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Suicide Discussion

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unrest
would you have a last meal before you ctb?
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44
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2K
reaching_zer0
reaching_zer0
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Exit bag but no access to canisters?
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4
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532
airconditioner
A
Water-Lily
Why does nobody ever take my side?
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2
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532
sadscotsman
sadscotsman
HermitLonerGuy
wanting to die but having no methods or being a capable human of doing methods that others can do easy is so frustrating.No money for anything is bad.
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12
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808
suicidalloser
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“Goodbye the Cruel World!1!”
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21
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1K
sayire
S
T
Help Psych ward
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8
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1K
suicidaleeyore
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Likelihood of success jumping from 10 stories? Any tips?
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6
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1K
NambaSutra
N
B
Need advice about beachy head plan
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7
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2K
Emma.D
E
The anhedonic one
Terminal.
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12
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814
suicidalloser
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Discussion The feeling that you’re doomed in some way no matter what?
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13
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606
zeldalover
zeldalover
CTB Dream
Venting This very unique
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3
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935
day
day
greyblue_bian
Discussion It's so strange how it's the people that hurt me that are the ones that ask me if I am okay. Relatable?
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6
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462
crimsonpool
crimsonpool
R
Method hanging from my shower bar.
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4
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1K
sayire
S
Ambivalent1
Do most people who ctb wish they had a partner?
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27
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1K
crimsonpool
crimsonpool
S
  • Poll
Discussion Say you have certified N in your hands now, how long would it be before you take it?
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9
Views
666
crimsonpool
crimsonpool
John Smith
Sulfuric acid plus formic acid = CO but where do I get it?
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4
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1K
sayire
S
R
Who else has all the necessary materials to ctb but are still waiting for the right day to do it
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2
Views
382
Kerrtu
Kerrtu
tuey32
Venting Staying because of parent
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6
Views
494
AnxietyHangover
AnxietyHangover
cicadafriend
Venting I could never give a partner what they wanted
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9
Views
592
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
hella.physched
Help Procrastinating my ctb
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6
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1K
liljeep
liljeep
R
note or no note?
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13
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1K
liljeep
liljeep
Dog Food
Help Need a bit more information on yew poisoning
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5
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2K
Praestat_Mori
P
yovoyporti
Venting Soon enough (fent,oxy,midazolam)
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17
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2K
yovoyporti
yovoyporti
nopointofliving
I wish there was an accessible and peaceful exit
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16
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2K
Techef
Techef
Anna.
Help is this a good rope?
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13
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2K
dory
dory
Y
Can I die with the CO from my car?
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10
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1K
dory
dory
K
Story Goodbye letter or something
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7
Views
1K
dory
dory
P
Venting I wish this was all over
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5
Views
418
dory
dory
D
Help Looking for an effective way to CTB
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1
Views
392
Praestat_Mori
P
H
SN Question
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10
Views
864
FireWalkWithMe
F
M
Help Rock and a hard place..
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7
Views
522
squirley
squirley
FuneralCry
Venting Existing can only get more unbearable
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2
Views
550
Darkover
Darkover
Divine Trinity
  • Poll
Discussion How long have you been planning/testing your CTB method?
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5
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1K
melodyhehe
melodyhehe
Kymrii
Story im still alive
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5
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1K
sayire
S
esthe
Story Kids and Self-Harm
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15
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2K
sayire
S
LotusFlower0369
Choosing between two methods
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6
Views
749
Valky
Valky
D
Saying good bye
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14
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1K
sixcigssix
sixcigssix
W
Time to go SN
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10
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1K
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
Cyan.ridinghood
What has lead you to contemplate suicide?
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15
Views
765
dory
dory
andromedakun
Venting Im truly lost
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2
Views
363
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
flapjax
Venting Only option?
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3
Views
421
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
H2S Method for CTB. Discovered the ingredients needed for mixture.
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4
Views
702
sayire
S
M
Death cafes?
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5
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1K
Sweet Tart
Sweet Tart
Darkover
why life is a utter hell
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8
Views
877
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
drmihilo
It's a strange feeling.
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8
Views
512
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
icecrunch
Venting losing hobbies/interests after ctb
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8
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1K
icecrunch
icecrunch
jacrispy
i fucking hate the mental healthcare system
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7
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1K
aGoodDayToDie
A
Jamesun
And me again.
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12
Views
591
aGoodDayToDie
A
SantasHelper
NSFW (Vent) I know people are tired of me
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9
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1K
aGoodDayToDie
A
H
Who tried SN and failed? What’s your story?
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1
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545
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
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