No way. My issue isn't my life in and of itself, but life in general and how much suffering there is. I just want to cease to exist forever and not be aware of anything. I hate living in this fucked up world and I hate how we are as a species. I made some mistakes, sure, but even if I hadn't, my life would still suck because of how I'm built and because of the state of the world in general. So no, thanks.