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Daughtry-Nervous :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(If I were talented enough to write a songs this would have been one of them)









Why am I so nervous?
Why am I so numb?

After all this time, I should feel better now (better now)
Trying to get above the noise that drowns me out (drowns me out)
Skin is crawling, hands are shaking
Can't breathe, my heart is racing
Feels like my shadow's chasing me

Why am I so nervous?
Why am I so numb?
Trying to find my purpose
Am I the only one?
Why am I so anxious?
Why am I so stuck?
I'm just being honest, 'cause everything is fucked
Why am I so nervous?

Every moment feels like I'm under attack
Waiting for the worst to stab me in the back
Blood is racing through my veins
I'm waiting for my world to change
Before it changes me

Why am I so nervous?
Why am I so numb?
Trying to find my purpose
Am I the only one?
Why am I so anxious?
Why am I so stuck?
I'm just being honest, 'cause everything is fucked

Everything is upside down and out of reach (oh-oh)
Nothing here is what it seems
Will I ever be the same? (Oh-oh, ever be the same)
No, I'll never be the same

Why am I so nervous?
Why am I so numb?
Trying to find my purpose
Am I the only one?
Why am I so anxious?
Why am I so stuck?
I'm just being honest, 'cause everything is
Everything is fucked

(Oh-oh, ooh-ooh-ooh)
Why am I so nervous?
Why am I so nervous?
 
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Linkin Park-Leave Out All The Rest :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
 
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Atreyu-Like A Stone (Re-Immagined) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



On a cobweb afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we'll die alone
And if we're good we'll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go

In your house, I long to be
Room by room, patiently
I'll wait for you there, like a stone
I'll wait for you there, alone

And on my deathbed I will pray
To the gods and the angels
Like a pagan, to anyone
Who will take me to heaven
To a place I recall I was there so long ago
The sky was bruised
The wine was bled
And there you led me on

In your house, I long to be
Room by room, patiently
I'll wait for you there, like a stone
I'll wait for you there, alone
Alone

And on I read until the day was gone
And I sat in regret
Of all the things I've done
For all that I've blessed
And all that I've wronged
In dreams until my death I will wander on

In your house, I long to be
Room by room, patiently
I'll wait for you there, like a stone
I'll wait for you there, alone
Alone
 
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Unlike Pluto-Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I've traveled the world and the seven seas
Everybody's lookin' for something

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I've traveled the world and the seven seas
Everybody's lookin' for something

Hold your head up
Keep your head up, movin' on
Hold your head up, movin' on
Keep your head up, movin' on
Hold your head up, movin' on
Keep your head up, movin' on
Hold your head up, movin' on
Keep your head up

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I've traveled the world and the seven seas
Everybody's lookin' for something
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I've traveled the world and the seven seas
Everybody's lookin' for something

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I've traveled the world and the seven seas
Everybody's lookin' for something
 
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Badflower-Detroit :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Hey
I've had my time
I'm not bored of life
I think it's bored of me
Say
They say I'm in my prime
But they don't know my kind
They don't know me

Here we are, pressing on, stepping over everyone
I'm so unhappy, but I try my hardest
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted
It's so depressing, oh, pressing on, pressing on
I hate pretending this is where my heart is
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted

Wait
I miss wasting time
Taking drugs all night
Surfing MTV
What changed?
The pressure all the time
And the friends we left behind
To get on that screen

Here we are, pressing on, stepping over everyone
I'm so unhappy, but I try my hardest
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted
It's so depressing, oh, pressing on, pressing on
I hate pretending this is where my heart is
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted

It's easy to complain, 'cause I got it
But who would I be if I lost it?

Hey
I'm just wasting time
But I won't waste my life
Come on and scream

Here we are, pressing on, stepping over everyone
I'm so unhappy, but I try my hardest
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted
It's so depressing, oh, pressing on, pressing on
I hate pretending this is where my heart is
I wanna feel the way I did when we started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted

I hate pretending this is where my heart is
I'm so unhappy, but I try my hardest
I wanna feel the way I did when I started
It's so depressing having everything I wanted
 
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Autumn Kings-Hellbound :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Heart's burned out
Head's too loud
Feelin' like I'm hellbound

This complicated disposition that I'm in
Chronic condition, this prescription's wearin' thin
Mr. Brightside ain't on my side
Self-deprecating
Complacent
When will I face it?

Get to the root of it
Get to the root of it ('Cause I'm tired)
Get to the root of it
I'm tired of

Feelin' like I'm hellbound
Headed for a meltdown
Why do all these thoughts hound me on and on?
Confusing my thoughts with reality
Zoned out
Drowning in my own doubt
Feelin' like I'm hellbound, whoa
Feelin' like I'm

Hellbound, hell...

Anxiety denying me my oxygen
This fight or flight is cyanide inside my skin
Mental breakdown
There's no way out
This life I'm wastin'
Foresakin'
It's time to face it

Get to the root of it
'Cause I'm tired of

Feelin' like I'm hellbound
Headed for a meltdown
Why do all these thoughts hound me on and on?
Confusing my thoughts with reality
Zoned out
Drowning in my own doubt
Feelin' like I'm hellbound, whoa
Feelin' like I'm

Heart's burned out
Head's too loud

This is the moment where I wake up
Fuck an alarm, put up my arms
Imma shake up
All of the anger inside my chest
Tell it, "stay out"
Cut out the victim mentality
I don't wanna see negativity play out
"Yeah, but everybody's toxic, everybody's stupid"
Yeah, you sound like somebody I want nothing to fucking do with
I'm ready to move from the past
Open the roof of my casket
I was doomed to be dead
Now I'm renewed from the ashes
A savage
Told myself, "keep your health through the hard times"
And when you're off track
Take your life back
Forgive me, father, you know that I've sinned
Grant me the strength to not go back again
Show me heaven's my friend when I'm

Feelin' like I'm hellbound
Headed for a meltdown
Why do all these thoughts hound me on and on?
Confusing my thoughts with reality
Zoned out
Drowning in my own doubt
Feelin' like I'm hellbound, whoa
Feelin' like I'm (sing it)

Da, da, da da da da (alright)
Da, da, da da da da
'Cause I'm tired
Da, da, da da da da (that's right, that's right)
Da, da, da da da da
Of feelin' like I'm.
Wake up, fuck an alarm
Put up my arms, Imma shake up
All of the anger inside my chest, tell it "stay out"
You know why
'Cause I'm tired
Of feeling like I'm
 
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Marshmello ft Kane Brown-Miles On It :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








New truck, big lift
Old roads we've been
Tearing up since way back when
But these wheels are innocent
New hitch, new seats
No history
And you just can't fake that
So, let's change that

Girl, let's go put some miles on it
Back of the Chevy with the engine running
Just you and me in a truck bed wide like a California King
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
Back of the Chevy with the engine running
Just you and me in a truck bed wide like a California King
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
We could break it in if you know what I mean

All night, no brakes
All tail, no gate
Ain't gotta try too hard
My baby's push to start
All torque, full speed
Off-road, on me
Zero to a hundred-fast
My foot ain't touch the gas

I said, "Hey, baby, slow it down, let's make it last"
You said, "Where's the fun in that?"
Yeah, let's go

Put some miles on it
Back of the Chevy with the engine running
Just you and me in a truck bed wide like a California King
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
We could break it in if you know what I mean

Mile after mile after mile after mile
Turn up the night like that radio dial
Shoulder to shoulder where nobody knows
Know where we're going, we ain't going home

We're putting miles on it
Back of the Chevy with the engine running
Just you and me in a truck bed wide like a California King
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
Back of the Chevy with the engine running
Just you and me in a truck bed wide like a California King
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
We could break it in if you know what I mean
Put some miles on it
 
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Jonas Brothers-Who's In Your Head 💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙








You moved like magic
You moved like time
You had your heart disguised
When you cry diamonds
Yeah, they shine
But they blind my eyes, and now

I hear the whispers every night
Even when I'm dreaming
Now tell me, baby, were you ever mine

I wanna know who's in your head
Stealing your heart while I'm still bleeding
Who's in your bed
Wrapped in your arms while I ain't sleeping
Got lost in your halo, halo
I just wanna know
Now who's in your head, in your head (head)
I wanna know who's in your head, in your head (head) ah woah

You move like danger
But I don't mind (yeah-yeah)
The way you talking with your eyes (your eyes) yeah
You leave me broken
And I can't lie (I can't lie)
It gets me every time, and now

I hear the whispers every night
Even when I'm dreaming
Now tell me, baby, were you ever mine?

I wanna know who's in your head
Stealing your heart while I'm still bleeding
Who's in your bed
Wrapped in your arms while I ain't sleeping
Got lost in your halo, halo
I just wanna know
Now who's in your head, in your head (head)
I wanna know who's in your head in your head (head) ah, woah

You get me down
On my knees, on my knees, yeah
You drive me wild
When you want, when you want it
Oh, you get me down
On my knees, on my knees, yeah
'Cause everytime I look into your eyes
(Look into your eyes)

I wanna know who's in your head
Stealing your heart while I'm still bleeding
Who's in your bed
Wrapped in your arms while I ain't sleeping
Got lost in your halo, halo
I just wanna know
Now who's in your head, in your head (head)
I wanna know who's in your head, in your head (head) ah, woah

In your head still, baby
In your head, while you're sleepin'
In your head still, baby
In your head, while you're sleepin
 
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Mushroomhead-We Don't Care :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





They say that talk is cheap, but silence is cheaper
A little late to make amends
One more time to sever ties deeper
To never get fooled again
Couldn't care any less, not afraid anymore
Do what we need to do
One more time to make the cuts cleaner
Is all we need from you

Well you can say all you want to protect your pride
Convince yourself you feel good inside
We don't care
(We don't care)
We don't give a fuck

They say that talk is cheap, but silence is cheaper
A little late to make amends
One more time to sever ties deeper
To never get fooled again
Couldn't care any less, not afraid anymore
Do what we need to do
One more time to make the cuts cleaner
Is all we need from you

Well you can say all you want to protect your pride
Convince yourself you feel good inside
We don't care
(We don't care)
We don't give a fuck

And you can blame all your problems on somebody else
When you created all this mess yourself
We don't care
(We don't care)
We don't give a fuck

But more time keeps slipping away
Every mistake made your own way
And the time keeps slipping away
The more you talk, the less you say

Talk is cheap
What we kill we keep
Talk is cheap
What we kill we keep
Talk is cheap
What we kill we keep

So run it in the ground
Until we're all on our goddamn knees

Well you can say all you want to protect your pride
Convince yourself you feel good inside
We don't care
(We don't care)
We don't give a fuck

But more time keeps slipping away
Every mistake made your own way
And the time keeps slipping away
The more you talk, the less you say

One more time we've lost our way
One more time we've nothing left to say
One more time we toast our decay
One more time we've nothing left to say
 
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NSYNC-Bye Bye Bye :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(Thanks to Deadpool NSYNC is charting again) 😉😁👍











Hey, hey
Bye, bye, bye
Bye, bye
Bye, bye

I, I'm doing this tonight
You're probably gonna start a fight
I know this can't be right, hey baby, come on
I loved you endlessly
And you weren't there for me
So now it's time to leave and make it alone

I know that I can't take no more, it ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Bye, bye) I don't want to be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Bye, bye) I don't really want to make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
It might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

Just hit me with the truth
Now, girl you're more than welcome to
So give me one good reason, baby, come on
I live for you and me
And now I really come to see
That life would be much better once you're gone

I know that I can't take no more, it ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Bye, bye) I don't want to be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Bye, bye) I don't really want to make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
Might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

I'm giving up, I know for sure
I don't wanna be the reason for your love no more
(Bye, bye) I'm checkin' out, I'm signin' off
I don't want to be the loser and I've had enough

I don't wanna be your fool
In this game for two
So I'm leaving you behind
Bye, bye, bye
I don't wanna make it tough
But I've had enough
And it ain't no lie (bye, bye)
(Bye, bye) Baby

I don't want to be a fool for you
Or just another player in your game for two
I don't wanna be a fool
But it ain't no lie
Baby, bye, bye, bye

(Bye, bye) I don't really want to make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I had enough
It might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Bye, bye, bye
 
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Dorothy-Mud :heart::heart::smiling::smiling::heart::heart:







Gotta get kicked down and get your hands in it
Gotta pull the thorns out and love the pain in it
From the middle to the bottom, straight up to the top
You ain't living life till you're feeling the drop

Now if your crown ain't bent and your halo ain't crooked yet
You might as well be six feet in dirt, yeah
Some call it danger, some call it trouble
I call it digging deep without a shovel

To get dirty, you gotta get a little mud on ya
Dirty, you gotta get a little blood on ya
It's the bruises and the cuts, the way you kick the dust
You can't get dirty till you get a little
Mud on ya
A little blood on ya

Gotta keep your head high till you're in a ditch
Gotta reach for the heavens, say, "The hell with it"
Like a diamond in the rough, it's the way you shine it up
You ain't living life till you're down in the mud

Now if your crown ain't bent and your halo ain't crooked yet
You might as well be six feet in dirt, yeah
Some call it danger, some call it trouble
I call it digging deep without a shovel

To get dirty, you gotta get a little mud on ya
Dirty, you gotta get a little blood on ya
It's the bruises and the cuts, the way you kick the dust
You can't get dirty till you get a little
Mud on ya
A little blood on ya

If your crown ain't bent and your halo ain't crooked yet
You might as well be six feet in dirt, yeah
Some call it danger, some call it trouble
I call it digging deep without a shovel
To get dirty
To get dirty

To get dirty, you gotta get a little mud on ya
Dirty, you gotta get a little blood on ya
It's the bruises and the cuts, the way you kick the dust
The way you kick the dust
You can't get dirty till you get a little
Mud on ya
A little blood on ya

It's the bruises and the cuts, the way you kick the dust
Kick the dust
You can't get dirty till you get a little
Mud on ya
 
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Pop Evil-What Remains :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




I'm the face of all the shit that I've lost
I'm the crook that paid the ultimate cost
Trying to handle all these thoughts in my head
I'm the face of all the shit that I've lost

Backstabbing snakes shedding their skin
Spitting venom being poisoned within
I'm the boogeyman under the bed
Your worst nightmare, walking undead

I never meant to hurt you
Violence, my only virtue
I lived in silence
Now darkness, it consumes me
I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames
I am what remains

These new beginnings yeah we threw em away
Hey, hey
Your stories ending had me take all the blame
Hey, you
Go try and judge me but you'll just have to wait
No such thing as freedom, going from anger to hate

I never meant to hurt you
Violence, my only virtue
I lived in silence
Now darkness, it consumes me
I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I am what, I am what, I am what remains
I am what, I am what, I am what remains

I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I'm the face of all the shit that I've lost
I'm the crook that paid the ultimate cost

I never meant to hurt you
Violence, my only virtue
I lived in silence
Now darkness, it consumes me
I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I am what, I am what, I am what remains
I am what, I am what, I am what remains

I lie awake I can't sleep
Weighed down from all these chains
I can't escape the pain
My world's gone up in flames

I am what remains
 
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Mushroomhead-Fall In Line :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








(I) I'll be the beast of your nightmare!
I'll be the blood of your Christ, your despair!
I'll be the one you despise, you deny from inside, I don't care!

Fall in line for a brand new savior, I'm here to take you home
Follow blind, lead the blind in failure; I'll leave you all alone
Fall in line for a brand new lie as the sacrifice of your life unfolds
Fall in line for a brand new lie as your life unfolds

You're killin' me with all your sorrow
You're killin' me with all your lies (all your lies)
You're killin' me with all of your sorrow
You're killin' me with all of your lies
Killin' me, won't save tomorrow
Killin' me, won't say goodbye

(I) I'll be the beast of your nightmare!
I'll be the blood of your Christ, your despair!
I'll be the one you despise, you deny from inside, I don't care!

Fall in line for a brand new savior, I'm here to take you home
Follow blind, lead the blind in failure; I'll leave you all alone
Fall in line for a brand new lie as the sacrifice of your life unfolds
Fall in line for a brand new lie as your life unfolds

You're killin' me with all your sorrow
You're killin' me with all your lies (all your lies)
You're killin' me with all of your sorrow
You're killin' me with all of your lies
Killin' me, won't save tomorrow
Killin' me, won't say goodbye (goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye...)

On the end of a thousand knives, crawl along on the edge, survive
One million miles to go, this heavy load bestowed on me, on me
Stand back the heart wants what it wants; prepare to face the music (the music)
Stand fast the faith, armies in place to persevere, the ruthless (the ruthless)
Stand up for all, rise up at once; under the lie, the truth lives

Fall in line for a brand new savior, I'm here to take you home
Follow blind, lead the blind in failure; I'll leave you all alone
Fall in line for a brand new lie as the sacrifice of your life unfolds
Fall in line for a brand new lie as your life unfolds

You're killin' me with all your sorrow
You're killin' me with all your lies (all your lies)
You're killin' me with all of your sorrow
You're killin' me with all of your lies
Killin' me, won't save tomorrow
Killin' me, won't say goodbye
 
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And... Back to Metal :heart::hihi::heart::hihi::heart:
The Black Hand-Blackend Sky :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:


 
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Five Finger Death Punch-A Little Bit Off Today :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
I know I've posted this before but I'm really feeling it today. (And everyday)









I'm a little bit off today, something down inside me's different
Woke up a little off today, I could tell that something's wrong
I'm a little thrown off today, there's something going on inside me
I'm a little bit off today, a little bit off today
(I'm a little bit off today, a little bit off today)
See, I'm a little bit off today, I cannot put my finger on it
Got up a little off today, just to play that same old song
I don't really wanna try today, I see the thing in my reflection
But I'm a little bit dry today, I feel like I could die today
I'm a little bit off today, feel like I could die today

Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, dontcha know (I'm a little bit off)
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey you gotta let it go (I'm a little bit off, just a little bit off)

I'm a little pissed off today and there ain't nothing you can do about it
I'm a little bit put off today and I could not tell you why
Got a really short fuse today and everyone around me's fucking crazy
I'm a little ticked off today, a little bit pissed off today
(I'm a little bit off today, a little bit off today)
I told a little white lie today, I smiled and told someone I loved them
I had to say good bye today to someone that I love
I couldn't even cry today, I think my heart is finally broken
Didn't need a reason why today, don't need a reason why today

Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, dontcha know (I'm a little bit off)
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey you gotta let it go (I'm a little bit off, just a little bit off)

I got a little bit high today, got lost inside a sea of madness
Crashed a little bit hard today, crashed a little too hard today

(Everybody say)
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey yeah, dontcha know (I'm a little bit off)
Hey yeah, hey yeah, hey you gotta let it go (I'm a little bit off, just a little bit off)
Hey yeah, you gotta let it go (I'm a little bit off, just a little bit off)

I'm a little bit off today, something down inside me feels so different
I'm a little bit off today, you can all fuck off today
 
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Letdown-Empty :heart::aw::heart::aw::heart:









You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion, all the other fear I had

Nobody help me
I'm not cold, I'm empty
Somebody heal me, hold me, make me know me, hate me
No one can love me
Inside my lonely
Someone won't feel me, show me, make me know me, I'm not safe

You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion, all the other fear I had

I can't compel me
My mind won't sell me
It wants to fail me, hail me, let me carry, help me
And this is my misery
It wants to kill me
It's in my memory, but I'm shaking when it fails me

You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
Every bit of man I once was
Every bit of love that I could have
Living in a moment, setting into motion, all the other fear I had

Take it from me, I've taken a week to feel free
Never a thing, I don't know a thing to fix me
Stuck in my head now
Get me the hell out
Life is a game I don't wanna play, it played me
Lost in my ways, I'm lost and afraid and angry
Nobody help me
I'm not cold, I'm empty

You don't know the hell I've been through
You don't know the price I've paid
You can't see the walls I'm bracing, time I'm facing, all my days
 
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I tend to like ambient music or just sound combos you don't hear a lot. This is a long one but it fits my taste,
world's end girlfriend - 100 years of choke (2007)
Another really good one is, Igorrr - Cheval (2017)
 
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Love this song. I'd love to see Hitorie live one day.
 
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I know I've posted this before.... Probably a few times but I really want it to end. 🤬🤬🤬🤬
This SHIT SHOW needs to be done !!!!
Theory Of A Deadman-Hate My Life 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬



G1hbiBoYXRlIG15IGxpZmU%3D





So sick of the hobos
Always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work
And they just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people
Who can't drive their cars
Bitch, you better get out of the way
Before I start falling apart
I hate how my wife
Is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

How come I never get laid
Nice guys always lose
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job
My boss is a dick
I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

I hate that I can't tell
When a girl's underage
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass
Then her daddy punches me in the face
So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life
So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new, hearing "it sucks to be you"
I fucking hate my life
 
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From The Windows.... To The Walls 😁🤣😁🤣😁
Lil Jon And The Eastside Boyz-Get Low :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









3-6-9, damn, you fine
Hoping she can sock it to me one more time
Get low
Get low (get low)
Get low (get low)
Get low (get low)
To the window (to the window)
To the wall (to the wall)
Till the sweat drop down my balls (my balls)
Till all these bitches crawl (crawl)
Till all skeet-skeet, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Till all skeet-skeet, goddamn (goddamn)
Till all skeet-skeet, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Till all skeet-skeet, goddamn (goddamn)

Shawty crunk, so fresh, so clean
Can she fuck? That question been harassing me
In the mind, this bitch is fine
I done came to the club 'bout 50-11 times
Now can I play with your panty line?
The club owner said I need to calm down
Security guard's gonna sweat me now
Nigga drunker than a motherfucker, threaten me now

She getting crunk in the club, I mean she work it
And I like to see the females twerking
Taking her clothes off, buckey naked
ATL, ho, don't disrespect it
A-pop your pussy like this
Cause Yin Yang Twins in this b-i-itch
Lil Jon and the East Side Boys with me
And we all like to see ass and titties
Now bring your ass over here, ho
And let me see you get low if you want this thug
Now take it to the floor (to the floor)
And if your ass wanna act, you can keep your ass where you're at

3-6-9, damn, you fine
Hopin' she can sock it to me one more time
Get low
Get low (get low)
Get low (get low)
Get low (get low)
To the window (to the window)
To the wall (to the wall)
Till the sweat drop down my balls (my balls)
Till all these bitches crawl (crawl)
Till all skeet-skeet, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Till all skeet-skeet, goddamn (goddamn)
Till all skeet-skeet, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Till all skeet-skeet, goddamn (goddamn)

Let me see you get low (you scared, you scared)
Drop that ass to the floor (you scared, you scared)
Let me see you get low (you scared, you scared)
Drop that ass to the floor (you scared, you scared)
Drop that ass, aye, shake it fast, aye
Pop that ass to the left and the right, aye
Drop that ass, aye, shake it fast, aye
Pop that ass to the left and the right, aye
Now, back, back, back it up
Aye, now, back, back, back it up
Aye, now, back, back, back it up
Aye, now, back, back, back it up
Now, stop (oh!) Then wiggle with it (yeah!)
Now, stop (oh!) Then wiggle with it (yeah!)
Now, stop (oh!) Then wiggle with it (yeah!)
Now, stop (oh!) Then wiggle with it, wiggle with it

3-6-9, damn, you fine
Hoping she can sock it to me one more time
Get low
Get low (get low)
Get low (get low)
Get low (get low)
To the window (to the window)
To the wall (to the wall)
Till the sweat drop down my balls (my balls)
Till all these bitches crawl (crawl)
Till all skeet-skeet, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Till all skeet-skeet, goddamn (goddamn)
Till all skeet-skeet, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Till all skeet-skeet, goddamn (goddamn)

Now give me my dub back, go and get your friend
Stupid bitch standing there while I'm drinking my Henn'
Steady looking at me, still asking questions
Time's up, nigga, pass me another contestant
Ho, move to the left if you ain't 'bout 50
Done talked through 3 or 4 songs already
Looking at a nigga with your palm out
Bitch, I ain't even seen you dance
Twerk something, baby, work something, baby
Pop your pussy on the pole, do your thang, baby
Slide down that bitch a little bit, then stop
Get back on the floor, catch your balance, then drop
Now bring it back up, clap your ass like hands
I just wanna see your ass dirty dance
Yin Yang, we done done again
And put it on the map like "Hahn!"

3-6-9, damn, you fine
Hoping she can sock it to me one more time
Get low
Get low (get low)
Get low (get low)
Get low (get low)
To the window (to the window)
To the wall (to the wall)
Till the sweat drop down my balls (my balls)
Till all these bitches crawl (crawl)
Till all skeet-skeet, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Till all skeet-skeet, goddamn (goddamn)
Till all skeet-skeet, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Till all skeet-skeet, goddamn (goddamn)

Goddamn (goddamn)
Yeah, y'all twerking a little bit, ladies
But you gotta twerk a little bit harder than that
Now right now, I need all the ladies
That know they look good tonight
We want y'all to do this shit like this
Bend over to the front, touch your toes
Back that ass up and down and get low (get low)
Bend over to the front, touch your toes
Back that ass up and down and get low (get low)
Bend over to the front, touch your toes
Back that ass up and down and get low (get low)
Bend over to the front, touch your toes
Back that ass up and down and get low (get low)

3-6-9, damn, you fine
Hoping she can sock it to me one more time
Get low
Get low (get low)
Get low (get low)
Get low (get low)
To the window (to the window)
To the wall (to the wall)
Till the sweat drop down my balls (my balls)
Till all these bitches crawl (crawl)
Till all skeet-skeet, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Till all skeet-skeet, goddamn (goddamn)
Till all skeet-skeet, motherfucker (motherfucker)
Till all skeet-skeet, goddamn (goddamn)
 
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Starset-TokSik :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








There's something in the skies been burning
Something in the water's churning
It's time to bite your tongue and run and hide
(The end's arrived)

They don't want your body (they're coming for your mind)
They're taking everybody (eating it alive)
They're not zombies, they're toxified
(The hills have eyes)

It's coming to ruin everything
Coming from you and on to me
Spreading 'til it's on everything
Everything

It's radioactive (radioactive)
Living in a world of crazy
It's ovеr-reactive (over-rеactive)
Growing like a plague you can't see
And there's a meltdown coming (a meltdown coming)
The whole thing's turning (the world is turning)
Narcissistic (narcissistic)
Everyone's sick
TokSik
TokSik

They got the fools on parade again
With all the tools and the charlatans
Marching into the lion's den
To repent for their original sins

Earth to idiocracy
The toxic cloud is mushrooming
And you're all in the zone of the blast
Is anyone listening?
The dummies keep doubling
It's reaching hypocritical mass

And it's radioactive (radioactive)
Living in a world of crazy
It's over-reactive (over-reactive)
Growing like a plague you can't see
And there's a meltdown coming (a meltdown coming)
The whole thing's turning (the world is turning)
Narcissistic (narcissistic)
Everyone's sick
TokSik
TokSik

Zoomers and boomers and fascists and groomers
And commie consumers and lions and tigers and bears (oh my, oh my)
Dunning and Kruger are your real abusers
'Cause you are a product and I say it's buyer beware (hands over eyes)

I think that they have you so afraid
You say what they think
You don't really think what they say (keep them at bay)
Killed off religion and made up a new one
Where no one can question at all if it's ever your fault
Aye, what's that called?
I can't recall
Oh yeah, you're in a cult

You're in a cult
Oh
You're in a cult
In a cult

It's radioactive
Living in a world of crazy
It's over-reactivate
Growing like a plague you can't see

It's radioactive (radioactive)
Living in a world of crazy
It's over-reactive (over-reactive)
Growing like a plague you can't see
And there's a meltdown coming (a meltdown coming)
The whole thing's turning (the world is turning)
Narcissistic (narcissistic)
Everyone's sick
TokSik
TokSik

TokSik
 
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Sleep Theory-Stuck In My Head :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









(No)
(Oh yea-yea-yeah)

You see me walking away
And I know that the last thing you said
Was another regret I won't feel
But it's not what you say
It's the look on your face when you say it
That keeps on replaying the scene

(I think it's funny even though it's done)

You're still stuck in my, stuck in my, stuck in my head
Unlike anything that you ever said
You're still stuck in my, stuck in my, stuck in my head
Guess I can't pretend that we never met, not yet
No
Oh, yea-yea-yeah

It's got me running in place
And I know if I hear one more song
On those streets we drove on, I might break
I cut this off when I was through
How could my mind be stuck on you
I don't miss what we had before
And I don't need this anymore

(I think it's funny even though it's done)

You're still stuck in my, stuck in my, stuck in my head
Unlike anything that you ever said
You're still stuck in my, stuck in my, stuck in my head
Guess I can't pretend that we never met, not yet
No

After everything you tried to make believe
You couldn't make me feel a thing
So then why am I still stuck on you and me
It happens even when I try to go to sleep
Wake me up from this dream, and

Just get outta my, outta my, outta my head
Just like everything that you ever said
Why are you still stuck in my stuck in my stuck in my head?
Guess I can't pretend that we never met, not yet
No
Oh, yea-yea-yeah

No
Guess I can't pretend that we never met, not yet
No
 
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Meghan Trainor-Whoops :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








It's the real difference between an adult and a child
Bum, bum-bum
Bum, bum-bum-bum-bum-bum

Whoops, you messed up (bum, bum-bum)
Ran around and then you got caught (bum, bum-bum-bum-bum-bum)
Whoops, you messed up (bum, bum-bum)
Now you're cryin' about what you lost (bum, bum-bum-bum-bum-bum)
(Ooh-ooh) you did me dirty
(Ah-ah) hope she was worth it
(Ooh-ooh) you say you're sorry
But I think what you really mean is

Whoops
We had a good thing
With cute-ass nicknames
Guess our forever (mm-mm)
Turned into never

And she got 'bout half
Of my looks with no class
Now you say, "Come back"
But I think what you really mean is

Whoops, you messed up (messed up)
Ran around and then you got caught
Whoops, you messed up (messed up)
Now you're cryin' about what you lost
(Ooh-ooh) you did me dirty
(Ah-ah) hope she was worth it
(Ooh-ooh) you say you're sorry
(Ah-ah) but I think what you really mean is

Whoops, get gone
Pack it up, babe, we done
I said whoops, get gone
That's enough, baby, we done
I said

Pictures on your phone
That's called an uh-oh
Thought you were sneaky (mm-mm)
But you made it easy

And she got 'bout half
Of my looks with no ass
Now you say, "Come back"
But I think what you really mean is

Whoops (whoops), you messed up (you messed up)
Ran around and then you got caught
Whoops (whoops), you messed up (messed up)
Now you're cryin' about what you lost
(Ooh-ooh) you did me dirty (you did me dirty, babe)
(Ah-ah) hope she was worth it (yeah)
(Ooh-ooh) you say you're sorry
(Ah-ah) but I think what you really mean is

W-H-O-O-P-S (ah-ah)
Night, night, bitch, you made your bed (ah-ah)
That's the dumbest shit you ever did
Ever did, ever did (eh-eh-eh)

Whoops (whoops), you messed up (messed up)
Ran around and then you got caught
Whoops (whoops), you messed up (messed up, babe)
Now you're cryin' about what you lost
(Ooh-ooh) you did me dirty (you did me dirty, babe)
(Ah-ah) hope she was worth it (yeah-yeah)
(Ooh-ooh) you say you're sorry
(Ah-ah) but I think what you really mean is

Whoops (hey), get gone
Pack it up, babe, we done (we done)
I said whoops, get gone
That's enough, baby, we done
I said whoops, get gone
Pack it up, babe, we done
I said whoops, get gone (ey, ey)
That's enough, baby, we done
I say whoops
 
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Fatman Scoop/Crooklyn Clan-Be Faithful :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Bass track, Ow, ow,ow, ow,ow,ow
You got a hundred dollar bill, get your hands up!
You got a fifty dollar bill, get your hands up!
You got a twenty dollar bill, get your hands up!
You got a ten dollar bill, get your hands up!

Single ladies! I can't hear ya!
Single ladies! Make noise!
Single ladies! I can't hear ya!
Single ladies! Make noise!

All the chickenheads... Be quiet!
All the chickenheads... Be quiet!
All the chickenheads... Be quiet!
Yeah ladies, Fatman Scoop, Faith Evans sing along! Come on!

I never knew there was a
Love like this before

All the good lookin' women song along
I can't hear ya!

Never had someone to show me a love
Love like this before

What's your zodiac sign? (what)(what)
What's your zodiac sign? (I can't hear ya!)
What's your zodiac sign? (yeah, yeah, oh! oh!)

If you got long hair, get your hands up
If you got short hair, make noise!
If you got long hair, get your hands up
If you got short hair, make noise!

If you got long hair on your head, ladies!
If you got long hair on your head!
If you got long hair on your head from your ear to your sleeve
Even if you got a wig!

Yo! Can I get a (oo oo)
Can I get a (oo oo)
Can I get a (oo oo)
Oh! oh!

Can I get a (oo oo)
Can I get a (oo oo)
Can I get a (oo oo)
Oh! oh!

To all my niggas that they hit it from the back
Who want to have sex with no strings attached
Yo! Can I get a (what what)
Can I get a (what what)
Can I get a (what what)
Oh! oh!

Can I get a (what what)
Can I get a (what what)
Can I get a (what what)
Oh! oh!

"Engine, engine number 9
On the New York transit line
If my train goes off the track
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up

Who Fuckin Tonight? Who Fuckin tonight?
Who Fuckin Tonight? Oh! Oh! Who Fuckin tonight?
Who fuckin Tonight? Who Fuckin Tonight?
Who fuckin Tonight? Who Fuckin Tonight? Oh! Oh!

Stop Playin, Keep It Movin! Stop playin, keep it movin!
Stop playin, keep it movin! Keep movin movin movin movin!
Hey sing along!

Hey! Ho!
Hey! Ho!
Hey! ho!
Hey! ho!

(Ladies! (Hey) Fellas! (Ho) Ladies! (hey) Fellas! (Ho) Ladies!)
(Ladies! (Hey) Fellas! (Ho) Ladies! (hey) Fellas! (Ho) Ladies!)
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!
Sing along everybody now!

I never knew there was a love like this before
All the ladies if you in here, I need to hear y'all!
(Never had someone to show me a love)
Love like this before

Go girlfriend, its your birthday!
Go girlfriend, its your birthday!
Go girlfriend, its your birthday!

Oh! Oh!
Oh! Oh!

Fatman Scoop, Crooklyn Clan
Fatman Scoop, Crooklyn Clan
Fatman Scoop, Crooklyn Clan

Crooklyn Clan, Crooklyn Clan, Crooklyn Clan
Fatman Scoop, Crooklyn Clan
Fatman Scoop, Crooklyn Clan
Fatman Scoop, Crooklyn Clan, yeah
You better watch yo' step
 
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Still love this song...
Billie Eilish-What Was I Made For :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I used to float, now I just fall down
I used to know, but I'm not sure now
What I was made for
What was I made for?
Takin' a drive, I was an ideal
Looked so alive, turns out, I'm not real
Just something you paid for
What was I made for?

'Cause I, I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday I might
Someday I might

Mm, mm-mm, aah-ooh
Mm-mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm

When did it end? All the enjoyment
I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriend
It's not what he's made for
What was I made for?

'Cause I, 'cause I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday I might
Someday I might

Think I forgot, how to be happy
Something I'm not, but something I can be
Something I wait for
Something I'm made for
Something I'm made for
 
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Jelly Roll-I'm Not Ok :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I am not okay
I'm barely getting by
I'm losing track of days
And losing sleep at night
I am not okay
I'm hanging on the rails
So if I say I'm fine
Just know I learned to hide it well

I know, I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright

I woke up today
I almost stayed in bed
Had the devil on my back
And voices in my head
Some days, it ain't all bad
Some days, it all gets worse
Some days, I swear I'm better off
Layin' in that dirt

I know, I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright

Gonna be alright
Gonna be alright

I know one day
We'll see the other side
The pain'll wash away
In a holy water tide
And we all gonna be alright

I know, I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
 

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