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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Unusual, lengthy, painful and final (no turning back)
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9
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632
subj
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Zzzzz
Anyone else feel like they don't have a choice? Trapped in life?
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12
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800
kannon
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TheHatedOne
How's 2022 so far for you?
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62
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3K
marinekiwi
marinekiwi
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Venting I am so tired of being alive
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5
Views
601
Zzzzz
Zzzzz
halcyon
so much misery
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7
Views
405
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
Konjac
I miss my SN
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5
Views
473
Konjac
Konjac
Intelligent_Panic99
What it feels like to be suicidal
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7
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629
Konjac
Konjac
TVtrays
Even when things are better, death is still inviting
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2
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332
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TheHatedOne
emptying the bottle
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7
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487
lostautist
lostautist
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Its ridiculous
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4
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372
Gabu1984
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attempt2
Venting Why do people talk about help with mental health but then do stuff that harms yours?
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2
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314
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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vent
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0
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261
Sun2021*
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letied
Being young doesn't automatically mean that my life will get better
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7
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433
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
NotStrongEnough
For those coming into this forum to try and "help", please read this
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6
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1K
ForeverLonely82
ForeverLonely82
_Minsk
Discussion Anyone else dealing with chronic Exhaustion?
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18
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1K
Gordy99
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J
In constant pain for almost 18 years
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7
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528
johnr
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T
Ordering N during winter? Will the bottles freeze over?
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1
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376
cyanlove
cyanlove
N
Humor, pain and suicidality
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4
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463
_Seeking
_Seeking
T
Just venting
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4
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311
Treeline589
T
Why Not???
Story Medications keeping me sane 😭
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3
Views
441
Why Not???
Why Not???
TheHatedOne
I feel like I don't deserve anything
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4
Views
395
lostautist
lostautist
anteater
Help Buying N in Brazil, any idea?
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5
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2K
Sun2021*
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theguineapigking
Discussion We can’t discuss methods on the public sub-forum anymore.
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25
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2K
Somber
Somber
scatteredglass
Method Measuring out SN and water
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6
Views
818
Lostandlooking
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Ravel
Venting Guilt and shame
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4
Views
529
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Counting days
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13
Views
928
Feeding Pigeons
Feeding Pigeons
Starfire
Venting Body Image
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5
Views
664
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Venting I'm here again
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5
Views
534
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Venting trauma from mental health treatment
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4
Views
596
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
cyanlove
New Year’s Resolution: CTB
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3
Views
408
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
finish.me
uptick in nightmares
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2
Views
254
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TheHatedOne
Some other rants about humans
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3
Views
415
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Braindead Atheist
  • Poll
Update
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6
Views
639
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Istanbulite
Hunger as a means of suicide
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8
Views
735
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
FreeAngel
Method Who's going to CTB this month and what's your method?
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22
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2K
Onthe29th
Onthe29th
violetdevil
Some people here should not be mods.
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9
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1K
violetdevil
violetdevil
Harasaki
How do you deal with FOMO? Feeling like I'm missing out on life is one the biggest reason I want to ctb
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15
Views
998
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
C
Discussion (Theory) suicide is an evolved trait
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51
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2K
Istanbulite
Istanbulite
Volatile
  • Locked
Should those of us with money pick a buddy on here to leave their financial info to?
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12
Views
1K
sharky
sharky
lmon
Method 2 tubes instead of one? (Gas method)
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0
Views
376
lmon
lmon
Anxieyote
Discussion 55-year-old woman with neurodegenerative disease is forced to die early because of restrictive euthanasia laws.
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5
Views
584
lmon
lmon
letied
Discussion Why do people need to believe that humans are special?
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8
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512
Darkover
Darkover
N
Concerning invalidating suicide reasons
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12
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871
*Psyche*
*Psyche*
Suicidebydeath
Venting An ex-SaSu member ctb today, around 2 1/2 hours ago
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17
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1K
Life sucks
L
M
  • Locked
Trying to get the nature of this forum..about suicide or psychiatry bashing??
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101
Views
3K
LastLoveLetter
LastLoveLetter
B
Venting intrusive thoughts and recent happenings
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6
Views
767
Wrennie
Wrennie
ItsMe-Hecked
Method Maple Syrup + SN?
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2
Views
547
ItsMe-Hecked
ItsMe-Hecked
Tintypographer
Here is a scary document for health professionals
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10
Views
809
Tintypographer
Tintypographer
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Trying to test SN using the test kit Exit International recommends.
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2
Views
485
InezSerrano
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S
Venting I just want it to end. I just want support
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16
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1K
My_name_is_Luka
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