Red
Warlock
- Apr 10, 2019
- 744
As a former cutter, I recommend not doing it at all…
It has taken a long time for my scars to fade and after over a decade of not cutting, seeing my scars reminds me of the painful times that lead to those wounds. Having to answer difficult questions posed by others who notice them too is even harder.
I regret doing it, for adding physical scar tissue to the emotional scars. If you want a release of endorphins to soothe your pain, there are other ways to do that, such as getting tattoos or engaging in exercise maybe?
I had hoped at the time that others might see my wounds and help me but it only brought judgement, distain and lack of understanding. I regret doing it now and am reminded of it every time I look down at my scars, it makes me sad when I least expect it.
It has taken a long time for my scars to fade and after over a decade of not cutting, seeing my scars reminds me of the painful times that lead to those wounds. Having to answer difficult questions posed by others who notice them too is even harder.
I regret doing it, for adding physical scar tissue to the emotional scars. If you want a release of endorphins to soothe your pain, there are other ways to do that, such as getting tattoos or engaging in exercise maybe?
I had hoped at the time that others might see my wounds and help me but it only brought judgement, distain and lack of understanding. I regret doing it now and am reminded of it every time I look down at my scars, it makes me sad when I least expect it.