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maybe it's time to say goodbye
Dec 12, 2023
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Overdose and cutting
 
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sadespair

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I go on a nightly stroll, just thinking to myself... when I notice seemingly a little girl desperately struggling against a kidnapper under a broken streetlight. With no one around, I rush in to protect the little girl. The kidnapper gets knocked out but stabs me during the altercation multiple times, wounding me critically. I escort her to her house a few blocks away and knock on the door for her parents, who must be really worried about where she's gone. I gasp heavily as the blood continues to leak out from my side and collapse on the porch. As my end draws near, I hear frantic voices approaching the door and know she's going to be safe. Having done something meaningful, I smile weakly at her, telling her, to be strong, not to go alone at night again, and that I hope she will have a good life before the lights go out, succumbing to my injuries. Growing up as an only child feeling very very lonely. I've always wanted a little sister to protect and love. Drive her to school, protect her from her bullies. Be there when she needs her big brother... Love, laugh, smile together...
I go on a nightly stroll, just thinking to myself... when I notice seemingly a little girl desperately struggling against a kidnapper under a broken streetlight. With no one around, I rush in to protect the little girl. The kidnapper gets knocked out but stabs me during the altercation multiple times, wounding me critically. I escort her to her house a few blocks away and knock on the door for her parents, who must be really worried about where she's gone. I gasp heavily as the blood continues to leak out from my side and collapse on the porch. As my end draws near, I hear frantic voices approaching the door and know she's going to be safe. Having done something meaningful, I smile weakly at her, telling her, to be strong, not to go alone at night again, and that I hope she will have a good life before the lights go out, succumbing to my injuries. Growing up as an only child feeling very very lonely. I've always wanted a little sister to protect and love. Drive her to school, protect her from her bullies. Be there when she needs her big brother... Love, laugh, and share happy memories together...
 
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baabbaabbaab

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Dec 12, 2023
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Unaware
Unexpected
Immediate
I like this one.

In a perfect world : at home with my parents, my brother and my cat. After spending a day talking about our shared memories. Painless, at the end of a long Summer day, my hand resting in the warmth of my cat belly, just after they all left the room, my eyes on the stary night through the open windows and my ears full of nightingales and crickets. Or maybe laying on the fresh grass.

But more realistically : alone, covered in anxiety sweat, full of fear and crying thinking about my mom and my robbed life while I jump into oblivion
 
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Riding on top of a nuclear bomb being dropped, like a cowboy! Yeehaw! Boom!
 

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