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Prescotmunn

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Jan 22, 2025
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Protocol will be

No drink 2 hours before hand

Take 5mg valium, all I have and hopefully relax me as I do have some proper stomach sickness due to SI, but desperate to go

Take 1000mg paracetamol before mixing and drinking SN

45 minutes before drinking SN3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)

Propanol 120mg

Drink SN, have 3 cups mixed up just in case I'm sick


I live in huge house with old grand parent, but I'll lock myself in the cellar and hopefully he won't hear anything or get suspicious about it.

Will attempt to do it around 1am
 
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GoSan1

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Nov 7, 2024
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Sorry to hear it has gotten this far, whatever happens, I hope you find your peace.
 
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Prescotmunn

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Jan 22, 2025
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Hopefully will be successful
 
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depressedinsomniac

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Dec 29, 2024
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oh dear i see you sourced from dmc so this is a serious attempt...so heavy...hoping you find peace...
 
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Sending love, all the best to you and peace be with you :hug:
 
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Dec 5, 2024
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I hope everything turns out as you planned, and that you can find peace. Safe travels.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.
 
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Light_

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Apr 9, 2024
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Good luck. Peace be with you 🕊️
 
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Forveleth

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Mar 26, 2024
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Just in case of failure how do I store the leftovers SN or can't i
If you keep it sealed in a cool, dark place (mostly away from sunlight), it should be fine. I would hide good it if you can but also label it as poison. You do not want someone coming across it and opening it not knowing what it is.

Also, I am sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope your transition is smooth and you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Prescotmunn

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Jan 22, 2025
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If you keep it sealed in a cool, dark place (mostly away from sunlight), it should be fine. I would hide good it if you can but also label it as poison. You do not want someone coming across it and opening it not knowing what it is.

Also, I am sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope your transition is smooth and you find the peace you are looking for.
Living in chronic pain
 
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Light_

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Apr 9, 2024
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You were suffering a lot, I hope everything went okay. I hope you are free and okay now 🕊️
 
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Wishing you the peace you deserve, gentle travels my friend
 

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