Just my thoughts about this website and a little bit of backstory. About my background: I'm a disabled person (legally blind) with a progressive eye condition that will eventually worsen and lead to blindness it's genetic. Due to this i also now have back pain almost constantly, and mind you this is only 40% of my problem, the place i'm living in is also not so good for disabled people. I first found this site from scrolling in WPD comments. I was having so much pain in my life, that i wanted to see CTB video just to make myself feel better. This website means a lot to me since I was able to find a way to end my suffering from the information i gathered and help from this community. Today i have one of my back pain episode again and i have come to peace with my SI, 50% of my fear is now gone and i'm confident that i can do it.
I'm currently trying to order my method and now in coms with the supplier, i also have other things needed for my method. I know CTB is usually seen as a harmful thing, but for people with chronic pain or deep financial despair sometimes CTB look more peaceful than having to deal with the condition they will go through. If i can donate to this website from a non crypto method, i'd like to but i don't know how. Once again i'm very grateful for this website and the community, we have some amazing people here. I also empathize for those who plan to CTB in the near future, i'd like you to reconsider, but what's best is up to you.
Without this site i'd have been in constant pain and i also have problem meeting with people due to my ocd, basically i'm just a living corpse in constant pain that is always misunderstood. Last but not least hopefully my transaction goes well but just in case it doesn't i already have a backup source. And remember CTB is never selfish if it ends your pain and best of luck in life to all of you.
I'm currently trying to order my method and now in coms with the supplier, i also have other things needed for my method. I know CTB is usually seen as a harmful thing, but for people with chronic pain or deep financial despair sometimes CTB look more peaceful than having to deal with the condition they will go through. If i can donate to this website from a non crypto method, i'd like to but i don't know how. Once again i'm very grateful for this website and the community, we have some amazing people here. I also empathize for those who plan to CTB in the near future, i'd like you to reconsider, but what's best is up to you.
Without this site i'd have been in constant pain and i also have problem meeting with people due to my ocd, basically i'm just a living corpse in constant pain that is always misunderstood. Last but not least hopefully my transaction goes well but just in case it doesn't i already have a backup source. And remember CTB is never selfish if it ends your pain and best of luck in life to all of you.
