I read the "forms" you posted. They are entirely contrary to what you've been posting in this forum. The form shows you denied any thoughts to harm yourself, OR OTHERS, which is completely contrary to what you've said in your postings. So, even though you have claimed otherwise in your postings here, it seems you haven't been honest with your assessors. I'm not judging you. Just stating what I see as facts. Seems the only way you could have gotten released is by disavowing your thoughts to harm others, or yourself. But, now, it seems you are having those same thoughts again.
I'm sorry about your wife's death. I hope she is at peace.
I beg of you, under ANY circumstances that may arise, PLEASE DO NOT harm ANYONE in ANY WAY, now, or in the future.
Is it not different when a person starts talking about hurting others? That's what the OP has alluded to many times in their postings. And the assessment forms they posted are older from when they were sectioned. It's hard for me, VERY HARD, to believe that they were completely honest with their assessor recently, as it seems if they would have mentioned having thoughts about harming others, AGAIN, just as they have posted here, that they would have been sectioned again.
Is it not different when a person starts talking about hurting others? That's what the OP has alluded to many times in their postings. And the assessment forms they posted are older from when they were sectioned. It's hard for me, VERY HARD, to believe that they were completely honest with their assessor recently, as it seems if they would have mentioned having thoughts about harming others, AGAIN, just as they have posted here, that they would have been sectioned again.