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not sure exactly why the sold it wet either, maybe to be heavier or they just left it in the rain. the idea in your edit looks like it will work good, its kinda like my idea i had if i did partial hanging, but i assume you'll do that and when you faint it's still FSH? feels like it would work better than my personal idea, because it's too easy for me to stand back up
Yeah it's like making a partial that becomes FSH funny as hell to be honest
honestly it's a smart plan, the dark humor side of me reading that made me think of the "why not both!" meme omg
humor is a way to cope with things i guess lmao
I wonder if somebody wrote about this method like leaning forward from something and then fainting into full suspension. It's so funny because most of the times its FSH becoming partial for some reason and here it's partial becoming FSH so weird hahahonestly it's a smart plan, the dark humor side of me reading that made me think of the "why not both!" meme omg
Maybe it's really some problem with the rope? You already changed the rope and the effect changed, maybe there is some reason why some materials for ropes work better than others?
So I tried it and it was so painless, I just lean forward not feeling any pain at all just wait for the time to pass and after some seconds my vision gone dark and body started feeling weak. I don't know I feel like everything after psych ward was SOOOO on my side starting from the purchase of pull up bar and sandbags then the rope that nobody asked why i need then this idea that I feel will just make the hanging so painless and peaceful i don't know so strange feeling.honestly it's a smart plan, the dark humor side of me reading that made me think of the "why not both!" meme omg
Maybe, I'm a bit too scared to try partial and have it become full because of my si and me just failing the attempt and pushing it off so I plan to just try the crème and try holding the rope like in a video I saw. All the confidence our fault yesterday is gone and my fear of pain is back so I keep just trying to tell myself it's just 15 seconds.
The fear of not passing out came back and the new fear of the rope breaking and not holding weight. I just want to go peacefully and quick and easy and now I'm back to worrying that it won't be quick I won't pass out(hopefully the thicker rope solves it), and what if I pass out but the rope breaks and I wake up on the floor hours later after my messages send
Why would you wake up HOURS later? If the rope breaks it will be like in first minute or so I think and you will just wake up. Also you can make the messages delayed like by a day or something
I thought I saw a post that someone failed because the rope broke and they woke up hours later like from a nap, could be mistaken. Right now it's almost 2 and I have my message to my sister scheduled for around 4 so that she has time if she's busy when she gets it to plan to come and get my cats; I don't want them to go hungry or be traumatized. I also want her to come and get them before someone official notices
Maybe that person took some sleep pills and that's why he woke up hours later? That's kinda weird if person just raw do the hanging the rope breaks and he doesn't wake up for hours even on the floor
I assumed it was because they were already passed out but idk. I'm debating taking ibuprofen or Tylenol to help ease the fear of pain but the fear of taking forever to pass out is so hard to get over. I know it's just the brain's way of trying to get me to live but it's so annoying, fears in general are so annoying
I still feel like there is a way to analyze the cause of not passing out, trying some things changing the rope material or the knot for the noose trying partially leaning forward with noose on the neck just anything to make sense of the method and understand what goes wrong. I really feel like this is a puzzle for which you will be able to find the right idea which will solve the problem of not passing out and it will be peaceful ending
I think if anything it was me not doing it long enough? With my first rope I think the pain was too much and it was too thin. I know I practiced yesterday with the 12 mm not 10 mm and my ears were ringing so I feel like it should work, hope it will, but idk. I think my brain is trying to forget that, keep reminding me how close I was to being happy so I don't do it but me being so close but so far makes it worse. I tried several positions of the rope I think I am just very pain avoidant so I couldn't do it for long enough to pass out due to pain and si kicking in, really hoping with the numbing crème that gets solved. Also idk, I feel it's unfair that some people pass out IMMEDIATELY while others takes a little while. There's one video in my head that I saw where he is out as soon as he is off the chair while others struggle for a few seconds, I so wish I would be out immediately but I might be the latter and that might be what stops me, time goes by faster in my head and I feel like it's not working and it's been too long and too painful and si kicks in, idk though
Did you try leaning forward from the chair with the noose on with the new setup 12mm rope and stuff?
Not yet, I'm not sure if I will try that, if I do and it doesn't work and hurts I might chicken out today and I just want it to be over so I might just go for holding the rope and step off, I also want to be unconscious as fast as possible and feel like fsh might achieve that faster? Idk.
I think I read that time of loosing consciousness in partial and full is almost identical. I think it's worth trying maybe it will also be less painful. I tried leaning forward and it was not painful at all even on the neck like it was when tried hanging straight and I felt the same feelings of fainting. I don't know why but it was hard for me to fully drop from the chair so this idea is much better for me
Oh really? Okay I might try that before going for the full if it doesn't work, the only thing is if it does work idk how I'd fall, if I pass out and my body stiffens I might just loc my legs and stand up instead of fall forward from the chair, did you lean forward at the same degree you drew because it seems to be almost a 45 degree angle
No the angle is much less (like 20-30 degree) and the rope between the anchor and noose is also much less I drew it just to illustrate how i will lean and how that will look vaguely. Didn't really understand why you would stand up instead of falling forward if you lean forward
The chair I have is like a barstool chair, a bit higher than regular, I'm worried if the legs lock they lock out straight and if I'm not low enough it could end with me upright, saw some posts of people doing partia and ending up conscious when the si kicked in on their chair. I thought I'd try partial before but I saw so many posts of it failing that people recommend full to be sure. Also scheduling the message to be 1-2 hours after I think should be fine with people saying it only takes 15 minutes to pass. It's weird I want to be gone and at peace but the human body doesn't want to die so the mind is kind of like "you can go one more day"
Yeah in my case it's like beam my legs will become weak and my momentum will continue forward and I gonna end up fshing. I don't really understand what legs locking means? I thought legs just become weak and you fall forward? I will be putting my foot right on the edge of the beam like in the second photo
I believe when you pass out or die your body becomes rigid, like all the muscles tense and contract that's why sometimes when people pass out they fall like a plank of wood straight down not fluid. I'm not sure which way I'll try but I believe the numbing is working so I might try soon
If you do like in the second picture leaning right on the edge will it fail? I think convulsions will start after loosing consciousness and legs becoming weak will also be before loosing consciousness so it will be ok? Because I already saw the other day that my legs became very weak while being conscious
Maybe, I might try it that way but I'm worried my feet wouldn't fall off the chair, like my knees would bend and feet would stay on due to friction and weight
You can try leaning forward while holding on the rope and just relaxing your legs see what happens. If it can fail maybe I will try doing like you holding on the pull up bar slowly going down and hands weakening as i faint. Yeah i tried it and I think that will work as well, was feeling tingling all over body and vision going dark but didn't really progress further I don't know what will happen after will it be like that for some time and then just suddenly losing consciousness or I will feel something right before losing so that i know i'm losing it?
Yeah I was going to try like this. https://www.livegore.com/422543/chasing-orgasmic-bliss-almost-there-2
I tried holding the bar slowly going down and all body started tingling even the tongue i noticed and vision going dark but I wonder if going unconscious is something sudden that you don't know at what point will happen or it's like sneezing knowing that you will sneeze right know? Also maybe you could make something like handles using rope passed through the ventilation vent? You could use the other unused ropes to tie them to the ventilation vent and make bowline knots hanging like handles on it so that you hold on them with your hands
Honestly I have no clue. https://videos.watchpeopledie.tv/17033690077027779.mp4 The man seems to be out immediately after getting off the chair and he has a thin rope which makes me unsure about my rope theory but I can only say from my experience almost passing out and two times I did. Every time I get close I can feel the tingly feeling and blood loss but usually stop it in time. One time I stopped for half a second thinking it was enough time and then continued walking to my kitchen from my room talking to my mom, next thing I know I was on the floor getting helped up, I was mid sentence looking at my mom and then she said I hit the floor like a wooden board, stiff, and she freaked out. The other time I was panicking getting water and a purse since my dad split his head open and I felt no warning signs, no tingles, nothing just Adrenalin. I'm not good with needles but I thought I was fine with blood and I remember going down the hallway thinking about water and the purse and then woke up alone with drool coming out of my mouth and my mom yelling from far away so I got up and got the rest of the stuff, no tingling or warning signs then. No clue how it would be for this though. Assuming tingling is a good sign for passing out but Idk. How do you practice so much without your neck hurting? Every time I practice it makes me not want to due to the pain so I can't practice much. The only time I was brave enough to fsh with both feet off chair I was grabbing rope like she did in the video, idk why but it worked for me
I don't know neck doesn't hurt that much to be honest. I don't know why its so easy to feel this fainting feeling and not having rope burn or neck hurting as fuck. What about handles thing? Do you think that would help?
Lucky, do you think you're still going to try to partial it into fsh or just do fsh? I'm playing my playlist I made and trying to hype myself up
