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Yurak Hunt

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May 7, 2026
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why is it so hard to just come up with a plan? There is no way I can end up back in the hospital, so I need a concrete plan and it just seems so impossible to come up with one. I am still leaning towards partial hanging but I really wish I had something more concrete .... like a shot gun. :(
 
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Sedfrg

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Apr 26, 2026
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All you need is a few shotgun shells loaded with buckshot or small-caliber shot, and, as always, a little imagination.
 
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Yurak Hunt

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May 7, 2026
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All you need is a few shotgun shells loaded with buckshot or small-caliber shot, and, as always, a little imagination.
Yes, exactly this is what I want. But, I cannot get there where I live. :(
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand as all I want is to be permanently free from this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence, I see so much terrible extreme cruelty in how there isn't the option to just peacefully cease existing and never suffer again, all I want is a death like falling asleep permanently with no more pain and no more suffering, I hope you find peace.
 
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Yurak Hunt

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May 7, 2026
25
I think I'll just go find a train. seems less work than psh and just as reliable.
 
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Spit On My Grave
Apr 7, 2026
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I understand as all I want is to be permanently free from this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence, I see so much terrible extreme cruelty in how there isn't the option to just peacefully cease existing and never suffer again, all I want is a death like falling asleep permanently with no more pain and no more suffering, I hope you find peace.
Did you copy this from another post as always?
 
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chillino

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Jan 30, 2026
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Do you think it would work to use the night night methode but without actually hitting the "sweet spot"?
 
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Spit On My Grave
Apr 7, 2026
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I think I'll just go find a train. seems less work than psh and just as reliable.
I can talk and write like a robot it is not that hard by the way. But we are here to help each emotionally but if we take this away then we are talking about human extinction
 

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