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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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physical vs digital life poll
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Shiva_Story
Shiva_Story
Chickennoodlesoup
Help I am full of guilt. I am in love.
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1
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456
Enlighten
Enlighten
nembutal
coping with loss
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2
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392
Morana
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Help Am I suicidal or miserable in relationship?
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2
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472
sillyusername69
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jinx <3
music helps, a bit
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7
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493
Shiva_Story
Shiva_Story
Anonymoususer1234
Trouble Getting Out Of Bed
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4
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493
Amyend88
Amyend88
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I want to die, but before I go, give me reason to live.
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12
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Saxenomorph
Saxenomorph
LivingForTheMoment
My Life After Attempting Suicide
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502
LivingForTheMoment
LivingForTheMoment
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Discussion Ever feel you just can't match the energy of other people?
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2
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572
spinningship
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RussianRoulette
Anyone struggling with porn ?
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8
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821
Enlighten
Enlighten
poppysgarden
sometimes I feel like I would like to talk to someone
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11
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919
Saxenomorph
Saxenomorph
duwangJEff
(Mostly) no longer suicidal
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5
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600
real human being
real human being
porcupinetree
No longer want to ctb but i am still unwell
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0
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357
porcupinetree
porcupinetree
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Anyone know the connection between mental and physical health?
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2
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418
carac
carac
D
Story Why does nothing work?
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10
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TooConscious
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Cage
Sometimes I feel better, and lose interest in coming here, and I feel bad for that
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11
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608
Duality
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iamalreadydead
whats your suggested.. course of action?
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2
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548
Lavender Dreams
Lavender Dreams
I
Are hospitals worse than jail?
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24
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1K
vespera
vespera
catgirl4lifes
took a shower.
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7
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620
Bleedingheartbeat
Bleedingheartbeat
ChiseHatori
Do I want to keep trying to live or...?
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1
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500
carac
carac
Don’tDoxMe
Doctors won’t try ketamine, ECT, magnetic therapy, etc.
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2
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402
conflagration
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dazed_dreamer
Brain Fog and School
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5
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898
moondazed
moondazed
R
How to want to get better
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2
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412
moondazed
moondazed
zeek
should i check myself in
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3
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448
ifeelsobad
I
Spike Spiegel
Has anyone turned to philosophy to try and help their depression/ anxiety.
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19
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1K
deathviahanging
deathviahanging
Tionally
Citalopram for Derealization/Depersonalization
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3
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437
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
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Discussion Better the devil you know
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3
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547
ClownWorld2023
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catgirl4lifes
Discussion tell me why you persist.
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22
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2K
Done_Surviving
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catgirl4lifes
threw out the trash.
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5
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481
AshClouds
AshClouds
Lookoutbelow
Has anyone checked themselves into a psych ward?
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29
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2K
antilife
antilife
moondazed
The silence is deafening
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9
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876
real human being
real human being
SpacexJunkie
Story Don't yet understand my purpose
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2
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666
Hollowman
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Lonelyhotcake
I was getting better, I swear.
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2
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445
Lonelyhotcake
Lonelyhotcake
lsjfifie
Help getting help, got healed, relapsing, doing it all over again.
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5
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589
UtopianSoliloquies
UtopianSoliloquies
catgirl4lifes
no struggles are worse than others.
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3
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423
AshClouds
AshClouds
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Feeling trapped
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3
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800
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
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Has anyone had any luck with Caplyta?
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1
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509
ama
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puella
I love life so much
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18
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2K
wurr
wurr
A
My entire support group is online & Spectrum cut me off
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2
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734
Ayloy
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RollingLights
I’m really trying, but I don’t feel like I can do it.
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4
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536
HerLastWords
HerLastWords
edea666
I finally said it.
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5
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813
ThatStateOfMind
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Help Paranoia
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5
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786
noname223
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109
lexapro takers?
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8
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632
raltsrover
raltsrover
catgirl4lifes
lets try to get better.
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5
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640
Praestat_Mori
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SmollMushroom
Help I'm starting not to feel suicidal anymore
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6
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783
SmollMushroom
SmollMushroom
catgirl4lifes
relapsing is part of revovery.
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5
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498
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
wurr
Help Confused about my mother
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3
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573
wurr
wurr
CuerpoMuerto
Addictive Personalities
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1
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575
PeterRabbit
PeterRabbit
synthcadia
Story meeting my partner was the best thing
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0
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488
synthcadia
synthcadia
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The notion of suicide can be relieving BUT...
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2
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652
EternalShore
EternalShore
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