Discussion Why people streaming their ctb?

[sameoldMantra]

Is this part of the decay of society due to social media and technology?

People last attempt someone care ?

I'm really like to know your thoughts

Spoiler: Nsfw

 

[3/4Dead]

I mean, there's been a suicide section on gore sites since the dawn of time (figuratively). I imagine for some people it's less lonely to do it in front of people. Some people just have a huge social media presence and their next logical step in their mind is to also stream their death ig.

 

[Buh-bye!]

I mean, there's been a suicide section on gore sites since the dawn of time (figuratively).

the use of figuratively here was impressive to me, more or less i learnt to use another word in a better way thank you mate

 

[Timothy7dff]

Everything is online. It would be strange if people's suicides weren't.

 

[Imagined_Euphoria]

I thought about it. Seems fun

 

[grisly bear]

I don't think it's cool and kinda irresponsible to stream the ctb on social media.
Imagine younger people/children seeing that.
It could traumatize them, for example.
When it happens in darker places on the internet, it's something else, i would say.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Personally, I find it abhorrent to stream one's ctb. I just don't understand the rationale behind it, I guess. I don't feel I need to supply material for gawkers to get their jollies on the worst day of my life. Everyone thinks differently, though, I guess.

 

[sometimesoon]

I think it's a person's choice, like another. If you find something that resonates with you, then I say do it.

Just don't do it on social media where people would not expect it; it's like hanging yourself in a school playground. You have a right to do it, but not there.

I have worked out mine and it will be streamed to a select few.

 

[pulleditnearlyoff]

I whatch that kind of video's to learn from it. So, for me recording me death (sn) would also be for educational purposes.

 

[Timothy7dff]

Personally, I find it abhorrent to stream one's ctb. I just don't understand the rationale behind it, I guess. I don't feel I need to supply material for gawkers to get their jollies on the worst day of my life. Everyone thinks differently, though, I guess.

The only reason I would do something like that is to help others. I wish there were videos and a database of thousands of people who had CTB with CN or CO. The more information we have, the better. Although, most of the live streams I've seen don't give too many preparation details.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

The only reason I would do something like that is to help others. I wish there were videos and a database of thousands of people who had CTB with CN or CO. The more information we have, the better. Although, most of the live streams I've seen don't give too many preparation details.

I can and do appreciate your reasoning for wanting to do it, but still, I have to think there are other, less self-deprecating ways of helping others obtain information that could be useful to them. Like I said, though, different people have different approaches. It just wouldn't be for me. And as a full disclaimer, I've never once visited one of those sites where people's suicides are shown. I have on a couple of occasions, though, viewed some pictures of the aftermath of shotgun blasts to the head. I won't again.

 

[Ash]

A warning that you're including a video would have been appreciated. Wouldn't have opened the thread otherwise. Absolutely no interest in having anything to do with gore sites or titillation or suicide porn.

 

[Jeav]

They may feel isolated, unheard, and believe that will finally make others notice their pain.

 

[sameoldMantra]

A warning that you're including a video would have been appreciated. Wouldn't have opened the thread otherwise. Absolutely no interest in having anything to do with gore sites or titillation or suicide porn.

Is a picture baby

They may feel isolated, unheard, and believe that will finally make others notice their pain.

For me is like a real personal moment. Your final moment ctb so is like missing the point streaming. So I think there is something else or the social media had really into us . Like the show "black mirror" is the society decay

 

[maidens]

if I can't get the attention I crave while alive I'll at least try to get it in death. lol

 

[Jeav]

Is a picture baby

For me is like a real personal moment. Your final moment ctb so is like missing the point streaming. So I think there is something else or the social media had really into us . Like the show "black mirror" is the society decay

being understood is a form of liberation, suicide is not only a physical liberation but also an iconic one with a deep aspect that the soul wants to express

 

[hereornot]

I ever avoid this possibility. But now, thinking on the after things like funeral and legal way to my body... Maybe a live record can help.. in my country suicide is a violenta death in legal view... And not alowed to do anything If dont have a clear explication to dismiss a homicide for example... So in a live stream o can tell everything and make all processo easy to my family..

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Is a picture baby

Still triggering for some users.
I've put it behind a spoiler.

 

[Morte]

because they want the attention they haven't had in their entire lives.

 

[kosmischerunfall]

yeah i would say: attention, which isn't a bad thing tbh. Everybody wants it..

ooor.. maybe they don't really want to die. they want someone to care<3
which also isn't a bad thing:)

 

[rozeske]

It makes it easier to carry out the plan than doing it alone in hiding. Gives the mind something else to focus on which can make it easier to go through the plan.

 

[dreamcatcher90]

I think it's good that people stream. Others can use that media for learning purposes.

 

[banger12]

I cannot speak for anyone else, but as someone who goes back and forth in my own mind with this option, here's what I think/feel.

It's somewhat cliche, but yeah since I'm going out anyway there's something appealing about turning my death into a spectacle so I go out in a fashion that makes it harder to just ignore me or sweep my pain under the rug. It really feels quite expressive, and having the visual in front of others eyes. I suspect too thay maybe in the moment it might be a good way to counterfeit the emotion of what it may feel like to be cared about. Also, given that some people enjoy gore (can't relate, but they exist) given that I was never good for anything in life I might as well be entertaining through death. Also, most of my friend group is long distance, and I've had falling outs with people too, and I don't want to leave people in the dark so idk maybe it's a means to get the news out so that nobody is confused or hurt by the silence/my disappearance (arrogantly assuming I mean much to anyone, but still).

Yes, I know this all sounds very unhinged and maybe narcissistic too.

However there's also logistical problems (eg actually having an audience somehow, recording it etc etc) that discourage me. And then too wtf would it do to my family? That's sad and dark.

I do have the fantasy of being able to say my piece on camera so it's out there and my CTB giving them a reason to watch. Idk something poetic about it in my mind.

Wtf is wrong with me?

 

[sameoldMantra]

I cannot speak for anyone else, but as someone who goes back and forth in my own mind with this option, here's what I think/feel.

It's somewhat cliche, but yeah since I'm going out anyway there's something appealing about turning my death into a spectacle so I go out in a fashion that makes it harder to just ignore me or sweep my pain under the rug. It really feels quite expressive, and having the visual in front of others eyes. I suspect too thay maybe in the moment it might be a good way to counterfeit the emotion of what it may feel like to be cared about. Also, given that some people enjoy gore (can't relate, but they exist) given that I was never good for anything in life I might as well be entertaining through death. Also, most of my friend group is long distance, and I've had falling outs with people too, and I don't want to leave people in the dark so idk maybe it's a means to get the news out so that nobody is confused or hurt by the silence/my disappearance (arrogantly assuming I mean much to anyone, but still).

Yes, I know this all sounds very unhinged and maybe narcissistic too.

However there's also logistical problems (eg actually having an audience somehow, recording it etc etc) that discourage me. And then too wtf would it do to my family? That's sad and dark.

I do have the fantasy of being able to say my piece on camera so it's out there and my CTB giving them a reason to watch. Idk something poetic about it in my mind.

Wtf is wrong with me?

Thanks a Lot for that .
Nothing is wrong with You . In the end is for You to decide.

If You compare this to people who ctb not Alone. Well that something that I can relate too. It would be Nice having someone ctb with You. I didnt thought about it

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Is this part of the decay of society due to social media and technology?

People last attempt someone care ?

I'm really like to know your thoughts

I would say partially to leave some affecting behind perhaps. Some people record for educational purposes. But suicides online are not new at all.

I don't think it's cool and kinda irresponsible to stream the ctb on social media.
Imagine younger people/children seeing that.
It could traumatize them, for example.
When it happens in darker places on the internet, it's something else, i would say.

For the most part, it seems that the majority on the clearnet end up on what is likely the site you linked to. This site has been around a long time and even if it got pulled, five more would replace it. I agree that exposing children to these things isn't ok, I think most times though, on social media, the video gets taken down pretty quickly but goes on to live a new life on sites like watchpeopledie due to people screen recording or agreeing to be the one to record and upload etc.

 

[temporal_anchorite]

I've given it serious consideration before. Only because I'm a shameless attention whore and I would hope all the people who've hurt & abandoned me would feel a cold dagger being plunged into their chest upon viewing it.

It would also be an additional external force pushing you to fully follow through. Like, imagine how fucking embarrassing it would be to stage something dramatic like a suicide livestream only for you to pussy out at the last moment?

If I'm being honest, I kinda want my death to be immortalized in some capacity like Ronnie McNutt, Shuaiby, or that 1444 dude. I don't care if mfers clown or meme on me, they'll still be talking about me and that's all that matters lmao

 

[sometimesoon]

The only reason I would do something like that is to help others.

That is a fair reason - I have learned a lot from other peoples suicides on sites. I intend to show mine as well -

if I can't get the attention I crave while alive I'll at least try to get it in death. lol

Interesting perspective - I am just going to stream to know people will see it - maybe because I can