Venting you stupid bitches will see that im not joking when i finally kill myself.

[lovelulu]

I didnt know prior that some of my favorites were public, and I struggle with telling anyone about how I feel so I just show them through reposting/favorites. It's corny, I know, but its truly the only way I can properly express anything. Then here comes my fp ridiculing me for this and just brushing over the fact that CLEARLY most of them are about how depressed and shitty I feel, and she talks about the ones where theyre "targeting her." If she really doesn't want to take my suffering seriously, then she'll just fucking see when I finally kill myself. Im just a joke to those dumb bitches. A complete, retarded joke.

 

[liquid jen]

Don't think it's corny at all, I do it too and I'm sure plenty of folk are the same way. It's awful that this person would treat you this way when they obviously know, at least partially, that you're struggling.
I use completely separate accounts for anything serious online cause I've seen the way people in my life would react in response to knowing anything. I don't understand the normie thought process and they piss me off so much.