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nothingLeftForMe

Member
Feb 9, 2023
6
Mixed research and information from here and the internet tells me it won't work but fuck it.
130 mg oxycodone, immediate release, cut in half
7 * 5-325 hydrocodone tablets also cut in half
a bottle of vodka
an empty stomach
and no will to live!

I'm about to take them right now. If anyone is willing to hop in a call so I'm not alone that'd be nice. God willing it kills me or nothing happens at all, I'd hate to be paralyzed or something after this.
 
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conejo triste

conejo triste

Researching
Aug 12, 2023
35
I wish you the best of luck. May you have nothing but peace.
 
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nothingLeftForMe

Member
Feb 9, 2023
6
Live updates!
I took the pills. I'm not sure how much vodka I'm supposed to drink but I'm going to keep sipping I guess until I can't.
I feel so calm right now. I feel happy with my decision. I wish I could've done another method but I'm just really hoping this one works. I'd be really embarrassed if it didn't. Does anyone else feel that way?
 
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Teleftaía Anapnoí

Teleftaía Anapnoí

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Jul 6, 2023
127
I wish you all the luck in the world, friend. Go in peace and may you be able to rest. Lighting a candle to guide your paths. good bye
 
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nothingLeftForMe

Member
Feb 9, 2023
6
More updates! I feel tingly. It's probably the alcohol? I haven't drunk that much though, but I didn't know what to expect from the oxy. I hope this goes faster. If I sleep will it go faster?
also I feel the need to put a disclaimer
this website is not the reason I am doing this. it did not motivate me or anything. if anything it discouraged me.
if anything this website helped me put it off for a while.
 
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tora

tora

lonelycity
Jun 11, 2023
191
I'm so sorry life has brought you to this point. good luck, I hope it goes peacefully and I hope I'll see you on the other side soon
 
didntmeantohauntyou

didntmeantohauntyou

Sorry4dying
Aug 23, 2023
40
I do wish you luck my friend! Im glad you sound so at peace with your decision. Goodbye and i hope you find what you're looking for in the afterlife
 
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ChantDuCygne

Member
Aug 23, 2023
30
Good luck. I wish you to find the peace you deserve.
 
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Stunade

New Member
Aug 23, 2023
1
Mixed research and information from here and the internet tells me it won't work but fuck it.
130 mg oxycodone, immediate release, cut in half
7 * 5-325 hydrocodone tablets also cut in half
a bottle of vodka
an empty stomach
and no will to live!

I'm about to take them right now. If anyone is willing to hop in a call so I'm not alone that'd be nice. God willing it kills me or nothing happens at all, I'd hate to be paralyzed or something after this.
best of luck! hope you find peace.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,803
Best wishes for a peaceful journey which takes you where you wish to be. Sleep well, sleep deep, sleep easy.
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
755
Hopefully everything goes well! Good luck on your journey, I wish you a peaceful passing.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,343
I hope you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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annemarie

New Member
Oct 26, 2023
3
Live updates!
I took the pills. I'm not sure how much vodka I'm supposed to drink but I'm going to keep sipping I guess until I can't.
I feel so calm right now. I feel happy with my decision. I wish I could've done another method but I'm just really hoping this one works. I'd be really embarrassed if it didn't. Does anyone else feel that way?
Absolutely, this is a very similar plan to my own, I'm just trying to ensure I get the quantities about right, I hope you will be at peace
 
supergip

supergip

A strange person.
May 13, 2023
72
Mixed research and information from here and the internet tells me it won't work but fuck it.
130 mg oxycodone, immediate release, cut in half
7 * 5-325 hydrocodone tablets also cut in half
a bottle of vodka
an empty stomach
and no will to live!

I'm about to take them right now. If anyone is willing to hop in a call so I'm not alone that'd be nice. God willing it kills me or nothing happens at all, I'd hate to be paralyzed or something after this.
Good Luck! :)
 

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