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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
825
A few posts have posted where someone said they were screaming after taking SN. I'm worried now because I plan on doing this in my apartment. Does the body involuntarily scream? Because doing so would be dangerous for me as my neighbors would be alerted and they would call the police. I don't know what to do now. I have no where else I can do this. All of this has me freaked out. Am I going to scream involuntarily? What the fuck?
 
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Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
722
I don't think the noises are too bad. It was probably from unmedicated fear. There were no benzos to calm one's nerves – they are very important. Also, these posts highlight so many positive things about SN and the reason why it is one of the top-tier CTB methods. For example overall peacefulness or no permanent damage in case of failure (!).
 
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Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
196
this is one of my fears too!
i think i has to do with unconscious fears of death
when i had plastic surgery and was botched i had to get a ,,revision'' with the same doctor because i couldnt afford to go somewhere else
i had very bad feelings but i still went through with it and my last memory is slowly losing conciousness from the anesthesia
when i woke up the anesthesiologist was very rude and asked why i did the operation when i was having so much fear
i didnt understand and asked him to explain what he meant
he told me that i was screaming like crazy that i dont want to die and that they had a hard time calming me - i was shocked and couldnt believe it!
i have absolutely no recollection of this happening as i told the last thing i remember is slowly breathing in the mask and losing unconciouss
so this happened all while i was unconciouss!
i have no idea how this is possible
but i think it had to do with my fears and reading bad reviews about people that were botched from the same doctor and i didnt wanted to die at that time
i think this is extremely rare and can be overcome by bringing your fears to the surface and working with your subconscious but yea im afraid too after what happened to me ..
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
825
this is one of my fears too!
i think i has to do with unconscious fears of death
when i had plastic surgery and was botched i had to get a ,,revision'' with the same doctor because i couldnt afford to go somewhere else
i had very bad feelings but i still went through with it and my last memory is slowly losing conciousness from the anesthesia
when i woke up the anesthesiologist was very rude and asked why i did the operation when i was having so much fear
i didnt understand and asked him to explain what he meant
he told me that i was screaming like crazy that i dont want to die and that they had a hard time calming me - i was shocked and couldnt believe it!
i have absolutely no recollection of this happening as i told the last thing i remember is slowly breathing in the mask and losing unconciouss
so this happened all while i was unconciouss!
i have no idea how this is possible
but i think it had to do with my fears and reading bad reviews about people that were botched from the same doctor and i didnt wanted to die at that time
i think this is extremely rare and can be overcome by bringing your fears to the surface and working with your subconscious but yea im afraid too after what happened to me ..
Fuck. Now I'm really afraid of screaming. I can't handle this. I have my SN but now I feel like I have no way out again.
 
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Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
196
Fuck. Now I'm really afraid of screaming. I can't handle this. I have my SN but now I feel like I have no way out again.
no, pls dont be afraid!
this is extremely rare occurrence and if you are not overly anxious about death you should not worry about it.
everything going to be okay!!
 
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stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
759
The body does make noise while it's actively dying but it shouldn't be loud enough to be called a scream. Look it up, it's called death rattle.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,250
If I was worried about screaming I'd duct tape my mouth shut.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Yeaa, I don't know much about SN or the process involved on the body after taking it..... But I have read numerous reports of people taking it and don't recall anything related to them screaming.... maybe the " death rattle " but not much more than that. I Believe you would be Ok, but who knows.

Just my .02, I wish you the best in whatever may happen.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,432
Since everyone is an individual, I highly doubt it happens to everyone. No one can say for sure, but you probably wouldn't even experience that. And I doubt it's to the level you are imagining it to be.
 
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