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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
LilaMond
feeling numb
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3
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486
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
NHLTradeRumor
Venting I hate being vilified
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11
Views
861
jessisme
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Mofreeko
Resource Stumbled on a medical podcast that discusses SN suicide attempts
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5
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933
Pentobarbital_Plz
Pentobarbital_Plz
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Can someone please recommend a “suicide recipe”?
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4
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871
Sunbeam87!
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butterfly3
Help Attempted to but potassium cyanide online the other day
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2
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856
wantittoendsoon
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Sapphire
Good Article For Those Trying To Understand Suicide
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5
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716
TAW122
TAW122
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Who else hates the end of the year?
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29
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1K
sueoffside
sueoffside
A
  • Question
Tips from my attending therapist that help.What do you think about it ?
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7
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496
Andry387
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Alexus
Suicide with potassium cyanide
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6
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2K
PleaseHelpMi
P
B
Labogens SN
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16
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1K
PleaseHelpMi
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LadyApple
Help Someone please help me with SN method for peaceful exit-I will list all the medications I have acquired over the years
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3
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1K
Enemy of Evolution
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W
Place to go on a CTB bus trip
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3
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437
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
M
Help How to source SN without being discovered
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1
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451
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
J
I got my SN today
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16
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966
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
Anxieyote
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Discussion Why I don’t think MAiD programs will gain traction anytime soon.
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6
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669
TAW122
TAW122
WorthlessTrash
Venting No reason
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9
Views
680
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
ksp
unconsciousness and coma - key to a peaceful death
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3
Views
791
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
HermitLonerGuy
something kind of good happened today but its depressed me and made me even more suicidal.
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7
Views
465
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
TAW122
  • Poll
Discussion WWYD if CTB becomes inaccessible, impractical, or (almost) impossible?
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15
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953
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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I can’t remember how to get to the end
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5
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592
SectOfValtiel
SectOfValtiel
ShatteredSoul
Just felt something
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10
Views
572
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
D
Anyone have access to the ppeh ?
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1
Views
368
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
blur10600
Method CTB with my bike
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20
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
CTB Dream
All day pain
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2
Views
363
Someone123
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almaranthine
Discussion Thought Experiment: If you could go back in time, would you still be suicidal?
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34
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2K
sevenkarmas
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Csmith8827
Anyone else get the vibe of like being "post mortem" or already dead while being on this forum?
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19
Views
878
outrider567
O
annointed_towers
How many of you actually have an N2 set up?
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9
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466
Wunderkind
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CTB Dream
Venting Chemic puppet
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1
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355
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Anyone else who lost everything because of one stupid mistake?
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74
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4K
Reallysad
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What would stop you from being suicidal?
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78
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3K
ineverlived
ineverlived
HermitLonerGuy
Does anyone else feel they would rather ctb when in a good happy calm mood rather than depressed and stressed mood?
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19
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1K
DetachedDreamer97
DetachedDreamer97
KlMeNw
Anyone else been depressed so long they have lost all sense of reality and themselves?
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12
Views
988
hopelessgirl
hopelessgirl
CTB Dream
Resource Site chemy
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0
Views
493
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
TydalWave
Any significance to the date you plan to CTB?
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12
Views
633
Ultracheese
Ultracheese
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THERE IS NO ROPE
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2
Views
449
don't want it
D
HermitLonerGuy
Anybody else thats accepted they will ctb feel a sense of relief in life?
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38
Views
2K
don't want it
D
PanickedMelancholia
Living with the aftermath of indoctrination and Religious Trauma Syndrome
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6
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419
PanickedMelancholia
PanickedMelancholia
Ch92921
Hanging in the woods?
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4
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721
GreenTree
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How I got rid of my suicide guilt
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8
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919
Thisisme373
Thisisme373
Darkness Grows
Method I came across a way to CTB by train that got my attention
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18
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2K
Wannagonow
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D
Death by accident...
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23
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1K
sevenkarmas
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Q
Method best method in UK
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19
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2K
HumansAreHell
HumansAreHell
whitefeather
Society is the Lions Share of SI
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0
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263
whitefeather
whitefeather
Csmith8827
The Voices (part 3)
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2
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314
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
whitefeather
Method Exit International clip - "How To Open a Bottle of Vet Nembutal >
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0
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474
whitefeather
whitefeather
BornToFail
Discussion How relaxed does pentobarbital make you?
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3
Views
391
BornToFail
BornToFail
I
Filmed my goodbye finslly last night
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5
Views
636
Worndown
Worndown
FuneralCry
A peaceful suicide would solve everything
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103
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12K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
annointed_towers
Drowning
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13
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1K
MideonNViscera
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Intro/tired of my illness
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18
Views
795
Seekingawayout
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