There is no reason for me to keep on living. Idc about school, work, friends or life in general. Im an 18 yo male still in HS. Give me one legit reason why I should keep on living.
There is no reason for me to keep on living. Idc about school, work, friends or life in general. Im an 18 yo male still in HS. Give me one legit reason why I should keep on living.
The feeling of joy when you say to the world "fuck everything, I am living my life" and all the other postiive feelings you will get when you start doing things for yourself and having fun with life ( I am not talking illegal stuff and stuff that hurts others). It is damn hard to do that, but hey, you got one shot at it , why waste it?
Also, you have not lived life untill you go to college/university and live by yourself with almost no responsibilities and no one to sit on your head.
1. Finishing school so then you can be your own person and do all the dumb shit you want (dying your hair a crazy colour, getting drunk, graffiting a random building in the middle of the night)
If you were to ctb now you would throw away that opportunity
1. Finishing school so then you can be your own person and do all the dumb shit you want (dying your hair a crazy colour, getting drunk, graffiting a random building in the middle of the night)
If you were to ctb now you would throw away that opportunity
That's so true. I was in a pretty dark place just before I graduated from HS and wanted to CTB but then I somehow pulled through and went to university and those were the absolutely best years of my life, which I would have missed had I CTBed when I was 18. That would have been a pity.
I can kinda understand where your coming from. I was suicidal at 16-19. Try to stick around for the fun stuff! Your so young but I knew the reality even though I hadn't lived it yet.
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