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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
I can't beat it
Story This year is coming to an end, let's summarize it
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27
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1K
Deleted member 65988
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Darkover
what did we do to deserve this
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10
Views
403
Deleted member 65988
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leavingthesoultrap
I am grateful that suicide is an option
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11
Views
848
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
I can't beat it
Story Do you hate yourself?
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18
Views
660
ouf
ouf
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Help Not understanding charcoal burning instructions
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10
Views
1K
greatgooglymoogly
greatgooglymoogly
penguinl0v3s
Help Sourcing benzos
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0
Views
331
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
Giovannino224
Method Trying to figure out the best way
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1
Views
509
Praestat_Mori
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BasePl27
Venting Why are we living in what feels like the worst possible present imaginable?
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12
Views
801
Gonnerr
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  • Poll
Discussion Why do we call it "CTB"?
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7
Views
627
murun_b
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azo
  • Poll
Discussion Are you a promortalist?
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12
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1K
Yakui
Yakui
Foxykaavn
Discussion Goodbye gonna CTB
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9
Views
678
Gonnerr
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Falseunderworld
Venting Still here, failed
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7
Views
558
gbi2
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PrisonPlanetBreak
  • Question
Help SN Cyanosis
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6
Views
694
Deleted member 65988
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A
Bad person
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3
Views
534
loopdaloop
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リンさん
Venting I’m a walking disappointment and my family would be happier if I died
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4
Views
465
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
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If N fails, do I need to go to hospital?
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2
Views
398
DeadHead
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nightmare_moon
  • Question
Discussion Fun hypothetical
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2
Views
311
enstarve
enstarve
Bad-luck
Venting My friend thinks I am self harm
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4
Views
440
Bad-luck
Bad-luck
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Venting Method
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1
Views
374
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Boller Bryant
Venting I should end everything here, before it gets worse.
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1
Views
335
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
life is evil and meaningless.
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1
Views
409
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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How I got here
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1
Views
413
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Help Not sure how
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3
Views
369
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
The desire to avoid pain is a strong force that keeps you alive in this world
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3
Views
348
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Help Think I'm going to CTB tomorrow
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5
Views
773
dggtscccvfd
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Aim
Help Airport + Sn + luggage scan
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2
Views
548
Aim
Aim
Darkover
Planet Earth is prison. (Hell)
Replies
2
Views
387
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ashe
Venting Contemplation
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4
Views
382
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EyeBeyond
My sn arrived 🔥
Replies
2
Views
490
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
traumer
Venting I don't understand how this works
Replies
18
Views
748
traumer
traumer
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Help How to make my parents hate me?
Replies
10
Views
710
Sylveon
Sylveon
LeavingEarly
What would be your last thoughts before ctb?
Replies
47
Views
2K
sensenmann
sensenmann
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I really need a sure way out
Replies
9
Views
805
hopeless08
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lovechaos
Discussion Everything is Fake and Ugly and Werid
Replies
3
Views
401
lovechaos
lovechaos
Abyssal
Venting I am going to open up to my loved ones.
Replies
6
Views
470
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
Water-Lily
Does anyone else feel that suicide is an appropriate response to trauma you’ll never fully heal from?
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16
Views
921
Regen
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Ninja_Master
Partial hanging at home
Replies
1
Views
605
CloudyNightSky
CloudyNightSky
Boudika
Help I have made my final decision and intend to ctb this Friday. What would be worth thinking about before drinking SN?
Replies
3
Views
517
Boudika
Boudika
horrible
Help is partial hanging on a closet door wise?
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2
Views
507
CloudyNightSky
CloudyNightSky
Bad-luck
Help question about partial hanging
Replies
1
Views
427
CloudyNightSky
CloudyNightSky
SoulofSteel
Not really depressed but still want to ctb
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0
Views
283
SoulofSteel
SoulofSteel
U
Venting College wouldn't have mattered. Truth is I would've ended up dropping out, still it would've been better to go
Replies
3
Views
368
real person
real person
MarsProxy
Story If only he told me
Replies
7
Views
858
MarsProxy
MarsProxy
sanlcx
Story I got high for the first time on cannabis and want to share my experience!
Replies
3
Views
560
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
Dara Argith
I've been raped beaten abused misled lied to TORMENTED BY THIS FUCKING DISGUSTING WORL
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1
Views
421
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
Tionally
I'm dropping out of uni, now what?
Replies
11
Views
567
J&L383
J
LazarusOpus
Venting the best years of our life
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7
Views
539
Forever Sleep
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Running away.
Replies
8
Views
794
Kit1
K
Hannah05
Venting My journey, my hanging
Replies
7
Views
1K
Hannah05
Hannah05
mob
Anyone else feel more suicidal on weed?
Replies
13
Views
795
rileywatson
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