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ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
413
Weirdly enough, no.
I kind of see it as a lose, lost battle. I want to be the one who ends my own life.
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
679
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
Sure it would be interesting. A random fantasy of all the magical worlds I've read
 
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outrider567

Illuminated
Apr 5, 2022
3,016
No, they might botch it---In Germany, with the Russian Troops advancing at the end of the war, thousands of Germans committed suicide--Many killed their families and then themselves--But this one guy, after killing his family, then shot himself, but he only succeeded in blinding himself
 
idfwlnh

idfwlnh

Mousse - the final "peace" in life
Apr 10, 2026
120
yes please assassinate me
i can't kms and dont have enough courage to do so anw
there was a guy on a video smwhere talking to a prb depressed girl saying that "why still living? is killing yrsf that hard? it just means that you still want to live"
hell, SI is not THAT easy to overcome
 
in hell out soon

in hell out soon

taking way longer than expected
Apr 27, 2020
127
in an ideal world it would be quick, it would be painless, and the person doing it would not be caught
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
804
Something fast yes, it's for the best, that way my family doesn't blame themselves.
 
scordatura

scordatura

burn me at the stake
Sep 12, 2025
130
In my worst ways yes I would. Irregardless I have no care for myself in those moments. Do anything as long as it gets it done.

But then the thing though, is when I imagine being murdered, I end up imagining being murdered in a way that would induce intense prolonged sufferering, and then I get scared and think, I need to kill myself before that happens to me. I have quite high level paranoia that consumes me...

But aswell, even though I'm suicidal, I'd also be pissed off, what gives you the right to do absolutely anything to my body? It's the only thing that's mine... and I'm sure I don't deserve that either.
 
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Johnporkyy1000

Johnporkyy1000

Member
Dec 5, 2025
15
Yes and no. Yes cause I'd be at peace dead but no cause I wanna do it on my own terms
 
ben_

ben_

i ben therefore i am
Oct 31, 2023
107
someone making the choice for you - what's not to like! homicide or a (genuine) accident is always preferred by me :)

i also used to be ideating this a lot... execution style, bullet in the head, and i'm smiling inside.. because they have no idea how piece of shit of a person i really am...

now that i think about it.. it could happen years ago.. was drinking with friends, and at some point the one crazy girl took the biggest kitchen knife and put it right to my throat. i've never seen people sober up that quick.. they were all spooked.. only me and her had fun...
 
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MyMomWasMyLife

Member
May 2, 2026
114
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
As long as it's quick and painless.
 
gardenoflonely

gardenoflonely

I'm ready whenever you are, God
Apr 29, 2026
128
Not really tbh, I want control over how I go out
 
EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
2,330
Only if rapid unaliving, eg quick shot, explosion... tho explosion has the risk of harming others, which isn't acceptable for me (only if no one else was harmed but me and the person who pulls their special vest, would it be ok)
 
Ima-username

Ima-username

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
142
Yes but no one on here is from the UK to help me
 
killawithme

killawithme

empty.
Jan 2, 2026
38
with a gun or drugs maybe but any other way no.
 
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SarahThrowsGin

Member
Aug 22, 2025
96
No to being murdered, but would have liked to die in an accident (so long as it does not take long to die, of course).
 
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Bybye

Bybye

Member
Sep 24, 2023
50
I mean, if a sniper picks me out of a crowd and blows my brains out, lovely, I'd want that. I wouldn't know what was happenng.
If someone does a proper chokehold until I'm fully gone, that'd be great, I'd pass out quickly and painlessly.

If they're going to strangle me to death, then no. Stabbed in the stomach, slowly bleeding to death? Nah. Pushed off a window? Terrifying, no thank you.
 
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Nothingness91827

Member
Apr 14, 2026
12
I'm and Uber driver that works the graveyard shift. I'm still waiting for someone to pull a gun because the conversation that would take place next would be incredibly cathartic for me and confusing for them.

I wouldn't mind at all if I was murdered, but I would kindly ask they aim properly to avoid maiming.

Has anyone seen the video of a bar getting robbed where a patron didn't get down or move at all. He sat there with his beer and didn't flinch. The 2 robbers attempted to get his valuables and he did not give in.

That is what my reaction would be.
 
strangulation

strangulation

Member
Apr 9, 2026
22
i guess it would be nice if someone poisoned me without me knowing but i wouldn't like it any other way.
Be shot yeah as it's quick and instant death but not stabbed or strangulation.

I would rather be executed with lethal injection like the death row prisoner, how come they have an easier death.
i've heard lethal injection can go wrong and be incredibly painful so i wouldn't say its an easy death in every case lol
 
2mikki

2mikki

Student
Apr 23, 2026
3
Yes only if its a fast death. Else I'd rather end everything by myself because I would be ready
 
z14z

z14z

Member
May 15, 2025
38
i find it really disrespectful to myself if I was killed by someone else lol, other than that I've fantasized about accidental deaths like getting hit by a car even tho I prefer an easy death which doesn't involve others
 
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dhk96

dhk96

Experienced
May 8, 2018
235
Only if it's unexpected/quick/painless. I don't want to be conscious during my death or aware that I'm going to be killed right before it happens.
 
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tannhausers

tannhausers

Голодный.
Apr 23, 2026
31
bombed with the nuke - yes
shotted in the head - maybe
brutally killed with the knife - hell no
 
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Merocero

Merocero

Tired.
Jul 29, 2025
62
i think i wouldnt mind, it would make it easier on my family as well so...
 
phantasmagoria

phantasmagoria

Member
Nov 17, 2025
54
I wouldn't call it murder; I'd call it a mercy killing. It's preferable to me than suicide. I think being injected with a lot of heroin would be a nice way to go. Just immense feelings of euphoria as I die.
 
salviap

salviap

I am no longer interested in the world.
Apr 7, 2024
63
This post is not a threat, I promise!
Suicidal people may yearn for death, but how would you feel if someone killed you?
Personally, compared to continuing to live, I would prefer being shot in the head, pushed off a cliff, hanged, or strangled, but I wouldn't want to be stabbed.
Certainly. I'd hire a hitman for myself if I could.
 
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bed

Member
May 9, 2026
7
no, i doubt it'd be quick or pleasant and you'd be filled with immense fear until you pass out or die. you could also be potentially tortured in the process as well.

now if it was just a random gunshot to the head with no prior knowledge of it happening, sure. you'd just die instantly and never even know.
 
StoneCactus

StoneCactus

Member
Mar 15, 2026
88
Depends on how they'd kill me. Blow my head off with a gun? Absolutely. Stabbed, strangled, pushed info the path of a car or train? Absolutely not.
 
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