why is hanging so difficult?

[NothingElseMatters]

everytime I try a get a different side effect and its never related to black out

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Whats happening?

 

[NothingElseMatters]

Whats happening?

last time I tried few minutes ago I felt like crap and weird, again a few mini convulsions and my body totally out of control. I can't believe I was gonna something near a black out.

 

[Darksektori]

It's not that's its difficult, it's just that it requires a bit of preparation, you probably should do a bit of research if you haven't done it already

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

last time I tried few minutes ago I felt like crap and weird, again a few mini convulsions and my body totally out of control. I can't believe I was gonna something near a black out.

That happens for me too. It means youre successfully cutting oxygen from brain, and if you endure it you would black out. Tho enduring that feeling isnt easy, i know

 

[dman12009]

That happens for me too. It means youre successfully cutting oxygen from brain, and if you endure it you would black out. Tho enduring that feeling isnt easy, i know

Ensuring that pain is hell. I tried to hang myself a few nights ago and obviously I couldn't handle it

 

[lostangel]

If you're talking about full suspension. Your neck is being held up by the rest of your body. Your throat is being forced in. That is a lot of weight and pressure on one small body part.

 

[Valsalva]

Ensuring that pain is hell. I tried to hang myself a few nights ago and obviously I couldn't handle it

Did you practice partial or full?

 

[Darksektori]

Did you practice partial or full?

The CTB route with the rope can be very short and peaceful or it can be a bit longer and way less peaceful

 

[Morphosis]

I found it extremely difficult and very traumatic and it has put me off trying this method again. I did a lot of research, used a necktie with a slip knot as recommended in the hanging megathread. I put it through a door hinge. I just dangled and strangled and choked and boked. It went on for endless minutes and I didn't come close to passing out, just made a mess throwing up and gargling on my own vomit and secretions. The tie then ripped in half and I landed on my ass on the floor.
Compared to my attempt with fentanyl OD, when I underestimated my tolerance and just got high as a kite and spent a blissful afternoon, hanging is definitely not for me.

 

[dman12009]

Did you practice partial or full?

Partial. I just couldn't find what they refer to as the sweet spot. Even adjusted the belt couple times still nothing. Just hung there in severe agony. At least with full if had been available I couldn't have backed out

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Ensuring that pain is hell. I tried to hang myself a few nights ago and obviously I couldn't handle it

I felt no pain. I ment tingly woozy feeling

 

[Painless_end]

I tried partial yesterday night. I had a long dupatta and the ceiling fan. My plan was to hang kneeling on my bed which is under the fan. But I coudn't do it painlessly. The dupatta kept on crushing my windpipe which felt uncomfortable. I was hoping to only block the carotid and slip painlessly into oblivion.

 

[f'dmylife]

I've tried so many times to hang but it only seems to crush my windpipe which is painful and uncomfortable. One time i did black out though. I went into this crazy dream state and woke up to my body convulsing on the ground. The sheets i was using came loose at the top but it gives me hope that I can find that sweet spot again. I'm getting demoralized the more I try and fail though.

 

[Thin Chew]

last time I tried few minutes ago I felt like crap and weird, again a few mini convulsions and my body totally out of control. I can't believe I was gonna something near a black out.

The words you said, body out of control. Does it mean by can't controlling your whole body rite? It's like it's moving or struggling itself. I tried that too. It's such a weird feeling