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rikakawaii

rikakawaii

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Sep 13, 2024
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In a mere hour everything crashed and burned. My insecurities took over and caused a cascade of arguments with my close friends. I nearly fought one of them, and the other expressed that she lost all respect for me. Let's just say my true colors showed. Some context: we're a trio so I felt left out. I expressed this and started crying, so she called me a crybaby bitch and wanted to punch me. The other one said she lost respect because I caused a small scene in front of her parents when I raised my voice to ask to grab my keys. I cried otw home as I was forced to walk. All my shit is in her car so I have no keys or anything. I think I'm done. Once I get my shit, I plan on driving to target and buying a rope. Shall I write notes? I was thinking only for my family as I don't want to guilt trip my friends.
 
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A Dream of a Dream

A Dream of a Dream

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May 6, 2024
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Im so sorry this happened. Maybe everyone just needs a little space and time to cool down. Please give yourself some time too.
 
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maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I'm sorry you're so distraught.
Please don't try to ctb while upset.
That almost sure to fail!
Just my 2 cents but would be a shame if you woke up so disabled that you couldn't ever attempt to CTB again & bedridden. Impulsive acts have a higher chance of that end🌹💔
I'm sorry you're so distraught.
Please don't try to ctb while upset.
That almost sure to fail!
Just my 2 cents but would be a shame if you woke up so disabled that you couldn't ever attempt to CTB again & bedridden. Impulsive acts have a higher chance of that end🌹💔
 
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ThatStateOfMind

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Nov 13, 2021
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Hey, wanted to ask if you're still with us and if so, how are you doing now?
 

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