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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
goodnewz
Venting I don't want to die but I'm hopeless
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40
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2K
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
W
Is there any relatively safe country in South America?
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2
Views
355
Simon Petrikov
Simon Petrikov
todeswunsch
Venting Im old, its already too late to be fixed. I hate having to exist.
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8
Views
607
ForeverBroken
ForeverBroken
nopeaceofmind
How did you get over your parents crying due to you being suicidal?
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13
Views
607
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
Duochrome-Seahorse
I'm in therapy, but I still plan on ctb + life update
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1
Views
306
loopdaloop
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W
How to get N in South America?
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0
Views
247
wieu73
W
W
Is there any available N source
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6
Views
610
wieu73
W
wistfulness
  • Question
AITA? Teen Caretaker
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15
Views
627
Hystearical
Hystearical
SentimentalTrip
Told my dad I was having suicidal thoughts. He told me I'd burn in hell.
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10
Views
757
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
phersper
Pre-prepared ctb kits
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2
Views
527
Wyldfyre4948
Wyldfyre4948
tarquinn95
Help Finally the time
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4
Views
378
Nineinchnails
Nineinchnails
Abyssal
Venting Being a functioning member of society is impossible for me.
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3
Views
433
Abyssal
Abyssal
underthedatetree
Help Is it impossible to get SN in the US now?
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4
Views
452
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
U
Would you take your life if all of your life wishes granted in real life and all of your problems solved? I would.
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13
Views
816
asian.neet
asian.neet
PreCambrianBliss
What are your downsides/cons to hypothermia?
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7
Views
881
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
R
Slipping away
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5
Views
418
Roseate
R
F
Help 50 grams of SN doesn't feel like enough...
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2
Views
607
Fulminare
Fulminare
Bad-luck
Venting Foods make me disgusted
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2
Views
379
Bad-luck
Bad-luck
Kermit6969
Discussion Items for use at my disposal
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0
Views
345
Kermit6969
Kermit6969
notori
Help What can I take besides SN to CTB?
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0
Views
378
notori
notori
ve.nin
Songs for ctb-ing?
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15
Views
804
uncat_
uncat_
ijustwishtodie
Venting Those who are suicidal because they failed in doing something in life that humans claim could be done easily oddly fascinates me
Replies
5
Views
460
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
Neogoloid
Venting Tremendous progress towards ctb, I just wanna say thank you to this forum, and I’m really glad it exists
Replies
5
Views
524
warm dreams
warm dreams
Goodbyepapa
Help Forum on drug sales and use
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2
Views
370
ADeadBunny
ADeadBunny
M
How hard is it to jump from a hotel?
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4
Views
500
Gonnerr
G
Tionally
how to say goodbye to people?
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14
Views
692
tinyghost
tinyghost
samitkle
od on fluoxetine, melatonin and alcohol
Replies
4
Views
522
ForeverBroken
ForeverBroken
FuneralCry
Venting I see it as irrational to love something so cruel as existence
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2
Views
340
Abyssal
Abyssal
cats333
Discussion dealing with pre-ctb guilt
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4
Views
1K
JustStopThePain
J
thinvy
Venting Annoyed at myself
Replies
1
Views
315
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting My Return Essay?
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1
Views
421
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Dainhla
Story OD right now
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3
Views
838
Dainhla
Dainhla
L
Discussion Found a method but getting cold feet
Replies
5
Views
606
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
AngelJuttichot
Venting I hope I can do it soon
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0
Views
250
AngelJuttichot
AngelJuttichot
DEATH IS FREEDOM
Are you only here because you have nothing else to do?
Replies
20
Views
792
Arvinneedstodie
Arvinneedstodie
P
Worried about my sister
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28
Views
1K
DaSh
DaSh
UserHussein
Venting [RANT] My University is making me pay for a therapist I can't afford.
Replies
5
Views
433
UKscotty
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L
  • Question
Help Can my parents call the cops on me when I fly to Peru to get N?
Replies
9
Views
664
Gonnerr
G
Darkover
Life is so boring
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5
Views
547
Gonnerr
G
D
  • Question
Help What happens if you survive a SN attempt?
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0
Views
360
dogemn
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SunflowerBee$$
Help How to not be a narcissist?
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0
Views
261
SunflowerBee$$
SunflowerBee$$
Leavesfromthevine
Does grieving differ based on how they passed?
Replies
5
Views
435
yeahokbuddyboy
yeahokbuddyboy
Sunoo
Olanzapine overdose
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10
Views
560
ForeverBroken
ForeverBroken
Sunoo
  • Question
What is the quickest way to give myself food poisoning?
Replies
5
Views
556
Sunoo
Sunoo
bubblebunny
A way to punish myself
Replies
6
Views
392
skaro
skaro
ve.nin
What are your favorite quotes regarding life, death, etc. ?
Replies
20
Views
779
TooConscious
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Cheesecake
What to do with my cat
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19
Views
1K
Cheesecake
Cheesecake
sparkdarkmark
Help I'm so stupid that I can't even tie a noose on my fan to ctb.
Replies
13
Views
534
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
HappySisyphus
Venting Probably my worst episode so far
Replies
1
Views
311
Sylveon
Sylveon
S
watched people die and now I don’t want to die?
Replies
3
Views
433
Hystearical
Hystearical
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