ghost_
Boo!
- Nov 10, 2021
- 111
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Callie Arcale
It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
- Feb 10, 2021
- 852
One of my favourite quotes:
Sleep is good,
Death is better,
Yet, surely, to never have been born is best.
Sleep is good,
Death is better,
Yet, surely, to never have been born is best.
AstroV
Member
- Nov 3, 2021
- 75
Can't cut it in this life. So yeah I'd have been better off in non existence.
10000% yes. If I were never born, I never would have people who now depend on me. I wouldn't be wracked with guilt for constantly letting people down. If I could flip a switch and wipe myself from existence, I would do it in a heartbeat. It would save a lot of people a lot of pain and heartache.
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,827
it's_all_a_game
I remember...death in the afternoon...
- Nov 7, 2020
- 356
stellabelle
ethereal
- Dec 14, 2018
- 3,918
Yes, I would wish it, but only due to the nature of the existence I've had being incredibly turbulent.
I do think at some points of my life, they were in fact productive but that productivity came to a screeching halt or a lack of care/concern/ignorance/oppression/refusal to accept me as a person rather than a possession was absolutely a factor in that.
That my decisions were influenced by abuse or abusers and that I was repeatedly "shut down" or "cast out" or "ignored" or "ostracized."
I have been in or out of trouble or able or unable to "help" in various ways. I have attempted to use my voice, make my own choices, and been isolated or "cast out" for that.
I have "given up" and "survived", I have expressed myself in various ways that are outside of a societal norm.
I was lied to, or lied about, or pushed in the "wrong" direction, or I have been pushed above and beyond to a limit that boils over into what I would describe as "rage" and torment. I was blamed for things that were not my fault. I was pushed into shit that I didn't want to be pushed into.
So I mean.
If I could reset my existence it would be to a safe home with a positive influence rather than destruction or self destruction.
Green Destiny
Life isn't worth the trouble.
- Nov 16, 2019
- 881
Yes i'm a person that was better off not being conceived. My parents already had 2 children, they didn't need to have another one but did because I was an accidental pregnancy. I am fortunate that I have a somewhat caring family but take me out of the picture and nothing really changes for them at all. I can't function in todays rat race of a life, I won't leave a positive mark on this planet, I haven't achieved anything worthwhile. I'm just a person that was better off in the void of non-existence.
Pisceslilith
Student
- Aug 19, 2019
- 159
Yes, there is no point in me being here.
Yes. I still can't believe my parents chose to have me knowing their circumstances. It's why I have chosen not to have kids.
$nowLeopard
Student
- Oct 30, 2021
- 161
demuic
Life was a mistake
- Sep 12, 2020
- 1,383
I wish I had never been born. There is nothing worth experiencing on earth.
Lysandre
I cannot tell yet I don't even wanna know
- Nov 22, 2021
- 55
My mother says we all have a purpose in this world, but she believes in god, and I don't.
I don't know my purpose, i don't think i have one and ive wandered too long without one. At this rate if i am to be a constant burden due to my lack of purpose then it wouldve been better if i Wasn't even born in the 1st place
I don't know my purpose, i don't think i have one and ive wandered too long without one. At this rate if i am to be a constant burden due to my lack of purpose then it wouldve been better if i Wasn't even born in the 1st place
That's the thought I keep coming to as well. I don't exactly want to die, I just want to cancel my existence. Being immobile and sleeping helps because when I dream, it all goes away. It would have been better for me not to have been around, for another mix of cells to have been born into my family. I feel like a failed experiment, for the most part. Waiting to wither by.
It's a toss up. I wish I didn't exist. Not to escape the pain I feel for the trash that I am, but for the affect I've had on others. If I could feel the pain for infinity and not have affected others, yes.
hopelessgirl
Mage
- Oct 12, 2021
- 515
because I would prefer to never have known the pain, and also the love. it wasn't worth it to me.
Absolutely, no question about it whatsoever.
bad_luck
Member
- Apr 17, 2021
- 19
Yes. I also regret not killing myself when I first began having suicidal thoughts at like 14.
Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,653
I do, desperately. Just wish I was never alive.
if humans really cared for their children they wouldnt bring them alive in the first place why because life is just a harm
this universe is my idea of hell everything is temporary here nothing here last nothing is
permanent one of the fundamental problems of the universe.
if humans really cared for their children they wouldnt bring them alive in the first place why because life is just a harm
this universe is my idea of hell everything is temporary here nothing here last nothing is
permanent one of the fundamental problems of the universe.
ikadasui
Arcanist
- May 29, 2018
- 464
Never should of seen the light of day. Ever. My parents were diseased pieces of trash who they themselves never should have been born and their fucked up shit is running through my veins clearly. Hate every second of my life and deeply wished I never experienced anything
Feeding Pigeons
Warlock
- Aug 5, 2021
- 776
Superdeterminist
Enlightened
- Apr 5, 2020
- 1,874
Gurtinukkk
Member
- Nov 18, 2021
- 9
NearlyIrrelevantCake
The Cake Is A Lie
- Aug 12, 2021
- 1,826
Doesn't matter if I've helped someone else or not--I should be able to not exist at my leisure and avoid pain and misery.
Esteban Il Divino
Member
- Nov 9, 2021
- 13
Definitely. I should not be born.
In my country, you need a license for fishing, but you don't need one to raise a child.
Simple rule : do not make a child with someone you barely know. Thanks mama and papa
In my country, you need a license for fishing, but you don't need one to raise a child.
Simple rule : do not make a child with someone you barely know. Thanks mama and papa
i enjoyed the small things of life when i was alive on this earth now i look to end my time here
Samsara
Experienced
- Mar 9, 2020
- 246
I do wish I had never been born. It seems like my destiny is to help others yet be unable to escape my own loneliness. Mother waited at least a decade to have me after being married and never wanted children. Sometimes I feel, in a way, I was never meant to be born.
Childhood can be a gift and full of wonder. In that sense I'm thankful to be born. Though at some point things started to go wrong. Now I wish I never had begun this rollercoaster. Now it's a gradual process of losing mental and physical health, and being partially dead already. Not sure if a decent childhood makes it worth it.
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