Will try catch that bus tonight

[Tartuffe]

Going to try lying in bed with rope on the bed frame. Everything I had has gone the last few days, since I joined here my life was on the slide. Heartbroken to be honest but I need to go to the next life.

 

[BBBB]

I'm so sorry. What's happened over the past few days? If you want to share; we're here to listen.

 

[Tartuffe]

Lost everything I had

 

[Regen]

I am sorry. Your pain must be unbearable to be at this point. I'm a little worried about your method and I really hope everything goes well. If you want to reconsider then that's okay and no need to criticize yourself. If you are sure, I wish you a fast and fearless transition. I wish you eternal love and peace.

 

[Tartuffe]

I am sorry. Your pain must be unbearable to be at this point. I'm a little worried about your method and I really hope everything goes well. If you want to reconsider then that's okay and no need to criticize yourself. If you are sure, I wish you a fast and fearless transition. I wish you eternal love and peace.

I have trailed it and the method gets me on the way, only one way way to find out if my bus ticket is a single or a return.

 

[Regen]

I'm not sure I understand you correctly because English is not my first language. You mean you will try this special kind of strangulation and either you die (one way ticket) or you survive? Because my fear with hanging is not that it won't work and you will survive but a big danger with hanging is that you will suffer brain damage. It's a very short way to get there, unfortunately. I really hope it's not too hard for you that I'm writing all this on this crappy day today. I am very sorry. I don't want to scare you! I just wish you safety and peace. You probably have it all figured out.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for, that method does sound like an awful way to leave to me but it's really understandable wishing to be free from this hellish world.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

@Tartuffe really sorry to hear how you are feeling. Don't do anything impulsive in a bad frame of mind though. Can you talk to anyone in your life? I don't know what your situation is or how fixable it is, but I know things seem hopeless when we are in the thick of it. Is there anyone who can help?

 

[Tartuffe]

@Tartuffe really sorry to hear how you are feeling. Don't do anything impulsive in a bad frame of mind though. Can you talk to anyone in your life? I don't know what your situation is or how fixable it is, but I know things seem hopeless when we are in the thick of it. Is there anyone who can help?

Like I said my life's been on the slide the last 10-11 months, I just wish I'd bought some SN when I was going to. I'm halfway through a normal life and the second half will just be empty and waiting. The only person I could have spoke to has now gone

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[brokenpersi]

Just like you. I lost everything. Health. Love. Home. I gave myself time until my birthday (in August) to try to sort things out again. If I can't, I'll join you.

Maybe try to give yourself one last chance before you make up your mind. For me, every moment is also suffering, but I try not to give up. Just a few months ago I was in heaven. Now I know what hell looks like.

 

[Tartuffe]

Just like you. I lost everything. Health. Love. Home. I gave myself time until my birthday (in August) to try to sort things out again. If I can't, I'll join you.

Maybe try to give yourself one last chance before you make up your mind. For me, every moment is also suffering, but I try not to give up. Just a few months ago I was in heaven. Now I know what hell looks like.

I hear you but last February I gave myself a year, the other day I was in a car accident, I knew it was coming at 75 mph and took off my seat belt, didn't break a fucking bone. Doctors, nurses and police telling me how lucky I was. Tried not to roll my eyes. Still here on this spinning rock we call earth

 

[brokenpersi]

This is another thing that connects us. I also survived a car accident, but I don't know at what speed because I don't remember anything. The car looked as if no one had the right to survive it. And I was left with one scar on my forehead. I don't know whether to laugh or cry because I'm still on this planet just like you

 

[Tartuffe]

This is another thing that connects us. I also survived a car accident, but I don't know at what speed because I don't remember anything. The car looked as if no one had the right to survive it. And I was left with one scar on my forehead. I don't know whether to laugh or cry because I'm still on this planet just like you

crazy isn't it when you read people die at much slower speed. I genuinely thought this is it, nope

 

[brokenpersi]

maybe something tells us that it's not our moment yet? I do not know. I'm struggling with my own thoughts. I know that life can be beautiful because I experienced it myself once. And then all the worst things, from the breakup of the family, loss of love, betrayal, health problems,car accident and the fact that the father I live with now tried to kill me :) Probably nothing surprises me anymore, but I try my best one last time. I've already lost everything. It can only get better, right?

 

[Tartuffe]

My life is on the slide if it's not my moment then I'm here to be punished. Wife gone, kids gone and probably a short prison sentence foe.driving off from the police leading to me crashing. This isn't the guy I am but everything's collapsed around me and led to a mental breakdown of uncharacteristic behaviour

 

[DukeDestroyer]

My life is going to fall off the cliff. I will lose most of everything in a few years. Autism is a curse and it has changed the course of my life. It is now the time to make the decision to ctb or to literally starve. My mental health will take a huge hit when both my parents die. Then the life I'm living will fall deeper off the mountai.