Would you like to be murdered?

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i wish i could pay someone to shoot me in the head 10 times.

but they made that a crime so nobody will do it because they don't want to go to jail.

they also brainwashed everyone to believe this kind of assisting in suicide is something very evil and monstrous and also suicide.

to me it's not my murder it's my Death which is escaping a hell a trillion times worse than anyone can imagine.

we all are going to die anyway. i just don't want to suffer extremely and my suicide is the only way to skip any suffering and then cease to exist as i would have anyway as we all will be obliterated and never exist again.

i and every human is going to end up the same Non-Existent , erased , nothing 1 micro second after the brain dies.

so my choices are 1. don't suicide and suffer extremely and die anyway. 2. suicide skip any suffering and die anyway. . surely 2 is a trillion times better. but they say no that's "mental illness"

 

[Useless Idiot]

That would be great. I need to die so much but I don't have the courage. If someone killed me, he would be doing me a great favor.

 

[franos666]

I wouldn't have problem if somebody killed me even by stabbing :D

 

[d4isy]

NSFW: i want to be choked to death while getting absolutely railed.

sex + euphoria + death =

omg same but i was too scared to say that on here lol

 

[RedFruit]

Sometimes I wish for it, but not through strangulation.

Somehow this is the way I want to go the most. Someone strangling me to death.

 

[Kanau_Nano]

It becomes a commitment, so both have to stab at exactly the same time, accepting the pain, although taking painkillers and getting drunk may help. Yes, death is not immediate, nor should it be, if seeking to experience the thrill for longer. If it is really taking too long, we suicidal transgirls can move the knives around inside each other's bodies and twist them left and right, even pull them out and plunge them back in. Obviously, it also depends on the knife. A long narrow one without serration goes in easier, but causes less damage. A wide knife is much more difficult to insert, but damages more. Whether narrow or wide, serrated knives cause more damage and serrated curved knives even more if pulled out and plunged back in, not to forget moving them around inside and twisting. We've considered all of this, even starting with knitting needles before moving onto knives. Maybe we can CTB with knitting needles if we have the patience to wait for slow departure.

What made you choose this method if I can ask? Sounds really complicated to find people that will do this, then meeting, and hoping it all goes to plan

 

[Yurak Hunt]

This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.

I would actually prefer this very much. At least then my life insurance would still be valid.

 

[Spit On My Grave]

If it is legal I would like to assign a Mexican gang to murder me and Spit On My Grave right after.

 

[Lostforgood]

This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.

I do wish I could be murdered. It'd make things so much easier

 

[Exordium]

I've really thought about posting something on Craigslist like "FREE SHOOT!" and offering for someone to shoot me, advertising that if anyone would like to shoot and kill another person, i'm offering myself up.

the problem is such a post would be reported/removed very quickly. i've also thought about finding someone near me to engineer a scenario where i'm trying to "break into" their house and they have no choice but to shoot me, hopefully multiple times, in order to give them plausible deniability. i don't want the person who removes me from this disgusting world to be punished at all.

suicide by cop is problematic because if you survive, there are legal repercussions. people have actually been punished for it. it sucks

 

[Snailey]

Its definitely a fantasy I have. Getting instantly killed by a stray bullet, or crushed from an accident. Although I guess murder is different from accidental death, being full on intentionally murdered would be fine as long as im not tortured.

I think for me it removes the "embarrassment" and responsibility from CTB. Like, it was all out of my hands and I couldn't do anything to stop it. And as one poster above me said, it would be easier on my family.

 

[T22222222]

yeah idk it would take out the SI part of it