Would you still be suicidal if you woke up a multi billionaire tomorrow?

[I’vehadenough]

Yes, I'd still want to ctb
Money can't buy what I lost

 

[Enabran255]

Almost all the major failures and disappointments in my life have been directly caused by lack of money. It would definitely help a lot and I wouldn't be nearly as suicidal anymore. I could finally be considered worth something by society and romantic prospects.

That said, given how old I am now, I am not sure how much I could salvage starting this late in the game. There are so many years to make up for at this point and I'm light years behind everyone else in my age group. So it might let me finally live in a better area where I'd be happier being, and I could finally not have to worry about my years of failure to gain an appreciable income, but it wouldn't make me 20 again.

I've never even wanted much, I wouldn't need billions, just a few million so I can be independent of the toxic wageslavery system. Scratch that, it'd probably have to be some tens of millions minimum when you factor in the joke of a healthcare system in this country.

 

[HQTD]

Nothing can change you inside.

No amount of nothing can change you inside. Otherwise, we wouldn't be in this forum

 

[Dreamwithinadream]

Yes. I would still be in pain. Money can't buy good health.

 

[BridgeJumper]

Yes.
Money doesnt influence my butchered mental state at all.
And at least Id be able to afford N or travel to Beachy Head

 

[Astral316]

No chance I'd turn down multiple billions... could distract myself for a lifetiime and forget the fact that I never had true love or friendship or family belonging. To hell with that garbage if I had multiple billions, lmfao.

 

[jayfox]

Yes

it would change everything since i cant get complete treatment for my illnesses , I dont have enough money..:(

 

[I'm exhausted]

I would get myself all the treatments to get better. Then I'll start my business venture to help animals and others who are suffering from mental illnesses and travel to rescue animals. My dream is to have my own animal sanctuary. I've already mapped out how to achieve it.

 

[Are you lost too?]

Yes

money talks

 

[morningdew]

money can't buy health but maybe it could buy a team of people to help find solutions to chronic health problems. Then again, they could just make things worse as most doctors seem to do.

 

[passenger27]

I would maybe last a few more years. No amount of money in the world is going to fix my mental issues. I'll carry them with me wherever I go, rich or poor.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Yes, out could help to undo the damage that plastic surgery did to my face, I could go to the best surgeon in the world.
Probably that would help...
Multi billions of overkill though, I don't need that much

 

[Susan Caswell]

I would maybe last a few more years. No amount of money in the world is going to fix my mental issues. I'll carry them with me wherever I go, rich or poor.

I have enough money I need but deafening roaring hammering tinnitus both ears driving me insane making me so ill so tortured literally money cant buy your health ive tried theres not much money cant fix wish it could

 

[Nozzlehead]

Being a multibillionaire would actually kind of solve my problems, so no, I wouldn't be, at least not straight away.

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

YES!!!!

 

[Empty Smile]

Not me. If I woke up a billionaire, I'd donate all the money to this site to keep it up and running for the next hundred years, then I'd still ctb.

 

[issyishere]

Nope I would have access to better methods like N though.

 

[Reyki6667]

Useless.
I am incurable. The money was not the factor that will drive me to suicide but my health.

 

[JSauter]

Money would solve all my problems, so no.

 

[JoeFailure]

It would solve a lot of my anxiety issues for sure. I wouldn't need all that though, I'd donate and use most of that to help other people. I've seen the devastation that severe disabilities and illnesses cause people and families and would try to help those causes as much as I could.

But no matter what, I think it's always going to be tough for me to be happy in this world after seeing how cruel and unfair it truly is.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Money would bide me time for the inevitable. It solves a lot of my problems. I would be inclined to stick around longer for sure. I could at least live until my mom passes because not hurting her is the only reason I'm alive today. With money I could get a safe place to live alone, I could afford healthcare to try and help my physical issues, never have to work again, afford good food, games and hobbies as a distraction, buy my mom nice things. I could say fuck you to my ex and rub it in his face because he deserves that.

But money won't bring back what I lost. I'll still be me, I'll still be broken and deep down I know ctb is my inevitable end.

 

[angie]

Money would bide me time for the inevitable. It solves a lot of my problems. I would be inclined to stick around longer for sure. I could at least live until my mom passes because not hurting her is the only reason I'm alive today. With money I could get a safe place to live alone, I could afford healthcare to try and help my physical issues, never have to work again, afford good food, games and hobbies as a distraction, buy my mom nice things. I could say fuck you to my ex and rub it in his face because he deserves that.

But money won't bring back what I lost. I'll still be me, I'll still be broken and deep down I know ctb is my inevitable end.

All i would do is pay someone to put me to sleep permanently n painlessly . . My illness is incurable regardless so money can't change that .

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Useless.
I am incurable. The money was not the factor that will drive me to suicide but my health.

Same.

 

[Essence]

No. A) It would potentially give me some hope. Hope to remedy the shit in this world that so many innocent sentient beings succumb to. This includes animal abuse, child abuse, starting up something, not sure what but something, that would go toward assisting and supporting people that face what we face on this forum. B) More money = more stability, safety, confidence in a sense, security. These things go a long way for the tormented mind that is filled with hopelessness and rejection. No I would not ctb if I had that kinda money.

 

[Green Destiny]

Maybe i'd be happier for a little while. But who's to say it would last? Plenty of people have everything and anything they could wan't and they still wish to die.

 

[mycabbages]

Probably not. But it does not matter this would never happen.

 

[noctiva]

I'd still be suicidal. My time line would change though. I always knew I'll die by my own hand, whether that's at 24, 33, 49 or 67. I would probably aim at a slightly older age than I'm now if I was so rich that I didn't need to worry about anything but myself and stuff like loans, hoitovastike and putkiremontti weren't a thing on my mind.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I'd stick around to do some stuff, but money can't cure the effects of my early life. So yes, I'd still be suicidal.

 

[Throwawaysoul]

I suppose a backpack constantly pumping Ketamine into me 24/7 could help

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

money cannot fix loneliness, cannot lessen heartbreak and cannot buy trust