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Suicide Discussion

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xylazine
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1
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396
Praestat_Mori
P
D
Can you overdose on Dilaudid?
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12
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841
Daughter of Sorrow
Daughter of Sorrow
K
A strange feeling
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1
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336
lonelysadman89
lonelysadman89
IDontLikeMyself
Is this a useless cocktail of meds or might this maybe work?
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1
Views
288
Praestat_Mori
P
Neogoloid
Venting You know you’re doomed if thinking about death is the only thing that makes you feel better
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6
Views
740
ceriseange♡
ceriseange♡
g&hexmhn
Help Going to CTB maybe this week
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0
Views
266
g&hexmhn
g&hexmhn
ceriseange♡
Venting I don't know what I'm doing anymore
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0
Views
262
ceriseange♡
ceriseange♡
Anónimo
Method Drunk drowning?
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2
Views
566
DyingToDie123
DyingToDie123
Iris Blue
Help CTB full suspension
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3
Views
647
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
Nortu
Help Nordic country SN or similar?
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2
Views
433
Nortu
Nortu
Nortu
Venting Mixed rant
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0
Views
261
Nortu
Nortu
Rorochan_200★
Discussion Night night impressions, anyone?
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2
Views
670
jussaloser
jussaloser
I
I don’t think I wanna die anymore
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16
Views
741
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
A
Held out Hope for 10 years
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5
Views
464
wheretfami
W
ToTheTwillight
Discussion What's your story for wanting to ctb (Summarized in just 3 sentences or bulletin points)?
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60
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2K
gbi2
G
obei
Discussion Anyone else feels the same?
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3
Views
447
ceriseange♡
ceriseange♡
B
Can staying alive be possibly worth it?
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18
Views
696
Cress
Cress
SanguineShark
Venting Sad seeing people go
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32
Views
2K
ceriseange♡
ceriseange♡
I
screaming at top of my lungs in silence everyday
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8
Views
784
Cress
Cress
Justnotme
A large bag and an inert gas instead of a small bag on the head
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0
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246
Justnotme
Justnotme
W
Men?
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0
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316
wheretfami
W
W
Is the sn source from Malaysia legit?
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8
Views
828
IsThisEverything
IsThisEverything
ClaudeCTTE
Venting How I hate my father...
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0
Views
299
ClaudeCTTE
ClaudeCTTE
PropaneOctane
Method risperidone for CTB
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2
Views
523
Darkover
Darkover
it's_a_little_cruel
Story Jill & Jane: Capability and Neccesity - If one can, does that mean one should?
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6
Views
979
Death is my goal
Death is my goal
F
Need Help with Medicaments
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2
Views
307
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
it's_a_little_cruel
Story Jill & Jane: Capability and Neccesity - If one can, does that mean one should?
Replies
0
Views
657
it's_a_little_cruel
it's_a_little_cruel
IDoNotExist
Will I ever obtain peace?
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7
Views
461
IDoNotExist
IDoNotExist
ButterToast
  • Poll
Discussion What makes you depressed the most?
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23
Views
1K
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
N
Story Ctb is the ideal option left
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5
Views
527
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Curious is anyone here ctb bc they got covid and are dealing with long term symptoms still? If so what long term symptoms are you still dealing with?
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19
Views
996
donenow
D
Z
Getting ready to CTB tonight...
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10
Views
948
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
puella
Venting I want to be alone
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1
Views
375
voyager
voyager
idk3
  • Poll
If Nembutal and Sarco pods were available to anybody
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8
Views
644
disabledlife
disabledlife
sadrainbow
Venting One of my worst thoughts...
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2
Views
432
sadrainbow
sadrainbow
W
Is there any option for international shipping SN source?
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1
Views
318
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
L9 CHOCOSYRUP
W
Is SN painful?
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3
Views
740
DT2007
DT2007
Treku
I thought having a pet would make me want to live
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2
Views
324
Treku
Treku
WonderingSoul
Any of you feel like you are cursed ?
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11
Views
971
haibane
haibane
seho_j
SN going through Customs (Korea)
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2
Views
439
wieu73
W
sulk
Method how reliable is the night night method
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4
Views
1K
LifeTransit_1
LifeTransit_1
skybluesuicide
Discussion Odds there will ever be a legit source for N online?
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10
Views
676
LifeTransit_1
LifeTransit_1
D
Trazadone and hydrocodone
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0
Views
253
donewithlife1
D
M
Method die with compressed air can
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3
Views
970
Someone123
S
Some place nice
Crying for help to my friend
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1
Views
389
iDontKnowWhat
iDontKnowWhat
D
Venting On not having a place in existence
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6
Views
810
dreamsofdecadence
D
W
Most lethal non-prescription drug?
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27
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3K
Orbitc
Orbitc
mold
Suicidal Ideation and Schizophrenia
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1
Views
379
Kundalini Guy
Kundalini Guy
venua
Venting Sense of self
Replies
6
Views
675
Bruce
Bruce
d3ad
Venting I am cursed, literally.
Replies
3
Views
637
katara
katara
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