saw_him

saw_him

Member
Jun 18, 2019
16
My bus has arrived..
Method is partial suspension, if i don't post here within 3rd August please ban my account
Goodbye guys it was nice meeting you all..
So excited to leave this shithole finally
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
I'm sorry about everything that's brought you to this point. I'm sorry the world hasn't been kind and that life hasn't been a better fit.

I hope all the decisions you make for yourself going forward will be the best possible ones. I hope you're somewhere comfortable and secure. I hope you find peace. x
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
My bus has arrived..
Method is partial suspension, if i don't post here within 3rd August please ban my account
Goodbye guys it was nice meeting you all..
So excited to leave this shithole finally
Safe travels, wishing you peace.
 
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Conflicted Cat

Conflicted Cat

Experienced
May 23, 2019
256
I'm so sorry that it's come this...

Good luck and safe travels.
 
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namemanthedeadman

namemanthedeadman

Still Breathing :(
Jul 28, 2018
30
I hope it all goes well for you! :heart:
 
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Avicii

Avicii

Looking
Sep 4, 2018
424
My bus has arrived..
Method is partial suspension, if i don't post here within 3rd August please ban my account
Goodbye guys it was nice meeting you all..
So excited to leave this shithole finally
Where will you ctb ??
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Wish you a good hanging
 
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sunny.sativa

sunny.sativa

organic
Apr 2, 2019
317
I wish you saw something here that would make you want to stay. I wish there was something that I could do.
I'll pour one out for ya. Best wishes, friend.
 
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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
Goodbye... I hope you find peace, whatever you choose to do.
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
I hope it'll be peaceful for you.
 
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lilyeehaw

lilyeehaw

yeehaw?
Jun 30, 2019
86
Peaceful journeys to you friend. May you find peace. :heart:
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
Hang in there. :heart:
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,802
goodbye
 
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wanttodie.nz

Student
Jul 24, 2019
114
Safe journey.
 
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Dawn0071111

Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
570
Rest eternal peace & love.
 
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saw_him

saw_him

Member
Jun 18, 2019
16
I failed..
Just before i tried to ctb i had planned to send a scheduled email to my brother but i touched the 'send now' button accidentally.. i'm at home with my family now...
Hang in there. :heart:
lol nice
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
Good to see you again .. but, i'm sorry it happened that way. Hope you are ok.
 
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saw_him

saw_him

Member
Jun 18, 2019
16
Good to see you again .. but, i'm sorry it happened that way. Hope you are ok.
i'm good
i'm grateful that i'm not locked up in a psych ward
 
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wendydong1

Experienced
Jul 31, 2019
295
Hi, can you write about your detailed plan of partial hanging?
 
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saw_him

saw_him

Member
Jun 18, 2019
16
Where will you ctb ??
Hi, can you write about your detailed plan of partial hanging?
I did it in my room.. i tied the rope to the window railings and used a slip knot, knot was at the back of my neck.. also used some padding for comfort.. i was in a kneeling position with my body leaning forward.. was able to black out quickly.. the part when your vision starts going black is a bit scary and that's when your survival instinct will start kicking in
 
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Roger

Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
972
Was nobody watching you after you had accidentally sent a farewell note to your brother ?
 
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