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sakakap

Member
Mar 26, 2024
76
I'm not sure how my immediate family would fare if I disappeared
 
ForsakenEcho

ForsakenEcho

when things just get too much
Jan 14, 2024
55
I think I'm not as afraid of going as I was about nine years ago, when I failed in my attempt. But nowadays, I honestly feel good around my friends and family—to the point that I want to maximize the time I can spend with them. For now, that's what keeps me going.
 
SecretDissociation

SecretDissociation

Suicide enthusiast
Sep 11, 2022
394
Somehow keep trying and failing. No actual methods available. Can't successfully partially suspend myself. Keep getting scared due to SI. Gets lazy. and finally, big massive gigantic fear of failure.
 
Jade10666

Jade10666

Exploring the end - Canadian
Apr 8, 2025
135
Waiting for the final wave to take me away
 
Rabscuttle

Rabscuttle

Member
Jan 29, 2025
80
I want to conquer my chronic pain.

I want to be around to see America collapse.
 
-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
798
It's complicated. Simplest answer is that I want things to change and I don't want to hurt people. But, in all honesty, I think I will probably end up dead anyway
 

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