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Temporary Breakway

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I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
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I wished I owned a firearm to help out, but I am not that smart enough to know, but anything where it's at the head will be very plausible and would result in damage but I'm not to sure about instant death. To ctb, I think you'd need to go for a certain nerve in the brain or equally any part that would instantly work for you. I remembered my time from SW and a man said it does help to ctb but I equally know you may survive (edit: with a barrel to head, you won't or heart from many stories I know and it depends on barrel too and how durable the bullets are too: it's a yes), and I wished I had saved their comment to better answer this. :((
 
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UnnervedCompany

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Jun 21, 2024
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It's pretty scary to CTB using a weapon here is a list for why I would believe you should find a better option. First is the chances of living are decent and living with a gun shot wound would be excruciating. Secondly it is extremely painful. Thirdly the people who will see your body after you die will be traumatized but that is if you care about those people whether friends, lover or family.
 
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Temporary Breakway

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Jan 9, 2025
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I wished I owned a firearm to help out, but I am not that smart enough to know, but anything where it's at the head will be very plausible and would result in damage but I'm not to sure about instant death. To ctb, I think you'd need to go for a certain nerve in the brain or equally any part that would instantly work for you. I remembered my time from SW and a man said it does help to ctb but I equally know you may survive, and I wished I had saved their comment to better answer this. :((
Medulla Oblongata specifically
It's pretty scary to CTB using a weapon here is a list for why I would believe you should find a better option. First is the chances of living are decent and living with a gun shot wound would be excruciating. Secondly it is extremely painful. Thirdly the people who will see your body after you die will be traumatized but that is if you care about those people whether friends, lover or family.
Below is something I found here
 

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idelttoilfsadness21

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Medulla Oblongata specifically

Below is something I found here
Perfect for the user ((:
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
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Personally I want to be unrecognizable so my ugly little mug may never be seen or identified
Same… I want so badly to be disfigured if I have a gun…, and I do hope you find freedom and peace, Temp 🥹🫂💕
 
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Temporary Breakway

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Jan 9, 2025
154
Same… I want so badly to be disfigured if I have a gun…, and I do hope you find freedom and peace, Temp 🥹🫂💕
I am an evil so existential I likely don't even deserve to die
And yet I will
Simply because I can and I am able too
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

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Jan 6, 2025
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I am an evil so existential I likely don't even deserve to die
And yet I will
Simply because I can and I am able too
You are very lucky and hope you find your peace and happiness, and as for me, I am I good who is made to die but am being forced to live ((:
I am working on it and I will do it :D
 
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Temporary Breakway

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Jan 9, 2025
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It's pretty scary to CTB using a weapon here is a list for why I would believe you should find a better option. First is the chances of living are decent and living with a gun shot wound would be excruciating. Secondly it is extremely painful. Thirdly the people who will see your body after you die will be traumatized but that is if you care about those people whether friends, lover or family.
I think you actually die long before the brain has time to register the pain
 
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Thomas599

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Jan 9, 2025
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Shooting in the temple is fraught with the possibility of injury without achieving the result that you wanted. Pointing the end of the pistol directly in the mouth and a slight angle would be more effective as it would most likely hit the brain stem at the back of the head and the CTB job would be effective, unless you jerk your hand when the trigger is pulled.
 
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Temporary Breakway

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Jan 9, 2025
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Shooting in the temple is fraught with the possibility of injury without achieving the result that you wanted. Pointing the end of the pistol directly in the mouth and a slight angle would be more effective as it would most likely hit the brain stem at the back of the head and the CTB job would be effective, unless you jerk your hand when the trigger is pulled.
Decided I'd go behind the ear instead, can't fuck that up
 
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oneeyed

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Oct 11, 2022
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Would you even be able to reach the trigger comfortably on a shotgun when you point it at the temple/bring the ear? I know nothing about guns so this is a serious question. I imagine if you are struggling to get to the trigger, it'll be easy to slip.
 
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Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,199
A shotgun is a very crude weapon when it comes to ctb. Nothing subtle about it.
It will mess you up, but will it kill you? You have a pretty good chsnce, but the angle matters.
Unless you have really long arms, the trigger is difficult to reach with the gun in a "self harm" position
Some survive by blasting away all flesh in the target area. With a shallow angle, the blast can deflect. It will hurt like hell snd be terribly loud.
Google shotgun suicide survivor.
Research, plan and practice. Use a live round when you feel you are ready.
Plan to succeed. Good luck.
 
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SunriseParabellum

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Jan 24, 2025
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Would you even be able to reach the trigger comfortably on a shotgun when you point it at the temple/bring the ear? I know nothing about guns so this is a serious question. I imagine if you are struggling to get to the trigger, it'll be easy to slip.
It would mostly depend on the length of the gun and the length of your arms. I've held ones that I could comfortably hold at that angle and ones that I wouldn't be able to reach the trigger but I've also got pretty long arms, if you're shorter it's gonna be a lot tougher