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thealteredmind

thealteredmind

Experienced
Apr 2, 2024
230
I would... maybe for a couple months. would go to japan and eat ramen and sushi and everything I could. maybe travel another place more... I don't know!
would use part of the money to buy a good place for my mom...

then eventually CBT.

how about you?
 
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lonely_seph

Member
Apr 8, 2023
10
maybe i'd be able to fix my fucked up life and not cbt
 
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fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
662
Yeah, definitely, at least until it runs out. I'd be able to live on my own a while without needing to have a job, that'd get rid of a lot of my stress
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
Yes definitely.

Maybe I could spend some of the money on preparing a better method.

Maybe I'll go crazy and go to a psychologist.
However, I doubt it.
It's not just a matter of money.

Maybe 1 million isn't as much as before, but it's still a lot of money.
This will give me great comfort and definitely less pressure.

Ultimately, I'll spend it all on whores and drugs. Why not? ;).

If someone can give me 1 million, I won't be offended.
 
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kyhoti

kyhoti

Looking for fair winds and following seas
May 27, 2024
294
100% delay CTB. But this is "magical thinking". In reality, it would involve the passing of my parents, who are two of the very few people who still give two fucks about me. So big sad.
 
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combatcuteness

combatcuteness

The number zero is feeling lonely...
Nov 30, 2020
190
I wouldn't be suicidal anymore. It's a shame people have to consider suicide due to lack of money and while other people hoard enough money to prevent 1000s of suicides. Just another for me to ctb. f*** this shitty world with shitty people.
 
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Maggiemags

Maggiemags

Member
Jun 12, 2024
37
No but id get better stuff to ctb with for sure. That being said my setup is pretty optimal and there is still the issue of not having good contacts so idk.
 
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oneirataxia

oneirataxia

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
485
No amount of money can buy back my innocence. But it would give me a lot of fun things to do before I go through with it.
 
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snowbird

snowbird

Member
Jun 17, 2024
39
I would delay it, yes. Would probably donate loads of it to animal shelters, since animals are the better humans, lol
But ultimately - lack of money is not the issue in my life and even if I was truly rich, my problems would still persist and I'd still suffer.

Money can't buy you happiness - it can only calm your nerves by paying for basic needs which you don't have to worry about then.
 
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lkjhgfdsa1

lkjhgfdsa1

🖤
Apr 17, 2024
442
no
I'd give the money to people who actually need it rather than spending it on myself who wants to die anyway
 
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chronicsoup

chronicsoup

part time ghoul
Dec 3, 2023
22
Money doesn't buy happiness but it sure as hell helps
 
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feelinggloomy

feelinggloomy

Experienced
May 29, 2024
252
Oddly and I know you would not believe this … it happened to my son and 3 months later he CTB. So … it doesn't help any when you really want to CTB. Long story but true. Sadly.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I would buy N for everyone on here
 
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persef

persef

Member
Jun 16, 2024
26
If I had money. I didn't even think about suicide. This would solve my health problems. Then I would be free to have my own family.
 
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Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
939
Getting Alanis vibes….y'all

"She inherited a million dollars, and died the next day!" :pfff::pfff::pfff:
 
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terra.nuvo

terra.nuvo

Student
Feb 15, 2024
180
Yeah, I feel like lack of money is one of the biggest things leading me to CTB atm so with it I would at least be able to live comfortably for a while. Maybe I'd invest some of it to make more money. Idk, I just feel like I'd be happier if I had some money.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
Just thinking about how this will never happen to me, and how some dumb useless beeotch probably made much money last month alone for simply dancing on TikTok makes me want to CTB even more. Somebody please shoot me now.

 
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abchia

abchia

Student
Aug 28, 2023
181
Yes, I'd donate some and then spend some for a vacation. It would just delay the process
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Just thinking about how this will never happen to me, and how some dumb useless beeotch probably made much money last month alone for simply dancing on TikTok makes me want to CTB even more. Somebody please shoot me now.


I dont get why she is popular shes just another basic white girl
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
I don't get it either. What value are her 100 million followers seeing that we're not? 🤣🤮
 
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divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
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randomeyes11

randomeyes11

Ready to go home
Jun 14, 2024
18
Ngl, 90% of my problems would be solved with 1 million. I work with people who are well-off and it makes me kinda sick when I see them casually complain about stupid things while also talking about traveling to Europe or taking cruises. It's like they don't know what to even spend money on. They throw it away while the rest of us crawl on the floor, struggling.
 
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redeeming_butterfly

redeeming_butterfly

Life is no more beautiful than its cruelest suffer
May 15, 2024
90
I would be perfectly capable of sending a contract killer after me.
 
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Afflicted

Afflicted

I'm a priest from the underworld, Guess who?
Feb 27, 2023
18
I can tell you first hand money will not fix you. I have more money than I know what to do with (I'm not a millionaire though) and it only sugar coats things. It also opens your life up to a whole new slew of problems. Fake friends and toxic family members wanna get real cozy with you. There's pro's to it though it allows you to take care of others and fix 99% of life's problems for yourself and others. Not much it can do for Chronic depression and wanting to CTB though unfortunately.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I can tell you first hand money will not fix you. I have more money than I know what to do with (I'm not a millionaire though) and it only sugar coats things. It also opens your life up to a whole new slew of problems. Fake friends and toxic family members wanna get real cozy with you. There's pro's to it though it allows you to take care of others and fix 99% of life's problems for yourself and others. Not much it can do for Chronic depression and wanting to CTB though unfortunately.
It does seem like people would use you more if you have money
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
291
I would delay my ctb for a couple years and enjoy the money, then I would go hunt for N
 
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thealteredmind

thealteredmind

Experienced
Apr 2, 2024
230
Just thinking about how this will never happen to me, and how some dumb useless beeotch probably made much money last month alone for simply dancing on TikTok makes me want to CTB even more. Somebody please shoot me now.


man she's hot I'm gonna donate some bucks to her... whoops I donated my entire savings... help?? ;-;
 
turbomightbegone

turbomightbegone

🎣
Nov 13, 2023
204
that kind of money would definitely delay me for sure. I'd be able to support myself and leave with my friends. I'd be able to do a lot of fun stuff, hell I'd probably be going on multiple digital shopping sprees. that being said though I don't think that money alone can stop me from cbt'ing or at the very least self-destructing. I feel like eventually some of the money would go into a viable method that suits me. I think I'll always have these problems no matter how much money I'd manage to get my hands on.
 
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lizzywizzy09

Arcanist
May 11, 2024
460
No. Unless I could buy a time machine with it, it doesn't change a thing.
 
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dyingslowly

Student
Jul 17, 2023
124
Among all the comments I see I am still unable to see what I wanted someone to say so I will say it. The million you will get you need to make two parts one that will be portfolio based investment and the other will be a cash fund that you will use to pay yourself a salary from it and expand the other fund overtime. The portfolio based investment will include investment in government bonds, euro bonds (bonds denominated in a currency other than home country's), stock, major economies stocks, make sure to build it in a way that will give you some dividend based income off your securities. Lastly, you will invest just 20,000 in super risky things such as crypto currencies or you can go up to 100,000. Use any kind of proceeds from to pay off any debt and keep living your shitty lifestyle after a couple of years you might leave your job and do things as you please without breaking the bank. Stay away from gambling, addiction or manage it and relationships that will take half of what you have. From the cash fund you will pay yourself an amount and never spend everything rapidly. After a few years you will be better off than a lot of people in your social circle.
 
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