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League Of Distortion-My Hate Will Go On :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
I'm an idiot I forgot to link the music. 🤬







As I stand on the verge of revenge or resign
For the sake of the vulnerable I will decide
Revolt against the vicious
I don't flinch, I'm not their fool
Walk straight into the fire
Retribution's what I choose
Now it's too late for an excuse
My hate will go on
Like purgatory blaze
They can try to hide or they try to run
They won't calm down the rage
My hate will go on
The truth will find a way
So they try to hide or they try to run
They know (They know)
My hate will go on

If you trust in the voice of betrayal and deceit
When the core of you're mind is uncertain and weak
They brainwash and exploit you
Stab your back and watch you die
The tyrants spread their venom
But the vigorous survive

Just like a zombie stays alive
My hate will go on
Like purgatory blaze
They can try to hide or they try to run
They won't calm down the rage
My hate will go on
The truth will find a way
So they try to hide or they try to run
They know
My hate will go

On and on
I am the tide and I'm unstoppable
I will rage on, just like a storm
It's irreversible
Never forgive what they have done
This will be punished
Avalanche-like it will strike their hearts
 
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Breaking Benjamin-Awaken :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"Awaken"

So far away
I'm dead awoken
And I'm faded out of breath
Life falls to grey
Hope of the hopeless
And I pray without a prayer
Cut my cover down
In the hollow between
You find the venom in me
Rip my world apart
In the sorrow beneath
You find a devil in me

Stay forever in the light
I awaken, I arise
I still hear the call of life
I'm taken by the tide

Life falls to grey
Hope of the hopeless
And now only lost remain
Tear my head apart
A broken life has left me by the
Past

Stay forever in the light
I awaken, I arise
I still hear the call of life
I'm taken by the tide
Stay forever in the light
I awaken, I survive
And I still hear the call of life
I'm taken by the tide

Arise

Stay forever in the light
I awaken, I arise
I still hear the call of life
I'm taken by the tide
Stay forever in the light
I awaken, I survive
And I still hear the call of life
I'm taken by the tide
 
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I'm sure I posted before but I love Suicide Silence

Suicide Silence-You Must Die :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Full Album:


Brittle bones barely holding onto your skin
A body so intricately developed for sin
And all seconds wound but the last one kills

Time!
Devours everything
You will die alone
You will die alone
Around the ones you know
Remember! You must die!

Am I the author of your demise?
You know you fucked up
I'll cut your ties

You will die alone
You will die alone
Around the ones you know
Remember, you must die!

All seconds wound but the last one kills
Fuck your life
Death wish
Death wish

You will die (die)
You must die (die)
I'll take your life (life)
And make it mine
 
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Flat Black-A Bit Of Lighting :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"A BIT OF LIGHTNING"

Better days
Lost and never found
Why does life always kick you when you're down
And remedies
Sure don't come around
I need a way to escape this one light town

I just need a little time, to make it right

I could use a bit of lightning
Just to show me that the sky's not falling
Tryna make it through the darkness
Even though I hear the devil coming
I won't give in or give up
I just need a little spark
A little bit of lightning
To help me through the dark

Yesterdays, all have come and gone
No one's ever showed me where I went wrong
Enemies, are sure as the day is long
How do I get to place where I belong

I just need a little time, to make it right

I could use a bit of lightning
Just to show me that the sky's not falling
Tryna make it through the darkness
Even though I hear the devil coming
I won't give in or give up
I just need a little spark
A little bit of lightning

And I know hope is there but it feels so far away
Until I see you again some day

I could use a bit of lightning
Just to show me that the sky's not falling
Tryna make it through the darkness
Even though I hear the devil coming
I won't give in or give up
I just need a little spark
A little bit of lightning
To help me through the dark

To help me through the dark
A little bit of lightning
To help me through the dark
 
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Dark Embrace-Never Seen The Sun :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Flying
Rising
Slaying
Everything to reach your dreams

To reach your dreams before
Before to reach the shore
Rowing all alone
And i keep wondering

Why?
Why?
Why?
I keep wondering

Why?
Why?
Why?
I keep wondering

Why
Are you so high?
Up in the sky
If you have never
Never seen the sun

Are you so high?
Up in the sky
If you have never
Never seen the sun

Trying
Building
Failing
Everything to chase my dreams

To share our dreams before
Before you kill my trust
Leaving me alone
And i keep wondering

How?
How?
How?
I keep wondering

How?
How?
How?
And I keep wondering

How
Are you so high?
Up in the sky
If you have never
Never seen the sun

Are you so high?
Up in the sky
If you have never
Never seen the sun

Why?
So high?
The sky
You never
Never seen the sun

So high?
The sky
You never
Never seen the
You never seen the
You never seen the sun
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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As I Lay Dying-Whitewashed Tomb :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







"Whitewashed Tomb"

Your illusion of kindness
The delusion that you've healed to move on
Virtue signaling your reasons
But avoidance is a symptom of the unresolved
Unresolved
Are you even aware of what is truly at play?
(Are you even aware)
Are you able to see (are you able to see)
The parts of you that wither away?

Can't you see, you're hiding from something
Avoiding the hurt
Avoiding the darkness of your heart

The story within is forgery
That does not match what those close to you see
But the story on the outside
Is painted elegantly so that you can hide
You're a whitewashed tomb
(A whitewashed tomb)
I'd never want to be like you

Can't you see, you're hiding from something
Avoiding the hurt
Avoiding the darkness of your heart

Silently waiting while slowly decaying
Uphold appearance while sorrow
Sorrow awaits
Sorrow awaits

Coward
You're a whitewashed tomb
Coward
I'd never want to be like you
Redemption will never look the way you want it to
And we will never be good enough to see your truth
But how could vibrant life fit within your view?
Encased in fools gold but full of doom

I know who sits behind the curtain now
My mirror image

Can't you see, you're hiding from something
Avoiding the hurt
Avoiding the darkness, the darkness of your heart
Darkness of your heart

Sorrow awaits
A whitewashed tomb
 
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Marilyn Manson-Raise The Red Flag :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Your autopsy table is ready
Pay off the drug deals you made with God
A last meal, then your crucifixion
If you're not paranoid, it's probably too late

I don't give a fuck if you say you're sorry
I won't accept your surrender
I don't give a fuck if you say you're sorry
I won't accept your surrender

It's time to beat up the bullies
And wash the bullseye off my back
My red flag is your white one soaked in blood

Cadaver dogs already know your face
Why pretend in a room full of fakes?
Something made up for idiots to praise
Losers love liars 'til their dying day
Losers love liars 'til their dying day

I don't give a fuck if you say you're sorry
I won't accept your surrender
I don't give a fuck if you say you're sorry
I won't accept your surrender

It's time to beat up the bullies
And wash the bullseye off my back
My red flag is your white one soaked in blood
My red flag is your white one soaked in blood

Your loyalty lies
On the wrong side of the future
Your loyalty lies
On the wrong side of the future

Hey! Hey! Hey-hey-hey!
Hey! Hey! Hey-hey-hey!
Hey! Hey! Hey-hey-hey!
Hey! Hey! Hey-hey-hey!

It's time to beat up the bullies
And wash the bullseye off my back
My red flag is your white one soaked in blood
My red flag is your white one soaked in blood

It's time to beat up the bullies
And wash the bullseye off my back
My red flag is your white one soaked in blood
 
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Hollywood Undead-Hollywood Forever :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Undead

I'm tryna be a role model for all of the kids
And keep it full throttle, fuck societies grits
So what happens if I call it quits?
Who's on the front line takin' all the hits?
'Cause money ain't shit if you've got no loyalty
I love every single one of you that supported me
Every single fan and all my family and friends
So let me tell you this, without you, I'd be dead

I got the same shit that plagues you
I have suicidal thoughts too
(Split personality too) and we never thanked you
Because you saved us too

So what about the kid that got off the ledge?
All the people saved by Hollywood Undead?
If I could save just one kid
I'ma keep this mask on as long as I live

Everywhere I go (everywhere I go)
You've become a part of me
And all the love you've shown (all the love)
Is worth the blood I bleed
This is all I know (this Is all I know)
What I was born to be
So take a 40 to the head
'Cause you're rocking with the best
Every single one of us is undead
The undead

From tall cans and freestyles in a parking lot
To bad record deals and falling off of the top
I used to have big dreams then I lost a lot
Now I need this more than ever
This is all that I got
I thought I lost all when I lost my dad
It's kind of hard to be sad when you're so fuckin' mad
That the train's off the tracks and it's not coming back
'Cause when life hits you hard you start punching it back

'Cause I do whatever it is
For you, and you and both of my kids
'Cause it's true that life is a bitch
So don't you ever give up if you ever get stuck

Now I'm in the studio so intoxicated
I gave up my dreams of being nominated
But I do give a shit, I guess I'm complicated
I'm just waiting for the day to tell my mom I made it

Everywhere I go (everywhere I go)
You've become a part of me
And all the love you've shown (all the love)
Is worth the blood I bleed
This is all I know (this Is all I know)
What I was born to be
So take a 40 to the head
'Cause you're rocking with the best
Every single one of us is undead
The undead

Can't even count the times I lost my fuckin' mind
Pulled back from the brink, got back to my feet, why?
There ain't a pill in this world that can save me
And I swallowed every one they ever gave me
But I have you and that's my one truth
Only shoulder I ever had were the speakers, hear me come through
And what I wanna say, there were so many days
That I wished I was a ghost and I could just fade away

Hide the pain underneath the surface
But you saved me, gave me a purpose
I don't know, maybe I deserve this
But now I know that my pain isn't worthless

I do this for the ones that I bled with (bled with)
The ones that sing-along, that I keep it undead with
This is for the ones that gave meaning to my life
This is Hollywood Undead 'til I die

Everywhere I go (everywhere I go)
You've become a part of me
And all the love you've shown (all the love)
Is worth the blood I bleed
This is all I know (this Is all I know)
What I was born to be
So take a 40 to the head (head)
'Cause you're rocking with the best (best)
Every single one of us is undead
The undead

The undead
The undead
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Pistols At Dawn-Not Sorry :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Sweat
yeah you want me to sweat
but I'm gonna fake it
till I'm close enough to take away your breath

Sex
yeah you're missing the sex
am I stuck in your head?
but I cant fill that hole inside your chest

really hate this side of you
crazy toxic attitude
I hope that shit works out for you
Cause I'm not sorry

really hate this side of you
go check your attitude
I hope that shit works out for you
cause I'm not sorry

but you will be

hey
let me ask you a question
how'd you get so obsessive
honey take your medicine

cause youre sick
and a little aggressive
addicted to the attention
And there's only one thing left to say

really hate this side of you
crazy toxic attitude
I hope that shit works out for you
Cause I'm not sorry

I really hate this side of you
go check your attitude
I hope that shit works out for you
cause I'm not sorry

but you will be

how did you make me so crazy
Tiptoeing over the edge
how did you make me so crazy
How did you how did you
make me so

I really hate this side of you
crazy toxic attitude
I hope that shit works out for you
Cause I'm not sorry

I really hate this side of you
go check your attitude
I hope that shit works out for you
cause I'm not sorry

But you will be
I'm not sorry
Cause I'm not sorry
 
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This seems appropriate considering the times....

Gwar-The New Dark Age :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Full Album:


No more age of reason
Darkness
Men are lost in the night
Gorging on the gloom
No love of light is left
Where there once was science
Is now a cult of death

These are the New Dark Ages
Lies have become contagious
Flames, famine, Black Death rage
This is the New Dark Age
New Dark Age

Bone-fires of the inquisition
Lawless, superstition and lies
Beggars in the street
Corpses in the flood
Knowledge without wisdom
At the price of blood

These are the New Dark Ages
Lies have become contagious
Flames, famine, Black Death rage
This is the New Dark Age

You stupid motherfuckers
Get your hands up in the air
Your world has gone to shit
But we don't fucking care
The air is foul, the oceans dead
We surf the blood-dimmed tide
Tonight we celebrate
And watch the world die

So get your titties out and put 'em on the glass
Clown britches down and shake your big fat ass
Ooh-ooh-ooh, oh
New Dark Age

These are the new dark ages
Fire lights, the fallen faces
These are the New Dark Ages
Cold sun, dark and rayless
These are the New Dark Ages
None of you now stand blameless
Flames, famine, Black Death rage
This is a New Dark Age

There's no more
Age of Reason
There's no more
Age of Enlightenment
There's no more
Age of Science
Now we're in
A New Dark Age
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Serg Tankian-Cartoon Buyer :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




I am fighter six feet under
I am lover kung fu lover
I am fighter six feet under
I'm a fighter cartoon buyer

You see me without emotions
I see you across the oceans
We see us but we are them today
You see me after your potions
I see you across the oceans
We see us above these notions
They are us and we are them today

Nanana
Tonight we're going home
Nanana
When all is said and

Am I the horse you feed upon
Applied divorce the seedy pond
Make your move to kill the pawn

You see me after your potions
I see you across the oceans
We see us above these notions
They are us and we are them today

I'm a liar six feet under
I'm a fighter cartoon buyer
I'm a fighter six feet under
I'm a lover kung fu lover

You see me without emotions
I see you across the oceans
We see us but we are them today
You see me after your potions
I see you across the oceans
We see us above these notions
They are us and we are them today

Nanana
Tonight we're going home
Nanana
When all is said and

Am I the horse you feed upon
Applied divorce the seedy pond
Make your move to kill the pawn

You see me after your potions
I see you across the oceans
We see us above these notions
They are us and we are them today

California to Argentina
They are us and we are them
They are us and we are them
Saudi Arabia to Tunisia
They are us and we are them
They are us and we are them
From Armenia to Australia
They are us and we are them
They are us and we are them
Israel to Indonesia
They are us, they are us and we are them...

Nanana
Tonight we're going home
Nanana
When all is said and

Am I the horse you feed upon
Applied divorce the seedy pond
Make your move to kill the pawn

You see me after your potions
I see you across the oceans
We see us above these notions
They are us and we are them
They are us and we are them
They are us and we are them today
Everyday
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Return To Dust-Belly Up :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








What becomes of I
After we have died?
Belly up and scream
Life's a bitter feeling

You could be anything
Anything you want
Oh, you know better
Don't you know better? (yeah)
You could do what you choose
You'd abuse it all
Oh, you know better
Don't you know better?

So I made a mistake
Wound up on the floor
With something inside my veins
Maybe I have no place
It keeps me at war
Belly up and be saved, my child

Stuffed with corporate lies
Stretched on a disguise
Reach inside the dark
Hands are ripped apart

You could be anything
Anything you want
Oh, you know better
Don't you know better? (yeah)
You could do what you choose
You'd abuse it all
Oh, you know better
Don't you know better

So I made a mistake
Wound up on the floor
With something inside my veins
Maybe I have no place
It keeps me at war
Belly up and be saved, my child
Belly up and be saved, my child

So I made a mistake
Wound up on the floor
With something inside my veins
Maybe I have no place
It keeps me at war
Belly up and be saved, my child
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Through Fire-Lose It :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







I try to be the voice
That rises up above the noise
In the madness, in the static
I try to hold it all together as it falls apart
We dismantle what we can't handle
We're polarized from every side

When did everybody lose it
Everything we used to be
Humanity, our sanity, our dignity
When did everybody give up
When did everybody turn on me
I'm sick of it
Nobody wins
I'm over it
When did everybody lose it
I'm about to lose it

I'm buried by the weight
Infected by the fear and hate
It's contagious, all this rage is
Feeding the dark
Were we dead from the start
Your demons are my disease

When did everybody lose it
Everything we used to be
Humanity, our sanity, our dignity
When did everybody give up
When did everybody turn on me
I'm sick of it
Nobody wins
I'm over it
When did everybody lose it
I'm about to lose it

All I see is total chaos
All I hear is logic lost
All these souls with hell to pay off
Evil all around
I won't let you take me down
Won't let you take me down

When did everybody lose it
Everything we used to be
Humanity, our sanity, our dignity
When did everybody give up
When did everybody turn on me
I'm sick of it
Nobody wins
I'm over it
When did everybody lose it
I'm about to lose it
When did everybody lose it
I'm about to lose it
 
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Suicide Silence-Disengage :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








One day there will be no more pain
Like an opiate wonderland
No more worry, it will all just end

And all our forward movement will finally cease

The human machine will finally bleed
The human machine will finally cease to be

So set yourself free
And disengage from reality
So set yourself free
And disengage from reality

The grounds will shake and your children will tremble
Soon enough the machine will fall
And we will all crumble

The human machine will finally bleed and cease to be
We'll finally be set free
Be set free, be set free

Just be glad you know what life is
Be glad you know
You know what life is
You know what life is

One day there will be no worry
No more pain, it will all just end
And all our forward movement will finally cease

Disengage, disengage
Disengage, disengage
Disengage, disengage
Disengage
 
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Jelly Roll-I Am Not Ok :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

(I know I've posted this before but I'm feeling it even more)









I am not okay
I'm barely getting by
I'm losing track of days
And losing sleep at night
I am not okay
I'm hanging on the rails
So if I say I'm fine
Just know I learned to hide it well

I know, I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright

I woke up today
I almost stayed in bed
Had the devil on my back
And voices in my head
Some days, it ain't all bad
Some days, it all gets worse
Some days, I swear I'm better off
Layin' in that dirt

I know, I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright

Gonna be alright
Gonna be alright

I know one day
We'll see the other side
The pain'll wash away
In a holy water tide
And we all gonna be alright

I know, I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
 
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I know this song isn't about me but for me it's about the relationships we have over time.
People who are in and out of our lives. Sometimes they come back.... Sometimes they don't.
Blink 182-One More Time :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Blink-182
Strangers, from strangers into brothers
From brothers into strangers once again
We saw the whole world, but I couldn't see the meaning
I couldn't even recognize my friends

Older, but nothing's any different
Right now feels the same, I wonder why
I wish they told us, it shouldn't take a sickness
Or airplanes falling out the sky

Do I have to die to hear you miss me?
Do I have to die to hear you say goodbye?
I don't wanna act like there's tomorrow
I don't wanna wait to do this one more time

One more time
One more
One more time
One more time

I miss you, took time, but I admit it
It still hurts even after all these years
And I know that next time ain't always gonna happen
I gotta say, "I love you" while we're here

Do I have to die to hear you miss me?
Do I have to die to hear you say goodbye?
I don't wanna act like there's tomorrow
I don't wanna wait to do this one more time

One more time
One more
One more time
One more time

One more time (one more time)
One more
One more time (one more time)
One more time

I miss you
 

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