You always believed in your potential. But that conviction was based more on belief than on reality

[Crematoryy]

Have you ever stopped thinking about the things you could have done in the past and didn't do, and tried to do what you wanted in the present? If so, I bet you've encountered many unforeseen obstacles. The belief in your own potential was always false. The family nucleus predisposes the individual to what they can or cannot become. Stop lamenting your mistakes; you couldn't have done anything differently, and even if you had, the results would have been the same. You believed that you "could become whoever you wanted to be," that you "could change the world," that there was a hidden innate talent ready to flourish, that you had a vocation. Let me remove this nonsense from your mind once and for all: your vocation is not dictated by you; vocation is merely a propensity that is beyond your control from birth. There is little mutability in what you would like to change. Talent —even if it existed—would never be recognized by the world that encompasses you. Stop blaming yourself for things that couldn't have happened. Stop thinking you could have been more than you already are.

— "What potential did I miss out on if there was never any fucking chance for me?"