why

[Goldy]

i wish i didnt have to seek attention
seek love
seek support
seek guidance
seek need
seek belonging

im longing for a feeling of being wanted, being needed

why is it so hard
why no matter how hard i try it doesn't work
why when they know i struggle carry on
why will nobody give me the answers i so desperately need to stop myself from trying so fucking hard
i want to know if im wanted
i want to know if im not
please tell me
it'll eventually become too late
im hurting and i really dont like it

 

[The Silly Sluggy]

I can relate way too hard. You're welcome here, just so you know. I hope the path gets smoother for you going forward ^^

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

7.9 billion people on this planet. We are just included in the 7.8 billion that got dealt unplayable hands. The odds were always mind-blowingly stacked against us. Always will be. Our parents were just too stupid to realize this. The average person just really needs to just stop reproducing.