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agony1996
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- Jul 8, 2024
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I can't believe this, I can't believe this, I can't believe this, I can't believe this, I can't believe this I can't believe this I can't believe this I can't believe this
I'm having a nervous breakdown I just can't believe this is my life,
How did I get here, how did I get to this point in my life? I had a good life I had good memories but everytime I tried to build something good in the last years, every time I found some happiness, it all came crashing down, every single time for the last years everytime somehow good starts to happen it all get shattered and it can't completely shattered my heart. Like what the fuck did I do to deserve this, agony, it's pure torture, every breath I take hurts me more and more, the pain is unbearable and just when I say the pain can't get any worse it dies. I didn't know that it was possible to feel so much pain, that this kind of pain even existed. I can't say that I'm the best person in the world but I've always tried to be kind to everyone and thought I had a good heart but for some reason, my fate is this, this hell. Nobody deserves this kind of pain and the worst part is that this kind of pain usually happens to the best of us. It's just so unfair. I'm feeling so many emotions, sadness, loneliness, anger, desperation and of course hopeless. I'm so sad I'm bawling now and I haven't cried in a long time, my tears had all dried up. I'm sorry for the rant I'm just so sad
I'm having a nervous breakdown I just can't believe this is my life,
How did I get here, how did I get to this point in my life? I had a good life I had good memories but everytime I tried to build something good in the last years, every time I found some happiness, it all came crashing down, every single time for the last years everytime somehow good starts to happen it all get shattered and it can't completely shattered my heart. Like what the fuck did I do to deserve this, agony, it's pure torture, every breath I take hurts me more and more, the pain is unbearable and just when I say the pain can't get any worse it dies. I didn't know that it was possible to feel so much pain, that this kind of pain even existed. I can't say that I'm the best person in the world but I've always tried to be kind to everyone and thought I had a good heart but for some reason, my fate is this, this hell. Nobody deserves this kind of pain and the worst part is that this kind of pain usually happens to the best of us. It's just so unfair. I'm feeling so many emotions, sadness, loneliness, anger, desperation and of course hopeless. I'm so sad I'm bawling now and I haven't cried in a long time, my tears had all dried up. I'm sorry for the rant I'm just so sad