why's sasu literally the only place i can speak

[sulli]

i'm not even talking about sharing my suicidal thoughts but like... in general lol if i so much as breathe wrong on the other forum i frequent people are on my case. it feels kinda sad to me that the sui forum is the only place i can share anything about myself without judgement and being piled on

 

[The anhedonic one]

SaSu is a truly unique and special place.
I can be myself here and truly express how I feel without being judged by the so-called normies and pro-lifers of this fucked-up world.

 

[sulli]

SaSu is a truly unique and special place.
I can be myself here and truly express how I feel without being judged by the so-called normies and pro-lifers of this fucked-up world.

the sad thing is the other forum i mentioned is for people with eating disorders not even normies but they judge me so much. even talking about my ED is more comfortable here at this point

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I would say most people who reach here to either seek for help or to search for methods they have reached a point of total desperation in their lifes. And this truly changes the way how u think about certain "abnormal" thoughts a "normie" would never have. This enable sone to really understand and feel how someone else feels in a simliar situation. I actually found SaSu in moment of total desperation not searching for methods but hoping to find others who also have unsolvable problems, in the hope I'm not alone out there. So probably this is the key why you can speak freely here, there's always someone who had to endure even more agony and suffering than oneself and therefore they can show empathy.

 

[MeltingBrain]

i'm not even talking about sharing my suicidal thoughts but like... in general lol if i so much as breathe wrong on the other forum i frequent people are on my case. it feels kinda sad to me that the sui forum is the only place i can share anything about myself without judgement and being piled on

SaSu attracts a very specific type of crowd (i.e. usually pro-choicers) discussing a very narrow range of topics related to CTB that's why everyone is in agreement a lot of times . Other platforms has people from all backgrounds discussing every topic imaginable, this diversity of thoughts and topics leads to more conflict .
There is even a reddit forum dedicated to people getting sexual pleasure from excrement which has 22k members , my reaction is WTF! because I experience sexual pleasure much differently from those there leading to greater chances of conflict https://www.reddit.com/r/Coprophiles/ .

If you check carefully , the person being nice to you here might be the same person giving you a hard time on twitter lol because the chance that you are in agreement with each other on a random topic is much lower.

 

[savoytruffle]

me too. i dont know if its sad or what

 

[sulli]

SaSu attracts a very specific type of crowd (i.e. usually pro-choicers) discussing a very narrow range of topics related to CTB that's why everyone is in agreement a lot of times . Other platforms has people from all backgrounds discussing every topic imaginable, this diversity of thoughts and topics leads to more conflict .
There is even a reddit forum dedicated to people getting sexual pleasure from excrement which has 22k members , my reaction is WTF! because I experience sexual pleasure much differently from those there leading to greater chances of conflict https://www.reddit.com/r/Coprophiles/ .

If you check carefully , the person being nice to you here might be the same person giving you a hard time on twitter lol because the chance that you are in agreement with each other on a random topic is much lower.

uhhhhh. okay

 

[Unending]

I feel the same way. The stuff I say here is mostly all that I have to say and it doesn't do anything good for me to speak my mind throughout day to day life

 

[SuicidalOrganism]

SaSu attracts a very specific type of crowd (i.e. usually pro-choicers) discussing a very narrow range of topics related to CTB that's why everyone is in agreement a lot of times . Other platforms has people from all backgrounds discussing every topic imaginable, this diversity of thoughts and topics leads to more conflict .
There is even a reddit forum dedicated to people getting sexual pleasure from excrement which has 22k members , my reaction is WTF! because I experience sexual pleasure much differently from those there leading to greater chances of conflict https://www.reddit.com/r/Coprophiles/ .

If you check carefully , the person being nice to you here might be the same person giving you a hard time on twitter lol because the chance that you are in agreement with each other on a random topic is much lower.

wow..... never knew a fetish like that existed. i guess the internet can truly gather people with similar mindsets all around the world
but yea op i totally agree with what meltingbrain said

 

[Gonnerr]

Sasu is the best place on earth because we see through all the bullshit of this hellish society.

Life is not worth it , we were born without our consent and we should have the right to die and go back to nothingness with a peaceful ending. I think most people agree on that here.

 

[sulli]

wow..... never knew a fetish like that existed. i guess the internet can truly gather people with similar mindsets all around the world
but yea op i totally agree with what meltingbrain said

i didn't read it <3

I feel the same way. The stuff I say here is mostly all that I have to say and it doesn't do anything good for me to speak my mind throughout day to day life

thank you for being the most normal person on my post today

 

[ConstantPain]

This is the only place I've ever felt I can be completely honest and truly myself. Most importantly, we don't have to worry about being reported and forced into treatment. For me, it's also a coping tool of sorts because I have to act my way through every other type of interaction and it's exhausting. Here I can finally be authentic.

 

[The anhedonic one]

SaSu attracts a very specific type of crowd (i.e. usually pro-choicers) discussing a very narrow range of topics related to CTB that's why everyone is in agreement a lot of times . Other platforms has people from all backgrounds discussing every topic imaginable, this diversity of thoughts and topics leads to more conflict .
There is even a reddit forum dedicated to people getting sexual pleasure from excrement which has 22k members , my reaction is WTF! because I experience sexual pleasure much differently from those there leading to greater chances of conflict https://www.reddit.com/r/Coprophiles/ .

If you check carefully , the person being nice to you here might be the same person giving you a hard time on twitter lol because the chance that you are in agreement with each other on a random topic is much lower.

Sexual pleasure from excrement ?
What do they do with this shit ?
I would love to know or maybe not

 

[sulli]

Sexual pleasure from excrement ?
What do they do with this shit ?
I would love to know

supposedly hitler was into it. legend has it one of his lovers CTB because of it

 

[The anhedonic one]

supposedly hitler was into it. legend has it one of his lovers CTB because of it

Getting turned on by shit is an incredibly funny yet vomit inducing concept.
I thought I was fucked-up, but I feel kinda normal compared to these Diarrhoea turd lovers.

 

[dernieresolution]

This site can get addicting. You can't discuss topics on SaSu openly.

add in loneliness and you got a nice cocktail

 

[Linda]

i'm not even talking about sharing my suicidal thoughts but like... in general lol if i so much as breathe wrong on the other forum i frequent people are on my case. it feels kinda sad to me that the sui forum is the only place i can share anything about myself without judgement and being piled on

Everyone on here is a bit fragile, in one way or another, and that helps us remember that other people are too.

 

[Sweet Tart]

the sad thing is the other forum i mentioned is for people with eating disorders not even normies but they judge me so much. even talking about my ED is more comfortable here at this point

I wish there were an ED forum that felt like a restorative place for me, but I end up getting triggered by what I read and never post. I admire you for giving it a go and I'm sorry people are judgy.

 

[absolomonisgone]

I think here, nobody really cares. And people who don't care have the capacity to accommodate all and every opinion. People who care feel strongly about everything and get personal

 

[sulli]

I wish there were an ED forum that felt like a restorative place for me, but I end up getting triggered by what I read and never post. I admire you for giving it a go and I'm sorry people are judgy.

none of them ever felt that way for me until i ended up on pancake, as much as i complain about it i know i'll never leave because when it's good it's really good. but then i'm not in ed recovery so being triggered isn't a problem for me it's a nice space to be openly disordered and not trying to get better

 

[stainedtips]

I think it's because everyone here is around the same level. Everyone understands you, and if they don't, at least they try instead of mocking you or giving you baseless advice that goes in one ear and out the other, because they don't understand what you're going through. Some people might disagree with me but I still find a sense of community on certain reddit subs. I just find SaSu the best because you can talk about anything, specifically suicide, without any kind of negative remarks

 

[sulli]

I think it's because everyone here is around the same level. Everyone understands you, and if they don't, at least they try instead of mocking you or giving you baseless advice that goes in one ear and out the other, because they don't understand what you're going through. Some people might disagree with me but I still find a sense of community on certain reddit subs. I just find SaSu the best because you can talk about anything, specifically suicide, without any kind of negative remarks

i like to lurk on some reddit subs i.e. ED ones and madeofstyrofoam but i don't have an account anymore and every sub has karma requirements these days to post so i'm condemned to forever watching like this

 

[internetgirl]

it feels nice. I get not wanting to drag down the energy or anything but so many places on the internet are just "it gets better !!" or "nobody cares dont bring down the mood" or "banned for triggering topics" here it's safe

 

[H.O.Xan]

Cause fuck censorship. I wanna speak my mind here and I can do it. Get advice with things I normally couldn't otherwise

 

[synthcadia]

on sasu i feel like i am dump everything and not get judged for any of it. something i should do is put up tw and cw but yeah. if i put this elsewhere people would be extremely concerned. here, people give me a virtual hug.

 

[Unattainable666]

I agree with you 100%. This is the only place where I feel safe enough to really say how I feel without condemnation or judgment. The majority of the people on this site are genuine and are more like family to me than anyone else. Thank you SS for being here for me!

 

[HoleintheDark]

There are two kinds of people who have suffered "more" than you: the kind who don't take your suffering seriously since they could easily overcome it, and the kind who show compassion for someone who is also in a crisis (even if your crisis may be very different from what they experienced.) I can say confidently that this forum is full of people in the second group. Suffering is suffering, no matter how it might look on the outside.

 

[littlelungs]

the sad thing is the other forum i mentioned is for people with eating disorders not even normies but they judge me so much. even talking about my ED is more comfortable here at this point

I think I know which forum you're referring to (I've struggled with an ED for years as well) and I agree. In my own experience I find that there are a lot of things that you can be open about over there, but if you do so much as even imply that you don't want to live with all of this pain and suffering anymore, people often jump all over you with the typical cliches and platitudes when they really don't know just how much you're actually hurting or the reasons as to why you don't want to keep going in the first place.

I've never personally talked about it over there because... well, I know better and learned that the hard way after a few awful and even traumatic experiences irl after simply being honest about how I was feeling (as sad and fucked up as that might sound), but way back in 2015 I saw a bunch of people band together on someone's thread and try to track the OP down, figure out their location and contact the local police because the OP had expressed their desire to die and wanted to let people know what most likely happened with them IF they didn't come back at some point in the future. I understand that it doesn't come from a place of malice in this case and that these people seem to genuinely believe that they're helping (and not potentially exacerbating the suicidal person's suffering, feelings of being misunderstood, etc, or otherwise making their life even more difficult than it already is), but you definitely do need to be more careful with what you say over there if you're serious about your plans and don't want people potentially messing with your privacy and autonomy (at worst), or giving you the same old cliches that you've heard a million times (at best). I've found a lot of comfort in that forum as well over the years and I've noticed that some people over there really do seem to get it, but overall, SS is definitely the least judgemental and more compassionate forum of the two, in my opinion.

Also, I'm so sorry that you suffer from an ED. They are absolute hell and my heart goes out to you.

 

[animetal]

this feels like a really safe space for me to share my thoughts and feelings that I have been hiding for very long

 

[sulli]

I think I know which forum you're referring to (I've struggled with an ED for years as well) and I agree. In my own experience I find that there are a lot of things that you can be open about over there, but if you do so much as even imply that you don't want to live with all of this pain and suffering anymore, people often jump all over you with the typical cliches and platitudes when they really don't know just how much you're actually hurting.

I've never personally talked about it over there because... well, I know better and learned that the hard way after a few awful and even traumatic experiences irl after simply being honest about how I was feeling (as sad and fucked up as that might sound), but way back in 2015 I saw a bunch of people band together on someone's thread and try to track the OP down, figure out their location and contact the local police because the OP wanted to let people know what most likely happened with them IF they didn't come back at some point in the future. I understand that it doesn't come from a place of malice in this case and that these people seem to genuinely believe that they're helping (and not potentially exacerbating the suicidal person's suffering, feelings of being misunderstood, etc, or otherwise making their life even more difficult than it already is), but you definitely do need to be more careful with what you say over there if you're serious about your plans and don't want people potentially messing with them (at worst), or giving you the same old cliches that you've heard a million times (at best). I've found a lot of comfort in that forum as well over the years and some people over there really do seem to get it, but overall, SS is definitely the least judgemental and more compassionate forum of the two, in my opinion.

Also, I'm so sorry that you suffer from an ED. They are absolute hell and my heart goes out to you.

i think i know which forum you're talking about and i left that one when the admins let some grad student use everyone's posts for her thesis or something. that one's definitely the worst one i've been on the one i use now was made in a kind of mass exodus from that one in like 2018 or so, i'm not sure. it's a lot kinder and less toxic overall, it's just that people don't like me