5
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550
tarnishedstoner
tarnishedstoner
dying_kwik2000
Venting Drunk revelations
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0
Views
261
dying_kwik2000
dying_kwik2000
Unlucky777
Ambivalent about CTBing
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0
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242
Unlucky777
Unlucky777
T
Help Nembutal is impossible to get in my country. Alternatives?
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34
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3K
X-sanguinate86
X
E
My next attempt will be my last
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3
Views
259
eternalpace
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AngelTear
Venting I WISH A GUN WOULD JUST FALL INTO MY HANDS ALREADY
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1
Views
443
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
thebelljar
Venting my life is falling apart and everything i do just makes it worse
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4
Views
609
Unlucky777
Unlucky777
unluckysadness
Suicide is a gamble if you believe in afterlife / reincarnation
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1
Views
431
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
dying_kwik2000
Discussion I can't stop crying
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2
Views
248
ObsidianWatcher
ObsidianWatcher
inkmage333
Venting On parents
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3
Views
597
braintorture
braintorture
aerilana
Venting called crazy for being depressed/suicidal
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2
Views
553
lita-lassi
lita-lassi
ineedtogetout
Venting Is 400mcg of fentanyl lethal for a opiate naive
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0
Views
196
ineedtogetout
ineedtogetout
Midnightkitty
Method Advice for ctb via gunshot?
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11
Views
1K
Liebestod
Liebestod
M
Help Ideas how to help people suffer less after my death?
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1
Views
367
like-spoiledmilk
like-spoiledmilk
C
Chloroform
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2
Views
608
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
E
Hate that I'm forced to stay alive so it doesn't ruin others' happy lives
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2
Views
404
Exhausted546
E
keroppi4406
Discussion Would you guys tell your partner that you're suicidal?
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28
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2K
like-spoiledmilk
like-spoiledmilk
G
Venting Anger and overly critical
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0
Views
251
GeoLavender23
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memotrow
Venting I'm having suicidal thoughts for the first time
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4
Views
675
Afterglow
Afterglow
OzymandiAsh
Method Will these methods work? (please help!)
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10
Views
2K
OzymandiAsh
OzymandiAsh
akira.kewl
Help how can I warn a friend in advance?
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8
Views
642
eternalpace
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owarikigan
cowardly afraid of pain & afterlife
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1
Views
290
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
TAW122
Venting The common contentions in debates and arguments with pro-lifers (on Reddit)
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5
Views
903
WrathfulGloom32
W
hmnow
  • Poll
Murder or suicide?
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8
Views
664
starboy2k
starboy2k
kat_
i think i've accepted i'm going to ctb
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3
Views
625
fruitninjamaster
fruitninjamaster
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Can’t take it anymore, tomorrow might be my last day
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2
Views
472
lifeishopeless
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bpdbun
Method Overdose on various meds
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6
Views
1K
dying_kwik2000
dying_kwik2000
Lou_Charthethird
Help I just cant figure out how to get the night night method to work, and its making me more hopeless than ever
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0
Views
436
Lou_Charthethird
Lou_Charthethird
interna
  • Question
Discussion what will your regrets be?
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31
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2K
somethingisntreal
somethingisntreal
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Need opinions on if the rope I’m looking at is suitable for hanging
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18
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1K
JesiBel
JesiBel
sashashutup
Discussion would you do something big before ctb?
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1
Views
374
Xi-Xi
Xi-Xi
marksofdespair
Method Glock 27 Gen 3
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5
Views
553
Liebestod
Liebestod
D
I think 2026 will be the end.
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4
Views
560
Liebestod
Liebestod
jakelonely
Venting Does anybody else miss the hospital?
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4
Views
292
kitty.iceFS
kitty.iceFS
seagullsonapiano
Venting I'll never be understood
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0
Views
247
seagullsonapiano
seagullsonapiano
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okay im gonna try again
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1
Views
411
darksouls
darksouls
ChamberOfEchoes
Discussion He waited for permission before shooting himself.
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3
Views
545
darksouls
darksouls
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Why wouldn't it work
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2
Views
497
JesiBel
JesiBel
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hospital blanket
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0
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354
llawlietswife
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L
nah fuck recovery
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0
Views
339
llawlietswife
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Xi-Xi
Has anyone else in your life caught the bus?
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4
Views
524
LuckyStrike
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Siamese Believe
What are autistic people generally like when close to ctb?
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3
Views
630
looking4partner
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