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L'absent

L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
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What if someone offered you the chance? I do.
 
ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
Nah, I've got plenty of resources at my disposal already.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,267
Transporting that back would be an ordeal in itself. Not interested in firearms anyways though honestly
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Honestly, if I could, yes. Whilst a suicide from a gunshot seems to be brutal when looking at it from an observer's perspective, it's probably the best suicide method imo if done right since the brainstem would shut down immediately meaning that I wouldn't actually feel any suffering and I'd instantly be dead
 
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LURKMOAR

LURKMOAR

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Nov 22, 2024
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Maybe if they were selling a bridge with that.

But no, I wouldn't take that offer, because it sounds like it would be a massive con, and, in any case, illegal and a waste of money. Even if it wasn't any of these things, I still wouldn't take up the offer, because I decided that I wouldn't use a firearm for CTB if I had access to one, all due to ethical concerns (e.g., leaving a firearm unattended after the fact).
 
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theater

theater

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Dec 10, 2024
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If I could not buy one myself? Maybe I suppose. I don't think about that scenario ever.
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
674
No, because I'm not allowed to possess firearms due to mental illness and the risk of getting caught with one would be too great. I'm not sure about the exact details of the laws I would be violating, but I think it's probably a felony so I'd be looking at prison time. My fear of prison is almost as bad as my fear of failing a suicide attempt and ending up disabled.

Also I'm not sure I could overcome SI with a shotgun. Even though it's practically instantaneous and should be pain free, it's still so incredibly violent and gruesome it's hard to imagine doing that to myself.
 
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HereWeGo!

HereWeGo!

Please give me the guts to _ _ _ 🙏🏻
Dec 7, 2024
216
@L'absent
Interesting question. Will I be able to bring it home again or do I need to use it on the spot? Otherwise, a shotgun is too brutal. An ordinary gun would be enough for me.
 
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L'absent

L'absent

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@L'absent
Interesting question. Will I be able to bring it home again or do I need to use it on the spot? Otherwise, a shotgun is too brutal. An ordinary gun would be enough for me.
No, it can only be used on site.
Honestly, if I could, yes. Whilst a suicide from a gunshot seems to be brutal when looking at it from an observer's perspective, it's probably the best suicide method imo if done right since the brainstem would shut down immediately meaning that I wouldn't actually feel any suffering and I'd instantly be dead
Probably not just the brainstem. Is it so bad to see what we look like inside?😅 We're not used to it, but we're still us inside and out.
 
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HereWeGo!

HereWeGo!

Please give me the guts to _ _ _ 🙏🏻
Dec 7, 2024
216
No, it can only be used on site.

Probably not just the brainstem. Is it so bad to see what we look like inside?😅 We're not used to it, but we're still us inside and out.
Then I would reject the offer I think.
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
910
Absolutely not! Now, I would travel that long for a pill that would guarantee death if taken. I could never imagine using that method. The people that try that method I always have such a deep sense of empathy for them. It sounds like such a horrible way to end one's life and I can never imagine how that person must feel during those moments
 
Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
267
I absolutely would, it would be even better if I get to pick a model of my choice. I'm interested in firearms too and it's my method of choice, but it's hard for me to get one in my country and now it's even harder for a suicidal person to get one because of the asshole that shot up the Charles University.
 
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L'absent

L'absent

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Aug 18, 2024
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I absolutely would, it would be even better if I get to pick a model of my choice. I'm interested in firearms too and it's my method of choice, but it's hard for me to get one in my country and now it's even harder for a suicidal person to get one because of the asshole that shot up the Charles University.
For a suicidal person it is impossible. It is impossible for those who take benzodiazepines to sleep, or analgesics... let alone for those who have even mild mental disorders or worse if they are suicidal.
 

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