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braingetti

braingetti

New Member
Jun 9, 2026
3
i think the most romantic thing someone could do with their partner is to ctb together. i think it would be better than just by myself because then i would have more courage if i had someone else. anyone else relate?
 
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ihateittoo

ihateittoo

Member
Jun 9, 2026
13
i would love to ctb with someone I was dating. I mentioned one time to a previous girlfriend that I always kept a way to kill myself ready just in case and she freaked out. I've never been able to talk in person with someone who feels the same way about suicide I do. It would also be nice to not have to die alone. I feel like it would be a lot easier if I was holding someones hand while I did it
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Paragon
Nov 26, 2025
924
Yes. My pull up bar is rated for around 200 kilograms. I've always thought two or three people could do FSH on this at the same time.

Romantic, I know.
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Paragon
Nov 26, 2025
924
Then you will ❤️ this story.

You know what's funny? A few years ago I used to see a very old couple. Like I'm talking at least 200 years old. Both of them were bent over in such a way, and I'm not exaggerating, their head was only a few feet from the ground. Both of them used to walk around in the neighborhood I live in. They'd always walk around together.Those are the kind of couples where if one passes, the other one will pass within a few months too.I think about them from time to time. I'm sure they had a good life.
 
supremacyofdeath

supremacyofdeath

Member
Apr 16, 2025
67
I always wanted my partner to go with me. I do think it's romantic and even when she was horribly depressed and did want to die she would always hate the idea when I brought it up. Romance really is dead.
 
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ThroughTheLight

ThroughTheLight

Member
May 8, 2023
54
Yeah that would be a dream, but unfortunately, I'm just too chopped and pathetic for anyone to like me, especially in a romantic way lol. Maybe if I had someone willing to ctb with me I'd actually be able to go through with it...
 
Starfall

Starfall

Solaise
Sep 24, 2024
8
It just seems like it would be much more peaceful with someone I love, im always scared to be alone, especially when I'm dying
 

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