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Suicide Discussion

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That one weird girl
NSFW Best drug to numb out feelings
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11
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2K
That one weird girl
That one weird girl
DoomerPrince
Method Psychiatric pills
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6
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1K
NoHorizon
N
befree
Indentification after VAD in Switzerland
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4
Views
671
befree
befree
dm1444
Discussion Exit bag/ nitrogen method. CTB in the forest.
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9
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1K
JMarley
J
P
Anyone that bought nitrogen from GD in NL, how long did shipping take?
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0
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284
pando12718
P
Druggy423
I finally cut deep
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1
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450
soonatpeace777888
soonatpeace777888
N
Apeshit crazy wife constantly yelling at kids makes me want to cab more than ever
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17
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2K
Gaga786
Gaga786
synthcadia
Venting lost another friend, felt indifferent, but now i'm just scared.
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8
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569
FeyB
FeyB
EndJstifiesTheMeans
People want me dead
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0
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361
EndJstifiesTheMeans
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Eternal Sleep!
Euthanasia should be a human right!
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24
Views
987
Captive_Mind515
Captive_Mind515
FuneralCry
Venting How much do you envy and admire those who ctb?
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7
Views
989
FeyB
FeyB
MyChoiceAlone
  • Poll
If you are here for SH and N was available, how likely are you to CTB?
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2
Views
378
mouseteacup
mouseteacup
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Im the worst human in this world
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3
Views
394
painful existence
P
M
A slightly different co method.
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3
Views
770
painful existence
P
CW36
Discussion Does anyone else feel that they belong or are better suited to a bygone age?
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10
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826
aquasaltstripes
A
Flinch101
Method Wondering if it would work (and fairly new to the site)
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3
Views
630
Flinch101
Flinch101
F
Method Is there a way to cbt from a 15 ft fall?
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3
Views
640
Kerrtu
Kerrtu
caliban
Help how should i deal with anxiety after i poisoned myself, before i die
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3
Views
553
caliban
caliban
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Wich method people chooise?
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0
Views
353
EndJstifiesTheMeans
EndJstifiesTheMeans
TorturedSoul999
Help Managed to find anti-emetics but I need SN
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3
Views
524
cruel-monster
C
BornToFail
Discussion Realizing how much time I wasted...
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3
Views
511
Holu
Holu
Darkover
this place is just holding us hostage
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9
Views
874
Kerrtu
Kerrtu
suicidalenby
Discussion After you die...?
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29
Views
1K
mothercoin
M
nyapoka
panic disorder and ctb
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2
Views
345
Couldydays
Couldydays
hourlyrabbit
Ignore me, just a venting thread
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3
Views
438
FadingSunshine
FadingSunshine
ChronicPain23
Venting Bad times
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2
Views
312
ChronicPain23
ChronicPain23
T
Question on CO plus meds
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3
Views
442
befree
befree
front of me
Few days before I go to the desert
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6
Views
526
front of me
front of me
I
Jealous of the dead
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5
Views
424
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
FireFox
I had to leave the reddit sub community r/Foreveralonewomen because it was worseing my suicidal thoughts
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5
Views
1K
FireFox
FireFox
Grimpoteuthis
Method Is inhaling canned air effective for causing unconsciousness?
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0
Views
590
Grimpoteuthis
Grimpoteuthis
zanahori
Horrible person being alive
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2
Views
434
Grimpoteuthis
Grimpoteuthis
plasticbomb
Method Puncturing jugular vein with knife?
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15
Views
2K
plasticbomb
plasticbomb
CTB Dream
Venting Nothing
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0
Views
345
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
M
SI meds
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4
Views
507
day
day
strawberrynymph
Help Heavily Considering SH Again
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2
Views
540
SaltySuh
S
Shatteredhearts824
Discussion Is it just me or is recovery an infinite loop
Replies
2
Views
397
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
yoomi
Discussion What would you do before CTB?
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8
Views
704
StolenLife
StolenLife
momentomori5
Method Can any type of charcoal be used for the CO method?
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18
Views
1K
Gonnerr
G
TAW122
Resource Another TRTNLE Podcast #12
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1
Views
663
TAW122
TAW122
M
Venting I think I’m a pathetic villain and I can’t help it. I’m the problem and I wanna die
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1
Views
414
lokabe82
lokabe82
C
How do you deal with getting older?
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5
Views
525
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
greenvally
Story i think it's official
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5
Views
772
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Anxieyote
Discussion Do you think prisoners feel better than we do?
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12
Views
626
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
thankyou
What’s with prisoners hanging themselves with bedsheets? How is this possible?
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16
Views
2K
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
I
Cutting my neck
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12
Views
702
Inf
I
H
Discussion Sick of this
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8
Views
489
Holu
Holu
poproses
I lost everything and now every single day I think about CTB.
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3
Views
377
poproses
poproses
T
Cutting with a knife
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5
Views
458
soonatpeace777888
soonatpeace777888
edu0z
thank you very much for the donation
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0
Views
328
edu0z
edu0z
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