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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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Desperately struggling
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ThatStateOfMind
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SecretDissociation
Recovery is making me want to die/ It is so hard.
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6
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634
Forever Sleep
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Celerity
Discussion A Part of Me Is Afraid of Recovery
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10
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1K
Forever Sleep
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Labyrinth
Discussion non-existence
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3
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543
Forever Sleep
F
Life_and_Death
Addiction and Recovery; Playing with Fire?
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12
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1K
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
Linalez
Any lgbt people in Central Western Europe? (Je parle français, Ich spreche Deutsch, Hablo español + PT)
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1
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388
BlackMoon
BlackMoon
user933957
Help should i admit myself in the hospital?
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2
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416
space-jester
space-jester
bloomingdark
Coming back?
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0
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337
bloomingdark
bloomingdark
struggles_inc
Story Love in the air
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0
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330
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
LoiteringClouds
Discussion Joy of Raising/Having Kids - Whether Biological or Foster Ones - please share!
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8
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666
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
CrazyDiamond04
Discussion I’ve been trying to improve and it feels awful.
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1
Views
357
Celerity
Celerity
J
Discussion Old Soul
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6
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764
Celerity
Celerity
Kimlett
Some things about me and some venting
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3
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365
Kimlett
Kimlett
almaPerdida
Story Having second thoughts
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6
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677
almaPerdida
almaPerdida
illvoid
ruining my own life don't know how to stop
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4
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548
forget.m3.hxxrt
forget.m3.hxxrt
N33dT0D13
Disappearing (Vent)
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3
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1K
N33dT0D13
N33dT0D13
bleedingbxnes
the long term
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2
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472
bleedingbxnes
bleedingbxnes
K
DMT for treatment resistant depression
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9
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1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
SenelXamano
Help Can my friend check themself into a mental hospital at 16?
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5
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546
puella
puella
subhuman metalhead
Help Trying to switch therapists
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0
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282
subhuman metalhead
subhuman metalhead
forget.m3.hxxrt
struggling again after making good progress
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2
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448
forget.m3.hxxrt
forget.m3.hxxrt
Abandoned Character
Do not Identify -- The Importance of Spirituality in Recovery
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0
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333
Abandoned Character
Abandoned Character
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Help Need Therapy, Not Sure Where to Look
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6
Views
909
Argo
A
Some place nice
Should I go to a mental hospital?
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2
Views
438
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
ForgottenAgain
Story No longer suicidal but don't know how to recover
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1
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384
Redacted24
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Some place nice
I'm not doing well
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2
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452
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
Pg.964
I cant stop obsessing over the idea of ctb
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3
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377
Dingusguy
Dingusguy
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It's hard!
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4
Views
614
Dot
Dot
amnotreal
i want my family to believe me
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2
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358
amnotreal
amnotreal
kittyswift
Story trying to stay positive
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5
Views
484
kittyswift
kittyswift
LunarLynx
I would like to help for my last month in here
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4
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452
LunarLynx
LunarLynx
struggles_inc
Story Fitness routine
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4
Views
540
Duality
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mosai1que
I feel so alone in my derealization
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9
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789
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
RussianRoulette
Alcoholism and porn addiction
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11
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1K
Dot
Dot
thirdrailer
Working up the courage to explode my life and rebuild
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2
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401
Redacted24
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obei
Discussion Are my antidepressants finally starting to work??
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3
Views
478
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
U
magic working for bipolar recovery
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0
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328
User200
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calipalico
Help Help with extremely obsessive thoughts
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6
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637
DeadHead
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forget.m3.hxxrt
i want to feel better but i dunno how w/o professional help
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2
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383
forget.m3.hxxrt
forget.m3.hxxrt
TheLastGreySky
Toxic parents / Wtf was she thinking?
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12
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965
Kit1
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kissa
Dealing with guilt
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1
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346
marina
marina
stillmirenai
Help Does anyone have any advice for dealing with horrible body dysmorphia?
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10
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1K
Pg.964
Pg.964
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My New Year's Resolution
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6
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588
edu0z
edu0z
borntosuffer
Discussion Someone has fallen for me and I want it to be over: a rant
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4
Views
928
borntosuffer
borntosuffer
neonzebra
Getting a job
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5
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708
meltdown
meltdown
U
Happy new year and some new lyrics /verses
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2
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372
User200
U
dinosavr
a glimmer of hope (vent?)
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3
Views
390
Slow_Farewell
Slow_Farewell
Celerity
Help 30F Dating w/ No Experience
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21
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2K
TooConscious
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Some place nice
I found the one
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4
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598
raindrops
raindrops
Abandoned Character
Realizing the "better" me loathes the "present" me: notes on self-hate
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6
Views
527
Forever Sleep
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