CaramelAppleStars
Deity Someplace Else
- Oct 13, 2025
- 5
I have been looking into methods recently, and so far I have seen hardly any peaceful methods that are still feasible. Most of the drugs that were used for a peaceful out back then, are now illegal to purchase in some places (where I live usually included).
I know that people that are trying to prevent suicide aren't thinking about how to make potential suicides as peaceful as possible — that's a very pro-choice view that most cannot even fathom being valid. It still makes me upset, though.
If someone wants to CTB, they will do it, regardless of if it's peaceful or not. If they get desperate enough, that is.
Personally, I'd prefer to go out with the least pain possible. I'm not, however, above doing whatever will work. If I can't find a peaceful out soon enough, I will do whatever it takes.
I may just be looking in the wrong places for methods. My knowledge so far is very limited, but I'm afraid I will have to experience intense pain before death.
Maybe that's the price to pay for peace, though. This world does always make you pay.
I know that people that are trying to prevent suicide aren't thinking about how to make potential suicides as peaceful as possible — that's a very pro-choice view that most cannot even fathom being valid. It still makes me upset, though.
If someone wants to CTB, they will do it, regardless of if it's peaceful or not. If they get desperate enough, that is.
Personally, I'd prefer to go out with the least pain possible. I'm not, however, above doing whatever will work. If I can't find a peaceful out soon enough, I will do whatever it takes.
I may just be looking in the wrong places for methods. My knowledge so far is very limited, but I'm afraid I will have to experience intense pain before death.
Maybe that's the price to pay for peace, though. This world does always make you pay.
