Vault of Memories

Vault of Memories

A temporary being in a temporary world
Mar 24, 2020
255
WOW . amazing story.
the gun explode after the shot ?:'(
what the officer did?
Maybe jammed isn't the correct word. I think the ammo didn't match the handgun I had, but it was the only magazine and gun I found. My friend who knows about guns was surprised it even did go off. I probably sound like an idiot, because I don't know too much about guns l, but that was the only magazine I knew my dad had and the only gun so I assumed they went together.

Anyway I had a court day coming up and I think was facing a maximum of 2 years in jail (no prior record). The case ended up getting thrown out, but I was so anxious about the whole ordeal that I tried offing myself again with my car and Carbon Monoxide the day before the trial and got put in a psych ward again.

Not many people that know I've attempted know about the gun and the trial.
 
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ladolcemorte

ladolcemorte

Experienced
May 5, 2019
286
Wow...awfully bold of you to come to a suicide forum and suggest that the majority of users dont really want to die...
 
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Neurodoom

Neurodoom

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Aug 13, 2019
30
They're messy and pretty intimidating. Even though I can imagine myself drunk and screaming during the rain while holding the barrel of the shotgun placing my toe on the trigger, I don't think I could unless I was actually in the situation.
 
one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
*scratches my head and wonders. Did the OP get the answer they sought or not*
 
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hershberger

hershberger

Student
Dec 28, 2019
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1. Because it can fail to kill you and then you have a mutilated face and a much worse life.

Exactly. My father has 40-50 guns, and I have easy access to them. There's an inherent fear in me that something would go wrong. He's a gun nut; I have no experience with guns. I might succeed, but the risk of failure is too great, especially with my limited firearm usage.
 
ladolcemorte

ladolcemorte

Experienced
May 5, 2019
286
Exactly. My father has 40-50 guns, and I have easy access to them. There's an inherent fear in me that something would go wrong. He's a gun nut; I have no experience with guns. I might succeed, but the risk of failure is too great, especially with my limited firearm usage.

I knew a guy who shot himself in the face and lived. Horribly disfigured and many painful surgeries...
 
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Vault of Memories

Vault of Memories

A temporary being in a temporary world
Mar 24, 2020
255
I knew a guy who shot himself in the face and lived. Horribly disfigured and many painful surgeries...
When I think of shooting myself in the face, I think of a 100% chance of fatality, but that's not true whatsoever. I've heard of tons of stories like this. I'd hate to have a permanent disfigurement on my face that I see every time I look in the mirror and for everyone else to see, signifying my failed attempt.
 
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Y78

Student
Feb 10, 2020
146
I knew a guy who shot himself in the face and lived. Horribly disfigured and many painful surgeries...
THATS HIS PROBLAM
you dont shoot in your face! in a bad shot is missing brain stam.
im sure that there is a way to ensure fatal with multiple methods like:
stand on high place in remote place without any help shoot to your mouth
so the badest scenrio you fall and die or die from the shot or no rescued.
its 99%.

i even search for zip guns once.they can be fatal.
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
I attempted suicide with my revolver. Now I have a hole in my wall that travels from my closet thru my shower, and is logged in the wall of another bedroom......That was after I attempted the exit bag method ,but failed.....I failed! unfortunately.......I was in the military too-female, trying to break that glass ceiling, but I think it broke me...or wait. It twas my Mother (mombie) who started me to break! .....She was like a that rock on the highway, flew up chipping my windshield, which eventually spidered....haha....Anyway I knew a girl in the military who was a closet lesbian ,she shot herself in the head while we were on deployment with her M16. She died.... Maybe she could override SI better because lesbians brains are shaped more like a male's brains ? IDK but i wish i had the balllz......But SN is more attractive to me....I would love the pot of gold N.....SOmeone said Mexico has N?! Wow....how privileged is that! No 40 hour work weeks in some countries! Here I was in my 20's and most of my 30's working like a dog 40+ hours a week in factories, healthcare,military, etc.... and getting brow- beaten by some asshole supervisor every goodamn day, yet being called a lazy american.....nevermind..... Some people are so lucky, and they still don't off themselves....damn SI. It must not respect boarders!....lol......
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,727
SOmeone said Mexico has N?! Wow....how privileged is that!

Don't hate on the Mexicans for N, it's not been easy to for them or anyone else to get since suicide tourism made it noticeable.

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But back to why Americans don't simply shoot themselves....freedom, bitches. We'll kill ourselves however the hell we want to!
 
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qwerty32

I tried.
Apr 13, 2020
96
Some states are very strict on gun laws and even specific cities require looking up a person's records. If I could acquire a FA and et it over with knowing how to do it correctly, I would do it instantly.
 
itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
Don't hate on the Mexicans for N, it's not been easy to for them or anyone else to get since suicide tourism made it noticeable.

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But back to why Americans don't simply shoot themselves....freedom, bitches. We'll kill ourselves however the hell we want to!
I'm not hating on anyone. lol...But if I was really free, I'd go by N....But Noone is really free in this world.
 
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Lorntroubles

Lorntroubles

Photography by Haris Nukem.
Jan 19, 2020
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*Trolling is in the ay-err!!*

But seriously, did you think this question through??
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
But I seriously love this question! Made my day! Thumbs up OP!:smiling:
 
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Awayout

Member
Jun 17, 2019
60
people that think you can just walk into a gun store and buy anything you like in America are some of the many people that are what is wrong with this country. Recreational shooting and target practice is the only love I have left in this world, and dirty fucking liberals that do not understand a single thing about guns are trying to take that away from me, fuck them!
 
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The Dark Chaos

The Dark Chaos

Craving chaos..
Apr 17, 2020
215
Well I think that shooting yourself is better but there's nill possibility to get a gun in India...
 
AnnonyBox

AnnonyBox

Specialist
Apr 11, 2018
334
"Maybe you don't really want to die" Oh boy, a line I've heard from pro lifers with their cult like zeal. Don't presume I don't want to die just because I don't want to splatter my brain across a wall. If I fail to kill myself with a shot to the head, I end up the rest of my life trapped in this body as a vegetable, and I get to go bankrupt for it too, because health insurance companies love to deny care to suicide attempts.
 
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Mrs.O'Leary'sCow

Mrs.O'Leary'sCow

SanitizingDeodorantCakes
Aug 20, 2018
305
@Awayout

Dual citizenship?
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
I don't want to leave a bloody gory mess. There's something about going peacefully undisturbed even if i will be cremated after. It's way too violent.
 
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tothemoon

Member
Aug 5, 2019
76
Well, most of suicides in the US ARE from guns so...many do. I think the reason why everyone doesn't do it is two fold. 1. Women rarely use guns to kill themselves, just not their pie I guess. 2. In some of the more populous areas (west coast, northeast US) getting a gun is actually pretty tough. Getting a gun in most of California is damn near impossible.
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
914
So I noticed that maybe most members of this forum are Americans. And I was wondering - why don't you just plan suicide by shooting yourselves? There are all these elaborate techniques with SN and whatnot, while you can literally just buy guy everywhere and do it super quick, secure and relatively painless. If I were an American I'd choose that in a heartbeat - unfortunately, being from Eur Union putting hands on a gun is really an impossibility and I have to keep exploring other options. But boy would that be wonderful!

It also gets me thinking - if you're American and claim to want to committ suicide but to do that ponder these complicated failure high-risk options while you have the ideal one just there - maybe you don't really want to die?
Because not everyone can access a gun, that's why. Believe me, if I could get a gun now, we would'nt be having this discussion.
 
itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
I kinda like the delivery of this question. The overall c-ntiness, the brute honesty, the clear disdain/ no guess work on my part, yet the challenge at the end! No one cares what I think! Oop, that's too bad....I would like to make a thread about certain countries of which I have a personal vendetta....but I'll save that for reddit where i'll get 'sand-boxed'....
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
914
I have a vendetta against all countries, from Belize on down to the u.s.s.a.. death to Amerika!
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
I have a vendetta against all countries, from Belize on down to the u.s.s.a.. death to Amerika!
I have a vendetta against the entire human species....but I am but a fly on the face of the earth, like every other self-important tw-t on this planet, including the OP.....parasites....:D I;m hoping for a comet strike... burn the world, make it a better place.....
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
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I don't have access to a firearm, otherwise I probably would
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
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I have a vendetta against the entire human species....but I am but a fly on the face of the earth, like every other self-important tw-t on this planet, including the OP.....parasites....:D I;m hoping for a comet strike... burn the world, make it a better place.....
Leave OP out of this!
 
itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
Leave OP out of this!
Hey, How's about YOU don' t tell me what to say or not say! ..ty Big Brother from 1984! .I don't give a full nothing about OP, like he doesn't give a shit about me!... As he made that abundantly clear! Lol.... Hey, ..are you the thread police? I know you're a parasite like everyone...that I know ..that's funny to me...in a dark way.....i know you know what that means!!!.peace out!
 
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Jumper

Jumper

Student
Jun 18, 2019
149
Gun Access in the US varies by STATE

When I lived in Texas many years ago, I could just walk into a store and buy one. Wish I did!

Now I live in New York (specifically New York City). Essentially zero chance of buying one here.

I could derail my career and relocate to a more gun-friendly state. But then, if I weren't able to CTB, I would be trapped in an even worse situation.
 

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