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progressingdeath

progressingdeath

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I tried the zip tie method where I put it around my neck and head but panicked. I was sure my placement was right. Above the Adam's Apple at an angle towards my ears but I panicked once it got fuzzy and right before my ex boyfriend left the drive way I ran to him and cried about how I didn't want to die then ended up oding the next day after he came home but not late enough.

Was this just SI? Or did I do something wrong. I did it tight too and it caused some scarring to cut it off. Also Any other methods?
I did it in sort of a bad mental space. I think it might have been about being alone more than anything. I also thought about our dog. I don't have any of that anymore and I had a resolute to die then and still do now. My only almost 100% successful attempts have been semi accidents when drunk. I intended on dying but didn't think it would happen and did a lot of drugs each time and overdosed. One flat line. Each time I intend to die it either doesn't work at all because it's bunk or I just wake up still high :/

Thinking about combining opioid overdose with another method too. Any ideas? Can't do gun, maybe carbon monoxide
 
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RoseGirl

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yeah that was si lol
most methods give u that fuzzy feeling and feeling of fear. from bleeding out to carbon monoxide to hanging to sn.
okay correction the feeling of fear is optional
 
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progressingdeath

progressingdeath

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yeah that was si lol
most methods give u that fuzzy feeling and feeling of fear. from bleeding out to carbon monoxide to hanging to sn.
okay correction the feeling of fear is optional
How do I not correct the fear then 🤔
I havent heard of the zip tie method. Was it from the megathread?
Zip tie method is like partial hanging if I recall correctly
 
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How do I not correct the fear then 🤔

Zip tie method is like partial hanging if I recall correctly
It's more like ligature strangulation. I was considering it at one point but it'd be best to have a zip tie tightening tool. I doubt tightening with just fingers would apply enough pressure.
 
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progressingdeath

progressingdeath

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just don't get scared from the fuzzy feeling. simple
Real simple. Will attempt multiple times until I get there 🙄
It's more like ligature strangulation. I was considering it at one point but it'd be best to have a zip tie tightening tool. I doubt tightening with just fingers would apply enough pressure.
My ex almost did it himself but he was saved. I wonder how he got to that point. Any chance you're willing in talking?
 
Worndown

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Use a heavy duty cable tie. They are more difficult to remove.
A hardware store should have them.
Grab the end with pliers for more leverage.
 
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