Discussion Your reason for CTB

[toplaygames202212]

So guys what's your reason for CTB

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to SaSu! This has been asked so many times and over and over again.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/why-do-you-want-to-kill-yourself.177251/ for example.

Failure in life and fear of poverty.

 

[nobob]

Because I have schizophrenia. Fear that my condition is getting worse.

 

[nembutal]

i am forced to live under systems that are consciously designed to exacerbate mental illness. further proven by the fact that i am deemed "worthless" when i deviate from the norm in order to try and help myself, ie illegal work, NEETism, etc.

 

[ineedtogetout]

physical health decline where cfs got severe and im going blind while doctors aren't helpful and only gaslight.

 

[ccake]

Had something amazing happen to me that I tried for all of my life and then lost it within a month.

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

I philosophically disagree with life. The world isn't such a great place and I'd rather not be a part of it. I am also in a miserable living situation personally, and I'd like to CTB before it gets worse.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Life isn't meant or designed for me

 

[toplaygames202212]

I philosophically disagree with life. The world isn't such a great place and I'd rather not be a part of it. I am also in a miserable living situation personally, and I'd like to CTB before it gets worse.

Okay I do partially agree. I think life is unfair and it's not good for everyone.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Because once upon a time, I could have had a great life but now I can't even have a normal one. I'm also in pain, live in a sensory nightmare, and want to crawl out of my own skin.

 

[genie]

Because my entire life is pathetic. I went to the wrong kind of school which messed me up. I'm 33 and never had a job, I can barely socialise, addicted to painkillers and now I'm getting lots of physical health issues. Also I live in a crappy noisy apartment. I've never had ambition or motivation to do anything or make something of myself, at this point I'm less suicidal but have no will to live either.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me personally, I just don't wish to exist, I find existence to be a terrible, tragic mistake that just causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it and no matter what I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, I find existing to be so burdensome, torturous and undesirable and the fact that one can exist for so long with no limit as to how much agony they can feel terrifies me. In my case I just want some peace, I just wish for eternal nothingness, I simply want to rest for all eternity with all finally forgotten about, existence truly has brought me nothing but pain and more than anything I wish I never suffered in this existence at all.

 

[wasphyso]

I feel like a disappointment and that I've wasted every good thing in my life. I have Asperger's syndrome, which means I have shit social skills, really bad anxiety, and body image issues that cause daily panic attacks. I've dealt with depression for most of my life and I've tried getting help, but it didn't work, so I'm done with life.