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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Parsek
i feel like an alien
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12
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650
Parsek
Parsek
FluffyCat
Help Taking a correct dosage
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0
Views
347
FluffyCat
FluffyCat
Ashe
Story Maybe next time
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0
Views
282
Ashe
Ashe
Menschenmühle
Story I have been expelled from a club in my uni
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8
Views
679
HuskyD'hiver
HuskyD'hiver
Mare Imbrium
Nicotine overdose
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2
Views
458
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
I
Turn tracker off my phone
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13
Views
565
letmejoindeath
L
Tionally
Can I even CTB?
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3
Views
512
Some place nice
Some place nice
Darkover
Why do you continue living when everything is meaningless?
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26
Views
1K
Unending
U
Loserparasite
Venting The constant need to stay busy
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1
Views
315
kaipuff
kaipuff
assisted
Help can anyone talk? not sure if i'm going to die
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18
Views
944
Enlighten
Enlighten
nyapoka
my friends suicide pact
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1
Views
296
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
S
I desperately need someone to talk to
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5
Views
409
Enlighten
Enlighten
lycheeginger
Venting Anyone else dealing with a failed attempt?
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3
Views
429
kaipuff
kaipuff
RedHates
Things are starting to feel so pointless.
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8
Views
456
Cloud Busting
Cloud Busting
busreservation92
How did he do this?
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4
Views
661
busreservation92
busreservation92
wildflowers1996
anyone want to talk
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5
Views
368
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
SinClaude
Discussion no idea why my last thread got delet but im going to ctb in 6 hours ina very gruesome due to my lack of method way come chat with me and give me tips.
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20
Views
2K
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
Waiting for death
Is there any reason to keep myself living this bored and numb world?
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3
Views
336
Waiting for death
Waiting for death
R
favorite CTB songs that aren't related to suicide?
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2
Views
527
iDontKnowWhat
iDontKnowWhat
A
Help How long it take on average to bleed out?
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4
Views
466
Altalune
Altalune
Busridin'26
Venting Wanting to CTB to this degree makes me feel sooo... detached?
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4
Views
410
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
FallingIdeations
Venting Walking to my ctb location/ what your method to ctb, why?
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3
Views
565
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
N
US Sodium Nitrite Sources?
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2
Views
548
waRmblanket
waRmblanket
former forum user J
partial
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4
Views
510
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
X
Discussion Your perfect CtB scenario. What would it be?
Replies
14
Views
531
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
iDontKnowWhat
Method A Good Method
Replies
1
Views
638
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
Liminal1
Start life anew
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0
Views
217
Liminal1
Liminal1
razorblade
Discussion What dose it feel like to lose someone to CTB
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4
Views
576
mob
mob
Tionally
Venting i can't stop feeling pathetic
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2
Views
301
cardboard_house
cardboard_house
Specific_Milk
Venting Incoherent rambling
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1
Views
445
cardboard_house
cardboard_house
Jealous Blackheart
Story How do you want to die?
Replies
39
Views
2K
BananiFatFat
BananiFatFat
meloncholied
Method Benadryl, TCA, benzos + more drug combo?
Replies
5
Views
596
meloncholied
meloncholied
filthystray
Venting So... Made a for real effort to ctb last night...
Replies
1
Views
578
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
Altalune
Discussion Do you ever think about the funeral?
Replies
7
Views
589
skewedpanic
S
I
Someone please help me
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15
Views
512
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
EnnisTcc1
Can you ctb on Fluoxetine/Prozac? And if so, how many mg would you need?
Replies
8
Views
491
lycheeginger
lycheeginger
SpencerSees
Venting Born again christian against my will
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2
Views
334
Worndown
Worndown
Darkover
What's the point of life?
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11
Views
447
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
Anxieyote
Discussion Religion proves that many people anticipate and desire death.
Replies
3
Views
460
R_N
R_N
Sn0w_ang3l
Venting Inbetween
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3
Views
310
jinx <3
jinx <3
N
Venting I want to get worse
Replies
7
Views
474
drownll
drownll
Lost cherry
Lethal dose of Diazepam question
Replies
1
Views
380
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
FuneralCry
Venting Is eternal nothingness all you wish for?
Replies
7
Views
469
Cage
Cage
P
Method I don’t think my medications would work but maybe this method would?
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0
Views
434
plshelpquick
P
wildflowers1996
what’s it like to have someone be in love with you
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9
Views
644
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
how do you know if you’re a bad person
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27
Views
891
letmejoindeath
L
R
Anyone else here has no social connections besides family?
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24
Views
1K
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
MeltingBrain
Discussion What needs to change in your life to stop making you suicidal ?
Replies
113
Views
4K
beachlifeindeath
beachlifeindeath
リンさん
Venting Anxiety makes me want to kill myself
Replies
7
Views
476
WeDontKnowTheFuture
W
B
Help Is there a way to make CTB look like an accident?
Replies
7
Views
551
brokula2
B
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