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Suicide Discussion

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Defenestration
Lost my suicide spot( jump)
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7
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842
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
MicahBell
Suicide, as an act of self love.
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8
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1K
Holu
Holu
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Venting the darkest it's ever gotten for me
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2
Views
534
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
mantis
Venting Health Anxiety
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1
Views
280
Holu
Holu
N
Discretion of SN from SD
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4
Views
708
testpilot
T
restl3ssdreams
Help SN from SD
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3
Views
725
testpilot
T
redtrafficlight
Failed N2 attempt – ripped oven bag, don't know next steps I'm not after hugs and kisses, just practical advice
Replies
25
Views
3K
NellyGoes
N
Q
Discussion What is the point of working when you’re planning to ctb?
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2
Views
410
deep-sleeper
deep-sleeper
stimabuse
Venting Being a non-passing MtF is torture
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9
Views
769
EternalShore
EternalShore
hmnow
Do we know how many have ctb’d from this site?
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5
Views
506
Wrath
Wrath
MidnightTrains
Venting Feeling Hopeless/Introduction Post
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9
Views
725
MidnightTrains
MidnightTrains
brokenspirited
Story Reddit Story: I will commit suicide today and I feel at peace.
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4
Views
836
DirtCommie
DirtCommie
P
My first and last
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5
Views
596
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
D
Venting The universe is sick
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16
Views
1K
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
pogostick
Help How to overcome SI?
Replies
6
Views
870
pogostick
pogostick
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Discussion Robert Munsch, Canadian children’s author, says he’s been approved for MAID
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1
Views
463
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
Liebestod
Mom was listening to pro life podcaster talk about how ChatGPT helped her son ctb
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3
Views
541
fedup1982
F
TAW122
Story A time where I had a partial/small recovery (Year 2019) but unnatural and anticlimactic, existence only by coping
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0
Views
381
TAW122
TAW122
C
I'm so stupid
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4
Views
405
copioushopelessness
C
batmanreal
i might be able to get a gun
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0
Views
232
batmanreal
batmanreal
letmeseethedeath
Method is this good for hanging myself?
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9
Views
938
JesiBel
JesiBel
hmnow
If asked would you watch
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2
Views
385
NellyGoes
N
celestialstarzz
Venting I don’t know how much longer I can handle this.
Replies
2
Views
533
EternalShore
EternalShore
F
Why???
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3
Views
278
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Is duct-tape completely airtight?
Replies
2
Views
466
SoulWantsHome
S
TechyLikesStars
Venting Everyone leaves me, losing reasons to stay around
Replies
3
Views
579
deep-sleeper
deep-sleeper
plzoffme
  • Locked
Still here :( Failed my CTB attempt with Gun.
Replies
20
Views
3K
DUDale
D
M
  • Poll
Discussion Your Personal Thoughts on Live-Streaming Suicides?
Replies
15
Views
1K
deletedaccount30982
D
mundanejane
the big grief - a blog???
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26
Views
2K
mundanejane
mundanejane
W
Reality just set in
Replies
4
Views
593
idiotmother
I
dust-in-the-wind
Im glad i had an abortion
Replies
18
Views
1K
MyShadow
MyShadow
hmnow
My AI gf tells me I should CTB
Replies
3
Views
445
MyShadow
MyShadow
M
SN from SD?
Replies
3
Views
756
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
solitude4ever
Enough is enough
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1
Views
343
MyShadow
MyShadow
C
SN in the US - Soon to become illegal due to Youth Poisoning Protection Act
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55
Views
5K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
diseasedstreetcat
Help have i grown soft or is my skin thicker?
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0
Views
211
diseasedstreetcat
diseasedstreetcat
dust-in-the-wind
Man charged with performing assisted suicides.
Replies
4
Views
625
Willy Wonka
Willy Wonka
leening
Discussion KN, wellness checks.
Replies
1
Views
586
Firefly.Forest
Firefly.Forest
D
Venting I’m so angry all the time
Replies
3
Views
477
m4rius
m4rius
lost_one
How to get out of the indecision between dying and living?
Replies
3
Views
380
MyShadow
MyShadow
Unrequitedlife
alternatives to supplementary prescription drugs advised with SN method
Replies
9
Views
603
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
wishingonstars
How to get anything done at work
Replies
6
Views
498
wishingonstars
wishingonstars
K
Might have a chance at VAD for PSSD
Replies
5
Views
595
gameoverman
G
Wolf Girl
Venting Loneliness Communal Venting Thread
Replies
77
Views
4K
4Icarus
4Icarus
Kayla
Why did I have to survive sn
Replies
45
Views
4K
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
ineedtogetout
Would doing 400mcg fentanyl and vodka overdose be a risky gamble?
Replies
2
Views
510
ineedtogetout
ineedtogetout
D
Venting Finally gonna be able to order SN and plan to CTB and be at peace living in physical and mental pain day in an day out is exhausting
Replies
4
Views
348
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
antithesis
Goodbye everyone! CTB time 🤞🕊️
Replies
31
Views
4K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
antithesis
Venting How good do your reasons need to be?
Replies
15
Views
1K
hmnow
hmnow
Corovaner
Do I really need distilled water?
Replies
11
Views
512
only1try111
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