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lilli_188

lilli_188

麾 lili
Apr 8, 2026
20
Somehow, I found DSL without succumbing to the defeat of asking someone for direct help. Not literally, I am just more of the independent type. Gosh… all I have to say is the clues are beyond straightforward all over this site, and when I saw it I was genuinely shocked how stupid it was. It just made perfect sense! I was super frustrated trying to find it that I went over the top and should have kept it way simpler.

Anyways .. enough on that. If DSL has yet to reach your hands, please look on other threads as I don't want to be responsible for helping anyone out on it. I can't say the SN route is something I'm completely sure about doing yet, and while I've done my own research, I'd feel far more assured hearing from others. For anyone who has purchased SN, or has looked into it themselves as a primary method: are/were you certain about your decision, and did you run into any issues? Do you have any recommendations for storing or how it should be shipped when staying in a shared home? Have seen some of these questions answered before to different extents, but not really anything concrete. To preface: I'm not looking for personal advice or to be told what to do, just hoping to hear about others perspectives and experiences. Thanks to anyone willing, and may everyone have a peaceful day.
 
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Atticuss

Atticuss

Member
Apr 7, 2026
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My main concern is just getting a wellness check. I don't live in the U.K, but Canada is not too far behind that
 
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lilli_188

麾 lili
Apr 8, 2026
20
My main concern is just getting a wellness check. I don't live in the U.K, but Canada is not too far behind that
Yeah, I heard of the wellness checks being a UK thing, but I'm afraid with my luck I'll end up with one too (Canadian as well). I see many people with P.O boxes to avoid the hassle of it being delivered to their homes so its another thing to consider
 
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aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

♡ strxwberrymilk
Feb 14, 2026
350
No shipping issues or welfare check, my package took a little over a week to arrive and I paid for express shipping. I would put it somewhere safe where it won't be found, a lot of people overthink this but it's not like it's uranium.
 
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NotSoEnchanted

NotSoEnchanted

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Dec 26, 2025
178
I'm certain about my decision, that's why I wanted SN because once you take it, there's really no going back and you're pretty much guaranteed death. I just received the SN today (U.S) I ordered through the express option, and it took 20 days to arrive after getting shipped, 25 days total from when I first ordered. I only had one minor shipping issue, and that's because USPS sucks and they sent it to the wrong post office. I had it delivered to a P.O. Box, and doing the same may be best for you since you live with others. The packaging and the fact it's from a different country may raise questions, so best to keep it from prying eyes.

I plan to keep mine stored in the vacuum sealed package it came in, hidden in my bedroom. Oh, and as for tracking your package, I found after-ship helpful, as the tracking service from the country of origin is hard to navigate. It's not super accurate once it gets to the destination country though, so I would then switch to whatever the Canadian equivalent of USPS is to track it.
 
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murdoc23

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Mar 5, 2026
31
Got my package today as well in the US. No welfare check. Paid for 200g with express shipping. I just sent them a $200 Amazon gift card in total.

Got it shipped to my regular address, used real name. Took about nine days total for me once it shipped so it wasn't that long.
 
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lilli_188

lilli_188

麾 lili
Apr 8, 2026
20
Got my package today as well in the US. No welfare check. Paid for 200g with express shipping. I just sent them a $200 Amazon gift card in total.

Got it shipped to my regular address, used real name. Took about nine days total for me once it shipped so it wasn't that long.
Sorry if it's a stupid question, but why buy 200g? Did you buy it meant for testing/backup, or do you generally need that much?
I'm certain about my decision, that's why I wanted SN because once you take it, there's really no going back and you're pretty much guaranteed death. I just received the SN today (U.S) I ordered through the express option, and it took 20 days to arrive after getting shipped, 25 days total from when I first ordered. I only had one minor shipping issue, and that's because USPS sucks and they sent it to the wrong post office. I had it delivered to a P.O. Box, and doing the same may be best for you since you live with others. The packaging and the fact it's from a different country may raise questions, so best to keep it from prying eyes.

I plan to keep mine stored in the vacuum sealed package it came in, hidden in my bedroom. Oh, and as for tracking your package, I found after-ship helpful, as the tracking service from the country of origin is hard to navigate. It's not super accurate once it gets to the destination country though, so I would then switch to whatever the Canadian equivalent of USPS is to track it.
I appreciate that last bit you mentioned a lot .. I never even thought about the tracking getting fuzzy as it hits overseas.
 
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murdoc23

Member
Mar 5, 2026
31
Sorry if it's a stupid question, but why buy 200g? Did you buy it meant for testing/backup, or do you generally need that much?

Mostly just for backup, may as well test it too. I figure this stuff isn't the easiest to get so no harm in having extra. I still need to find a way to get Meto also.
 
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name2come

Member
Sep 30, 2025
41
I bought from them twice (realized I probably needed more to have a backup dose) and found it quite straightforward. I'd kind of recommend NOT getting the express shipping. I didn't either time and both times it got into the US reasonably fast and maybe just an extra week compared to what I've seen people report with express shipping.

Package is going to look a bit weird, but any overseas package will. If you happen to order overseas routinely, it won't raise eyebrows, but might be something to consider. I used my name when ordering. Seemed riskier to over complicate things. The product is still legal to have in the US, tho, so I felt some security with that.

I'm not fully committed to using SN. When I felt I couldn't find anywhere to buy it, I was strongly considering partial hanging and I haven't ruled that out, but I feel some relief in having both options available to me. My biggest anxiety is that I have cats and want to be extra sure they aren't harmed by my attempt. While I would ideally want to CTB at home, I am at least considering getting a hotel room. It's a dynamic I just have to keep in mind.
 
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lilli_188

麾 lili
Apr 8, 2026
20
I bought from them twice (realized I probably needed more to have a backup dose) and found it quite straightforward. I'd kind of recommend NOT getting the express shipping. I didn't either time and both times it got into the US reasonably fast and maybe just an extra week compared to what I've seen people report with express shipping.

Package is going to look a bit weird, but any overseas package will. If you happen to order overseas routinely, it won't raise eyebrows, but might be something to consider. I used my name when ordering. Seemed riskier to over complicate things. The product is still legal to have in the US, tho, so I felt some security with that.

I'm not fully committed to using SN. When I felt I couldn't find anywhere to buy it, I was strongly considering partial hanging and I haven't ruled that out, but I feel some relief in having both options available to me. My biggest anxiety is that I have cats and want to be extra sure they aren't harmed by my attempt. While I would ideally want to CTB at home, I am at least considering getting a hotel room. It's a dynamic I just have to keep in mind.
I also considered the partial hanging but I keep having issues hitting my carotid arteries, and I didn't want to do it if it was going to obstruct my breathing painfully .. hence why I started seeking SN. You do make a good point about the cats though, as I also have one but she is strictly only allowed upstairs while my room is the only one in the basement
 
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meowzers3276

Student
Mar 28, 2026
143
Got my package today as well in the US. No welfare check. Paid for 200g with express shipping. I just sent them a $200 Amazon gift card in total.

Got it shipped to my regular address, used real name. Took about nine days total for me once it shipped so it wasn't that long.
how long did it take for him to send your tracking #? i ordered mine on sunday and have yet to recieve my tracking number, but he did reach out to me!
 
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murdoc23

Member
Mar 5, 2026
31
how long did it take for him to send your tracking #? i ordered mine on sunday and have yet to recieve my tracking number, but he did reach out to me!

I got my tracking number after 2 days.
 
Rihan

Rihan

Looking for courage of the heart
Jan 11, 2026
66
My main concern is just getting a wellness check. I don't live in the U.K, but Canada is not too far behind that
I'm nervous about this as well. What is there to even say if we get a wellness check? Is the product confiscated?
 
lilli_188

lilli_188

麾 lili
Apr 8, 2026
20
I'm nervous about this as well. What is there to even say if we get a wellness check? Is the product confiscated?
The product would be confiscated if they deem you are mentally unwell and planning to use it for unintended purposes (though from what I've heard, it can go either way simply based on the area and who meets you). If you got a wellness check they'd assess your mental state and try to prevent you from doing anything that might cause harm, so depending on compliance that could end up with a trip to the hospital. I personally never had a wellness check in regards to product, but this is what I've heard as well as similar to a check in I received due to suicidal ideation in the past
 
Rihan

Rihan

Looking for courage of the heart
Jan 11, 2026
66
The product would be confiscated if they deem you are mentally unwell and planning to use it for unintended purposes (though from what I've heard, it can go either way simply based on the area and who meets you). If you got a wellness check they'd assess your mental state and try to prevent you from doing anything that might cause harm, so depending on compliance that could end up with a trip to the hospital. I personally never had a wellness check in regards to product, but this is what I've heard as well as similar to a check in I received due to suicidal ideation in the past
Wow... I wonder if they take a look at your mental health's history for this. I was hospitalized in the past for being really suicidal, so I hope that wouldn't make them suspicious. I'm not sure of what excuse I could use to explain why I even ordered the product.
 
lilli_188

lilli_188

麾 lili
Apr 8, 2026
20
Wow... I wonder if they take a look at your mental health's history for this. I was hospitalized in the past for being really suicidal, so I hope that wouldn't make them suspicious. I'm not sure of what excuse I could use to explain why I even ordered the product.
You shouldn't worry too much since i think the only place big on welfare checks right now is the UK. When they come to your door it's not like they have your records in hand, and if you're down low enough maybe they'd stop pressing you
 

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