he steals my vyvanse which is fun to get high off of.
he didnt steal my concerta/ssri/abilify/olanzapine and those pills fucked my life up.
why tf does he only steal my meds when i dont want him to.
why cant he steal them when i do want him to.
Hes a tweaker and couldnt even stay sober to win custody during the divorce he had to do nitrous and dxm and benzos cause those let you piss clean.
he acts like a retard all the time.
hes a useless pedophile junkie all he does is get high and yell at everyone while high.
when i was a kid i was going through his search history cause i needed to delete evidence that i wasnt learning math on there but instead played games online and i found barely legal gay teenage porn on there.
and yet he crashed out and told my mom and therapist that i was gonna hurt people and they should medicate me and i should never be trusted with a phone or anything after he found out that i watched helluva boss r34 porn back when i was 14.
i fucking hope he overdoses on drugs and dies.
he only "cares about my safety and wellbeing" whenever it hurts me.
He didnt give a fuck that daily i woulf get chest pains on concerta that would make me collapse and just lie on the floor clutching my chest every 30 minutes and would want to kms on the comedown and just blamed it on anxiety and told me to shut up. he straight up told me he doesnt give a crap about it and screamed in my face to shut up whenever i told him about chest pains.
he is " very concerned about me" when i smoked weed and did dxm and netiher of them ever harmed me at all.
now my heart is permenantly fucked up and i cant run without it hurting after 15 meters.
he made fun of me and said i was fat and had man-boobs when the abilify and olanzapine made me gain weight.
he grounded me when he found out that i spit the olanzapine and zoloft out cause they made me want to kill myself and gave me ED.
those "helpful medications that improve my wellbeing" turned my opinion on suicide from "why would someone kill themselves that seems so dumb" to " literally why the fuck not"
now i got PSSD and i cant run more then 15 meters and cant remeber anything whatsoever that happened yesterday and i talk in word salad.
he didnt steal my concerta/ssri/abilify/olanzapine and those pills fucked my life up.
why tf does he only steal my meds when i dont want him to.
why cant he steal them when i do want him to.
Hes a tweaker and couldnt even stay sober to win custody during the divorce he had to do nitrous and dxm and benzos cause those let you piss clean.
he acts like a retard all the time.
hes a useless pedophile junkie all he does is get high and yell at everyone while high.
when i was a kid i was going through his search history cause i needed to delete evidence that i wasnt learning math on there but instead played games online and i found barely legal gay teenage porn on there.
and yet he crashed out and told my mom and therapist that i was gonna hurt people and they should medicate me and i should never be trusted with a phone or anything after he found out that i watched helluva boss r34 porn back when i was 14.
i fucking hope he overdoses on drugs and dies.
he only "cares about my safety and wellbeing" whenever it hurts me.
He didnt give a fuck that daily i woulf get chest pains on concerta that would make me collapse and just lie on the floor clutching my chest every 30 minutes and would want to kms on the comedown and just blamed it on anxiety and told me to shut up. he straight up told me he doesnt give a crap about it and screamed in my face to shut up whenever i told him about chest pains.
he is " very concerned about me" when i smoked weed and did dxm and netiher of them ever harmed me at all.
now my heart is permenantly fucked up and i cant run without it hurting after 15 meters.
he made fun of me and said i was fat and had man-boobs when the abilify and olanzapine made me gain weight.
he grounded me when he found out that i spit the olanzapine and zoloft out cause they made me want to kill myself and gave me ED.
those "helpful medications that improve my wellbeing" turned my opinion on suicide from "why would someone kill themselves that seems so dumb" to " literally why the fuck not"
now i got PSSD and i cant run more then 15 meters and cant remeber anything whatsoever that happened yesterday and i talk in word salad.
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